The other day we were downtown paying the
water bill, and I saw this questionable cloud formation as I was buckling my
seatbelt … so I got back out of the car and snapped a pic of it. It fit the day
perfectly. And it still fits our days …
as we do what we can do and wait patiently for Elohei to work everything concerning
us out.
I gotta tell you … patience is not my strong
point: waiting is very hard right now.
Especially with the astronomical hospital bills flooding the mailbox and the
$$$$$ hung up in bureaucratic red tape (if we were freeloading illegals or America-hating terrorists, I am
sure the money would flow like a flood); but since we are Americans, receiving money
WE PAID INTO Medicare and Medicaid all of our working years is NOT available to
us without making us jump through governmental hoops designed to make us do unnecessary
backflips, barking, and clapping like trained seals); the $$$$$ we are asking
for is OURS BY RIGHT and should be put into effect immediately. Instead we are
treated like criminals by desk jockeys for even asking for some of it.
Plus, everything
Hubs went through in that stupid hospital was brought on by the doctors who
misdiagnosed and mistreated him from the get-go thinking they had a human guinea
pig to practice on and we should be thankful (they were wrong on both counts) –
why should we have to pay for their screw-ups? I am still peeved; and HUbs refuses to go to anymore doctors for anything. And I am okay with that, considering doctors don't know what they are doing/push drugs/and did their best to kill him with their scientific guesses while he was under their 'care'. Patience; not one of my strong points:
Hubs is eating a little more everyday now –
and it is staying down – and he is walking a bit further every time we go to
the Park to feed the little furry beggars; LOL
We have been to the Park twice this week;
today is the furthest Hubs has walked. I am real proud of him. He is not doing
anything foolish or risky like some men do when faced with death and dealing
with fear, but he IS determined not
to let fear get a foothold. We are taking 1 day at a time, doing what we can
with the new limitations, and giving the rest to Elohei – trusting in His care
and resting in His perfect peace that passes all human understanding. We know
that given the situation 2 weeks ago, Hubs is alive for a specific reason and
he will remain so until his mission on earth is completed. For that we are
thankful and bless Elohim every day.
And we laugh that Hubs is wearing his sweat
pants in public. Why? Because when he retired 7 years ago, the grandkids (22, 17,
& 15) asked, “You aren’t going to wear sweats everyday now, are you? And
you aren’t going to go out in public wearing sweats … are you?” We both said, “No;
just around the house.” But since Hub’s
hospital ordeal he has been so weak, and pulling sweat pants on is just about
all the strength he has to dress with, we
just don’t care anymore what people want to think when we are out and about.
