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Friday, November 26, 2021

SPICED ROAST TURKEY recipe:

I like turkey on Thanksgiving … some people prefer ham: I like a crisp, baked turkey 😊

Bob and I did 2 or 3 family Thanksgivings with our parents and siblings, the early years of our early marriage – eventually, we decided to forgo the hours’ long drives, and stay home with our kids … and occasionally a friend who had no family to celebrate with.

I always tried to make a different turkey recipe every year.

This year, entering into my 3rd Thanksgiving holiday without Bob physically with me, I thumbed through my extensive cookbook collection; and settled on this spicy baked turkey recipe, I think you will enjoy too 😉

There is just me, so I chose to bake a turkey breast instead of a whole turkey (1) a whole turkey isn’t necessary for one person (2) a whole turkey was getting too heavy to lift to and from the oven – the past 5 years (even with Bob’s help); so, it is definitely too darned heavy now that Bob rides the clouds (3) A sliced and diced turkey breast will go forward into several months meals with only one person enjoying it.

One of the changes I have made to my Thanksgiving cooking, is in choosing to bake my turkey the day before Thanksgiving because that works best for me: the rest (making deviled eggs, stuffing, mashed sweet potatoes, slicing the pumpkin pie, ect.), I can do tomorrow. I baked bread the other day, for an anticipated sandwich – or two 😊

The kitchen smells wonderful!

I can’t wait to sample this cooked recipe 😉

==Spiced Roast Turkey

If you want to bake a whole turkey, just double the ingredients.

1 Turkey breast * Salt to taste * freshly ground Black Pepper to taste * 1 Tablespoons softened Butter (or margarine) * ½ teaspoon Vegetable Oil * 1 large clove Garlic, minced * 1 teaspoon Dijon-style mustard * ½ teaspoon Paprika * ½ teaspoon dried Thyme leaves * 1 teaspoon dried Rosemary

**NOTE: FOLLOW YOUR BIRD PACKAGING DIRECTIONS FOR OVEN TEMP & BAKING TIME; that way, you will be sure to get accurate and satisfactory results.

Heat oven.

Rinse turkey; clean cavities – pat dry.

Baked Spicy Turkey ingredients.

Blend together the salt, pepper, butter, garlic, and thyme leaves: with sanitized hands, stuff each turkey breast side with this mixture slipped under the breast skin. I pin the skin edges down with toothpicks to keep the buttery goodness next to the breast meat.

Butter mixture pushed under breast skin, and skin pinned down with toothpicks.

Blend together the oil, mustard, paprika, and rosemary: rub all over the outside beast skin.

Foil covering because roaster lid not high enough.

Place turkey on a rack, in your roasting pan.

Roast turkey as directed on your turkey packaging. Insert meat thermometer in the thickest part of your chosen turkey (inside of thigh on a whole bird, away from bone … middle of breast for a turkey breast); bake until thermometer registers 180-degrees.

Into the oven with a hope & a prayer ...

Remove from oven, and cover turkey with aluminum foil; let stand for 25 to 30 minutes before carving.

Perfecto!

ENJOY!

Spicy turkey, sweet potato, stuffing with red onion & peas, pumpkin pie - 773 calories. YUMMY!

THANKSGIVING 2021

This year I enjoyed a Thanksgiving filled with thanksgiving; aside from an empty chair where Bob used to sit, this holiday was almost ‘normal😊

I am thankful I am able to stand, walk, and enjoy this holiday season this year; I cut my driving, and hiking back a couple miles … and that really helped. I did do a few 10 to 14-hour drives, and I did do a few 5-mile hikes – but very few. Bob, if he has been watching me as he glides by on the clouds, is no doubt rejoicing that I am finally learning the art of “pacing” myself (notching the turbo speed down), and practicing patience (granny speed hones patience) 😉

This is the first Thanksgiving since 2018 that I have been able to actually enjoy most of the day. I wasn’t sitting in a hospital crying as Bob slept – and I wasn’t laid up in bed favoring a seriously aching leg.

Thanksgiving 2021 dawned, and faded without a hitch, or a tear.

Baked Spicy Turkey ingredients.
Butter mixture pushed under breast skin, and skin pinned down with toothpicks.
Foil covering because roaster lid not high enough.
Into the oven with a hope & a prayer ...

