MAGIC MOMENTS

I woke up at 4 AM with this song
playing in my mind; going back to sleep was impossible.

Man! I miss Bob.

I miss those kisses sweeter than wine ...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYaqsviev9M

I miss Bob every day, but I think today’s missingness has a lot to do with the new year changes, the emotional upsets of the past week, and the recent landslide on Ocean Beach Highway:

(https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020/01/my-calendar-is-full.html & https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020/01/glass-house-christians_17.html).

And, I had a dream the other day that woke me before dawn – and I felt strange all day. Then, when I checked my FB Page and read about the landslide, the dream made sense; to me anyway … (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020/01/disturbing-dream.html)

Rebuilding a new life IS HARD! My husband is still a major part of my life – his essence still surrounds me. My senses are still acutely aware of him and how his love impacted my life. I’m not sure I can restructure a new life without Bob’s imprint on it:

This, I believe, is the curse of Widowhood - you need to let go: and you need to hang on. The big picture hangs on those magic moments ...

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=munErg-ykYU)

Rebuilding a new life IS HARD!