My Thanksgiving Supper was small, and light on my aging hips 😉

Spicy turkey, sweet potato, stuffing with red onion & peas, pumpkin pie – 773 calories. YUMMY!

The turkey breast baked to perfection, sliced without being mangled in the slicing, and the entire meal was low in calories: under 800 calories, even with pumpkin pie 😊

When Thanksgiving 2018 came around, I didn’t feel much like eating a holiday Supper – in, or out, of the hospital: my husband’s physical body was dying. Food wasn’t foremost in my thoughts.

Thanksgiving 2019 & 2020 came and went with reactionary baking … but little enjoyment.

2019 was spent in a mental fog of missingness; the pictures from that year showed a haunted face, with empty eyes. I was invited to several homes to be included in the festivities, but decided to stay home and eat solo lobo. I cooked, and ate a decent meal, but I didn’t really taste any of it – I ate for nourishment, and tried to “get in the holiday mood.” First Year Widowhood Memories, unbidden, kept interfering; my heart was having a hard time healing. I cried. A lot; thankfully Yeshua was a constant companion.

2020 was better in the grieving process … but, I spent some time in ER a few days before the holiday slid in, being diagnosed with a degenerate bulged spinal disc; and was laid up in bed with a very painful bum leg Thanksgiving Day. I ate a scaled-back turkey supper that I had baked/froze ahead of time – when I could walk around the kitchen without excruciating pain. That leg pain lasted until the middle of December. But Elohim was faithful - I was able to function; it was slow going, but managable.

When 2021 dawned, I decided to cut back on how hard I push my body. I like to take long country drives – I cut the time spent on the road, by half … and I learned how to use the speed control feature of the car; this took pressure of my driving leg muscles, which cut back on the inflammation of said muscles. I also like to hike: a lot … but, this year, I scaled back on the mileage: instead of 8 to 10-mile hikes, I only do 3 to 5-mile hikes, now … and not every day, like I used to. I am learning to pamper my aging body. I do not like to be laid up in bed for weeks on end

This year at Thanksgiving time, I am enjoying life more fully. Healthier. And less painful emotionally, as well as physically.

I have good people in my life. 

Some are old friends; some are new friends.

Some are family members … some are {adopted} family members, who came alongside me in my early widowhood days; and stayed 😊

Some, I see every day. 

Some, I see weekly.

Some, I see monthly.

Some, I see occasionally when we cross paths every 6 months – or so.

And some, I only have contact with on FB.

I texted/talked with friends and family members before and during the actual Thanksgiving Day; some were having an early holiday Supper the day before (like me)and some were just sitting down to Supper, but wanted to say, “Hey Val – thinking of you. Love you!”

And of course, there were those that have no contact with me at all – but I love them, and my thoughts went out to them anyway. I really miss my 7-year old grandson. I miss his face. I miss his voice. I miss his presence. I miss watching him grow up.

I know Elohim's promise to me - He is faithful. I will wait it out ... I don't need to understand: I just need to trust Him. And I do.

After the turkey was portioned out, and stored in the freezer; I watched a couple holiday movies … then, spent the rest of the evening before bedtime, researching and planning mini vaca’s for 2022hopefully, I will be able to actually spend some time out of State in lodging; hassle free. If not, I’ll be sleeping in my car when the sun goes down, and looking rumpled the next day. But, one way – or another- I INTEND TO GO, and enjoy my life while I still have it to enjoy; driving is my therapy – getting ‘out of Dodge’ balances every aspect of my life. Some of the anticipated mini vaca’s will be in rattlesnake country in four States (WA, and three others); that is a little intimidating, but Elohim will go with me – and before me: I can do this 😉

WHAT WOULD JESUS DO?

 “What would Jesus do?” always seems to fall off the lips of people who do not know Jesus at all; or those who only know him in a back-patting way.

“What would Jesus do?” used to be a private contemplative thought before a person sprung into action to carry out a directive dropped into their heart from the Ruach Ha’Kodesh.

“What would Jesus do?” has become, over the last 2 decades, a shaming judgmental accusation from both the nonbelievers; and those professing to be believers with one foot on both sides of the pathway (aka fence straddlers).

The demonrats and their cohorts (which includes a great deal of fence straddlers) are always judging people for what they perceive as "unkind" and "uncompassionate" ... but, THEY DO NOT SEE WHAT ELOHEI KNOWS.

Misguided, self-righteous {christians} dressing as beggar’s, stumbling into churches and buildings to trick people (and then castigating those people for ‘selfishness’ when the gig is up), is not something Yeshua would do!

Misguided, self-righteous {christians – adult, teen, children) “street ministering” to be caught on camera/wrote up in the Daily News, “doing good deeds”, is not something Yeshua would do!

Christians do not do their good deeds to be seen by others: they do good deeds to be seen by Elohim: for HE DIRECTS their footsteps, and their actions are an outpouring of His love towards others in need of a direct answer from Him.

Christians are not ambassadors of the government – they are Ambassadors of Yeshua; our recognition comes from Him. HE SEES. HE KNOWS. That should be enough for any Christian. We do not have to explain ourselves to anyone else.

We are the physical feet, the hands, arms, mouth full of words of He who a spirit: Yeshua is our example.

When a person, who is a professing Christian is showy in what they "do in the Name of Christ" ... like insisting to buy that cartload of groceries no one asked them to do while humiliating the person the cartful of groceries belongs to, by overriding the objections and forcing their money into the cashier’s hands … they are acting in ignorance of how Christ really taught us to behave. They are behaving in a worldly manner, to be acknowledged in a worldly manner - they are putting ego above honest love.

Love is not prideful. Yeshua never forced His “loving actions” on anyone.

Do what is right. 

Do what is just. 

Do it ALL humbly, and with a pure heart.

That is “what Jesus would do”.

Wednesday, November 24, 2021

COOKATHON #4 ~ 2021

The other day, I woke up to raindrops dancing across my roof tiles, and hankering for a taste of the oatmeal-molasses bread recipe I have been wanting to try. I also had a couple seriously overripe bananas … so, I whipped up a banana muffins recipe to sample – and stash in the freezer for quick grab/thaws when I go hiking 😉

Keeping with my “trying new things” agenda, I have been busy in the kitchen trying a few new recipes 😊

And I'm sticking to my weight loss goal – I am averaging a 2 to 3 pound drop a week; without avoiding bread! I like bread, Scripture encourages the eating of bread … I don’t avoid, or skimp on {certain} foods: I just figure in the calorie tally and work around it.

My body is what it is: I will never be a Twiggy, I am a curvy woman – my body was created for ME, in the shape it is designed, and I’m okay with that

I like to eat more than lettuce leaves. I like to eat breads, meats, starchy foods, and desserts: but I limit them in my meal planning. Dieting (aka depriving oneself of certain foods) does not work … it never has, it never will; the body will crave whatever you attempt to eliminate, so I just cut back on what I like. That way, my body is happy and functioning properly, and I’m happy with the woman in the mirror 😊 

The recipes I chose for this cookathon are a varied mix of breads, beef, pork, fowl, fish, and veggies; all are suited for Fall & Winter appetites.

The Oatmeal-Molasses Bread recipe, comes from my 1979 Gold Medal Century of Success Cookbook; the Banana Wheat Germ Muffins recipe, comes from my Autumn 1985 Country Living/Country Cooking cookbook; the Meatballs In Spicy Tomato Sauce recipe comes from a clipped November 1981 WD $-Saving recipe page – and I teamed it with the Minnesota Mashed Potatoes recipe from a November 1996 Good Housekeeping magazine page; the Autumn Pork Chops is a casserole, and it smells heavenly as it bakes; the recipe comes from my Betty Crocker ‘New American Cooking’ cookbook; the Krupnick recipe comes from my ‘A Lexicon of Jewish Cooking’ cookbook; the Turkey & Leek Casserole, 72 Market Street Meat Loaf and Basic White Bread are repeat recipes, posted to this Blog 😉; the Herbed Brussels Sprouts and Carrots recipe if from my ‘Southern Living Cooking Light’ cookbook; and the FISH AMANDINE recipe, is a new one for me, and it comes from my ‘WW Meals in Minutes Cookbook’.

I eat real food that I grow myself in my urban lot garden space my husband deisgned and crafted for me  food with medicinal proprieties, and I calorie count – that’s what works for me. However, I am not including the calorie count for these recipes because different food brands have a different scale for calorie counting. If you count calories … it’s easy to compute: it takes time, but it’s relatively simple to do.

Since there is only 1 of me now, and I like my own homecooked meals (instead of the store bought-packaged-ready meals); I also work a full menu around the main dishes of the cookathon recipes, and freeze the bulk of the dishes in meals easy to pull from the freezer, and reheat ;-)

==OATMEAL-MOLASSES BREAD ~1 loaf

Bob didn’t like the taste of molasses … but I do; especially when fall & Winter rolls around – it seems to me, that it wakes the tongue up, and sets warm on the tummy. So, as soon as I drank my first cup of joy juice to get the blood flowing and the cob webs cleared from the thought process, I got busy and baked a loaf 😊

It is a dense bread – but it also has a surprisingly light texture: I know that sounds contradictory, but it is true. This will be a repeat recipe!

¾ cup boiling Water * ½ cup regular Oats * 3 Tablespoons Shortening * ¼ cup light Molasses * 2 teaspoons Salt * 1 package dry Yeast * ¼ cup warm Water (105- to 115-degrees) * 1 Egg * 2-3/4 cups all-purpose Flour * 1 Egg white, slightly beaten * ¼ cup regular Oats, crushed * ¼ teaspoon Salt

Ingredients.

Mix boiling water, ½ cup oats, shortening, molasses, and 2 teaspoons salt in a large mixing bowl; cool to lukewarm.

Mixing of water, oats, shortening, molasses & salt.

Dissolve yeast in warm water. Stir yeast, 1 egg, and 1½ cups of the flour into the oat mixture; beat on medium high speed, scraping bowl frequently, for 2 minutes. Stir in remaining flour until smooth.

Smooth and pat batter in a greased 2-pound coffee can with floured hands: brush top with egg white. Mix ¼ cup oats and ¼ teaspoon salt; sprinkle over top. Let rise in a warm place until doubled – about 1½ hours. (I skipped the coffee can, and used a regular bread pan – it worked fine).

Batter placed in oven to rise under pilot light.
Batter & bread pan covered with large bowl to aid in rising.

Heat oven to 375-degrees. Bake until loaf is brown and sounds hollow when tapped – about 50 to 55 minutes. (If loaf is browning too quickly, cover with foil during last 15 minutes of baking). Remove from can (or pan); cool on wire rack.

Bread baked in a Coffee can.
My bread done; dense, but surprisingly light - and delish, too!

Bob always liked bananas – they were a steady staple in the house for 44 years of our life together; and since he started riding the clouds, I have developed a taste for them too: so, they continue to be a house staple in my solo lobo life.

But I don’t eat them every day, and they tend to get overripe very quickly. I hate wasting $$$ … so, I have started incorporating the overripe bananas into various foods; this time, I folded them into muffins 😊

The house smells wonderful while they bake!

I substituted pecans for the walnuts (that’s what I had on hand) – and ground them in a coffee grinder to a paste state (this works best for my body): and I also doubled the recipe, so my pictures will show quite a bit more than the recipe cites.

==BANANA-WHEAT GERM MUFFINS ~makes 12 count

Moist, slightly sweet, with a good crust; these muffins are delicious with butter or a wedge of sharp Cheddar cheese.

1½ cups all-purpose Flour * 1 cup toasted Wheat Germ * ½ cup light Brown Sugar * 1 Tablespoon Baking Powder * I teaspoon Salt * 1 teaspoon ground Nutmeg * 2 large Eggs * ½ cup Milk (dry milk is workable) * ¼ cup (1/2 stick) Butter or margarine, melted * 1 cup ripe Banana, mashed (about 2 large) * ½ cup chopped Walnuts

Ingredients; my bananas were seriously overripe ...

Heat oven to 425-degrees; grease 12 muffin cups.

In a bowl, combine all dry ingredients – except nuts – and blend well.

Combining of dry ingredients.
Blending of dry ingredients.

Beat eggs with milk, butter, and banana until smooth; add to dry ingredients, and blend until well moistened. Stir in nuts.

Addition of wet ingredients; and nuts.

Spoon batter into muffin cups and bake until a rich brown – about 20 minutes. Serve warm.

Filling the muffin tin; 1 fourth cup used.
Placed in the oven ...
A little dark - so, I lowered the oven temp by 5-degrees, for the next batch.
They look like little volcanoes; hahaha.
2 & a half batches; I had doubled the recipe.

==MEATBALLS IN SPICY TOMATO SAUCE ~serves 4

8 ounces lean Ground Beef * 1 Tablespoon cooking Oil * 1 medium Onion, chopped * 1 can (16 ounces) Tomatoes, cut up * 1½ teaspoons Chili Powder * 1 small Bay leaf * 1 clove Garlic, crushed * ½ teaspoon Salt

Mix the meat and onion; form into 12 balls. In a large heavy skillet over medium heat, brown the meatballs in hot oil.

Browning meatballs & cooking spuds.

In a medium sized bowl, blend the tomatoes and spices – add to meatballs. Bring to a boil; reduce heat, and simmer 15 minutes. Discard bay leaf. .

Sauce ingredients.
Meatballs cooking in sauce.

==MINNESOTA MASHED POTATOES ~makes 8 accompaniment servings.

These mashed potatoes are a bit “soupy” – if I make them again, I will add more potatoes, to stiffen them up some.

3 pounds all-purpose Potatoes (about 9 medium), peeled and cut into 1-inch chunks * 1 teaspoon Salt * ¼ teaspoon ground Black Pepper * 1 container (8 ounces) Sour Cream * ½ cup Milk, warmed * 3 Tablespoons Chives, chopped.

In a 4-quart saucepan, heat potatoes and enough water to cover, to boiling over high heat. Reduce heat to low – cover and simmer 15 minutes, or until potatoes are fork-tender. Drain.

Return potatoes to saucepan. With a potato masher, mash potatoes with salt and pepper. Add sour cream, milk, and chives – mash until well blended.

Minnesota mashed potatoes.
Meatballs & potatoes prepped for freezer.

==AUTUMN PORK CHOPS ~6 servings.

Good source of protein, thiamin and vitamin A. This dish adds color, as well as taste, to a cold gray-clouded Fall day 😉.

6 Pork Chops, about ½-inch thick * ¼ teaspoon Salt * 1/8 teaspoon ground Black Pepper * 2 medium Onions, sliced and separated into rings * 2 medium Acorn Squash, cut into 1-inch rings, and seeded * 3 medium Apples, cored and cut into 1-inch rings * ¼ cup Margarine (or butter), melted * 2 Tablespoons Honey * 2 Tablespoons Water * 1 teaspoon Pumpkin Pie Spice (recipe follows)

Cook pork over medium high heat until brown on both sides.

Browning pork chops.

Place pork in an ungreased rectangular baking dish – 13 x 9 x 2-inches; sprinkle with salt and pepper. Arrange onions. Squash. And apples on pork. Mix remaining ingredients; pour over apples.

Casserole ingredients.

Cover and cook in a 350-degree oven until pork is done, and squash is tender – about 55 minutes. Serve pan drippings with pork.

Layering of squash & apples atop chops.
Covered; and baking.

==KRUPNICK ~makes 6 to 8 servings

This is a Jewish crockpot dish, and it is delish this time of year 😊 I teamed this stewed dish with a slice of Oatmeal-Molasses Bread, and a cup of fruit cocktail.

1 or large peeled Onion * 2 Marrow Bones * ½ pound stewing Beef (short ribs, or Lamb shank) * 1/3 cup Pearl Barley * 3 cans sliced button Mushrooms (or ½ pound fresh, washed mushrooms; or 1 cup dried mushrooms, soaked first for several hours) * 5 Carrots, scraped clean and cut crosswise * 2 potatoes, peeled and quartered * 1 large (28-ounce) can stewed Tomatoes * 1 Tablespoon Sugar * 1 teaspoon Sea Salt * ½ teaspoon ground Black Pepper * Water to cover

Combine all ingredients in a crockpot, and cook on LOW for 8 to 10 hours.

Krupnick prepped for freezer; teamed with a slice of Oatmeal-Molasses bread & fruit cocktail.

==TURKEY & LEEK CASSEROLE ~serves 8:

Making this recipe – today – I used a combination of light and dark turkey bits … and fusilli noodles, “just for the fun of it” 😊. I teamed the casserole with herbed brussels sprouts/carrots, and a banana muffin.

http://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2017/12/turkey-leek-casserole.html.

Casserole baking.
Meal prep for freezer; teamed with Herbed Brussels sprouts-carrots, & a Banana-Wheat Germ Muffin.

==HERBED BRUSSELS SPROUTS & CARROTS ~6 servings

¼ pound fresh Brussels sprouts * 2 cups Chicken broth * ½ pound baby Carrots * 1 Tablespoon Lemon juice * 2 teaspoons Margarine * ½ teaspoon dried whole Tarragon leaves, crushed * dash of ground Nutmeg

Wash brussels sprouts thoroughly, and remove and wilted outer leaves. Cut a cross in the root end of each sprout. Bring chicken broth to a boil in a 2-quart saucepan; add sprouts and carrots. Return to a boil; cover, reduce heat, and simmer 6 to 8 minutes – or until veggies are tender.

Brussels sprouts & carrots cooking.

Drain veggies, toss with lemon juice, margarine, tarragon, and nutmeg.

==72 MARKET STREET MEAT LOAF ~8 servings

I was invited to a friend’s home a week ago for Supper, and she was making meat loaf. That supper got me to thinking about meat loaf sandwiches … so, I pulled out this recipe and baked a tasty loaf; and also baked a loaf of white bread 😉

My Supper tonight was a meatloaf sandwich – the cozy aromas of the spicy meatloaf, and homemade bread, warmed up the chilling evening 😊

==Meat Loaf: https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2019/09/fall-meals-cookathon-tuesday-wednesday.html

Meat Loaf ingredients.
Ready for the oven.

==Basic White Bread: https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2018/06/white-bread-basic-master-recipe-makes-2.html

White Bread loaves.

==FISH AMANDINE ~2 servings

I tried this fried fish because the recipe sounded good; I teamed it with mashed sweet potato and peas.

2 Sole (or flounder) fillets; ¼ pound each * 1 Tablespoon + 1 teaspoon all-purpose Flour * 2 teaspoons Olive (or vegetable) Oil * 1 Tablespoon whipped Butter * ½ ounce sliced Almonds * ¼ cup dry White Wine * 1 Tablespoon Lemon juice * 1/8 teaspoon EA Salt & White Pepper * 1 teaspoon chopped Parsley

On a large plate, dredge fish fillets in flour; lightly coating both sides – reserve remaining flour. Spray a 10-ich non-stick skillet with non-stick cooking spray; add oil and heat. Add fillets to skillet and cook over medium-high heat, turning once, until fish is lightly browned and flakes easily when tested with a fork – about 2 to 3 minutes each side. Transfer fillets to serving platter, and keep warm.

Lightly dredged fish fillets.
Lightly browned fish fillets.

In same skillet melt butter; add almonds and sauté over medium-low heat, stirring frequently, until lightly browned – about 1 to 2 minutes.

Browning the almonds.

Add remaining reserved flour and stir quickly to combine; stir in wine, lemon juice, salt, and pepper. Cook, stirring occasionally, until mixture is reduced by 1/3 and slightly thickened – about 1 to 2 minutes.

Thickening the almond sauce.

Pour sauce over fish; sprinkle with parsley.

Meal prepped for freezer; Fish, mashed sweet potato, & green peas. 

Wrapped in the kitchen aromas wafting through the house, I am relaxing with a banana muffin and a cup of flavored coffee … looking out the windows at the Fall’s fading colors; and watching the little chickadees at the bird feeder Bob designed and built for me in November of 2014 – the feeder and bird house will need to be cleaned up and bleached come Spring; I have been gone so much finding new road routes to adventure on, that time got away from me 😉 I’ll finish the lapghan this afternoon, and enjoy it’s warmth tonight while indulging in another meat loaf sandwich supper 😊

Life is different without Bob, but it’s still a good life – and I am reshaping the scraps left, to suit the new me. I don’t know yet, what all that will entail … but I do know, that just like my meal menus, it will include the best of US, as well as the newness of the now. And that’s a winning combination.