Wedding Song - God Knew That I Needed You

Saturday, April 11, 2020

2525: CLOSER THAN YOU THINK

Woke up this morning to my phone feed telling me that our government, under dr. fauci’s suggestion wants to issue immunity cards to keep tabs on who took the coronavirus test … and who didn’t (who’s has been cleared by the government to move freely). I’m not going to have the test: MY CHOICE; I don’t need it, and I’m refusing to be forced to take it. I’m not liking where this whole thing is going; not only are our rights as American Citizens seriously being stomped all over by politicians and doctors – but, this whole {mandatory} governmental overreach reminds me of communist and nazi tactics; as well as Scripture, which forewarned Christians that there would be a day coming where it would difficult to buy or sell without being assigned a government seal-of-approval-number to do so. No, I do not like where this thing is going. But, I’m not scared either: I always knew this day would arrive. I’ve prepared myself to meet it. Of course, I always assumed I’d be going through it with Bob when it arrived … but, I’m not. And that’s okay – I know the outcome. I’ve prepared myself. I trust Elohei in my life, and I know I’ll be taken care of.


Also, now that marijuana has been legalized in every State to fund the state coffers, doctors are now coming out and telling the public what I’ve been saying for the past 4 decades: smoking weed is not good for anyone’s health - there are no legitimate health benefits other than numbing people to their surroundings, putting their response reflexes into slo-mode, and deadening their conscious. The harsh smoke harms the lungs too. This is not “new news” people! I knew this as a teenager in the 1970’s. But, people will do it because it has the governor’s approval. The same people that are screaming at me that I need to stay indoors, are lighting those joints … willingly damaging themselves, engaging in questionable behavior, and not paying attention to what’s happening around them – while worrying about if I’m contagious or not when I go for a fricking walk; they are freaking out about MISLEADING MEDIA FEEDS. Despite unanswered questions, politicians enacted dramatic laws concerning the virus and Citizens.


I’ve been questioning the virus hysteria for months, and have been verbally attacked weak-minded, and uneducated people, touting their “intelligence”; 95% of people in America who should know better have lost their minds and quit thinking logically – they read text, but they can’t read signs of the times.

On the other hand, there are the 5% who recognize bullshit when they smell it, and refuse to cover themselves in it. In this fight for our lives and our Nation, we choose to be armed with faith, freedom, and the pursuit of happiness. Long live, faith, freedom, and the pursuit of happiness ;-)


Normally, I don’t give Rand Paul an ear because he just argues against everything. But, today, he actually made sense when he spoke out against the governor of Kentucky concerning the governors warning that he is issuing a state-wide-order for police to take license numbers of people attending Easter services at churches – stalin, lenin, hitler, castro would be proud to know that their propaganda has paid off with the easily led weak-minded, doped minions; obama, hellery, pelosi, schumer, schiff, the squad … ALL and their ilk are, I am sure, applauding this ILLEGAL and UNCONSTUTIONAL order of bought-and paid for-party line governors.


This is ridiculous – are licenses also going to be recorded sitting in abortion clinic parking lots for willingly murdering babies? I mean, if the governors are really serious about saving lives … this whole thing is out of control: it’s perfectly okay to murder babies by the thousands in America, but Grandma cannot attend an Easter Service because she may cause death and destruction if she {potentially} comes in contact with someone {who may have} the virus bug? LUNACY at political level – governors don’t give a rat’s ass about lives … they’re all eyeing the White House and coveting the presidential seat; and if they have to murder and burn innocent babies, and jail granny on trumped up political BS to get there, they will. It’s time for American Citizens to take America Law back, and vote these political scumbags out of office.


2525 – 6565: These projections have pretty much already been done … or is in the process of being implemented. And it’s only 2020.

7510 – 8510: I doubt the human race will last that long. The obama reign of terror placed chimpanzees, dogs, and cats above human beings – everyone is rushing to humanize chimps, and people are being jailed for “inhumane treatment of dogs and cats” WHILE murdering babies IN the womb … and soon as they exit the womb – and those children the adults don’t annihilate, they mutilate in gender-bender-fantasy medical experiments; hitler’s nazi doctor of horrors, dr. mengele, would be proud of. Mankind, in 2020, is doing all it can to erase humanity off the face of the earth and replace it with mutated and mutilated freaks.

9595: Mankind is doing all it can to halt its progression past 2525; 9595 is at best, a pipe dream.



SO MUCH heavy thinking so early in the day!

My head was aching, my eye was twitching, and my stomach was growling.

I shut the phone off, closed the laptop, and made a toasted cheese sandwich. This is my 2nd toasted cheese sandwich in the past 18 months. Bob liked toasted cheese sandwiches – so did our grandson. We had a toasted cheese sandwich practically every afternoon for lunch. Sometimes with tomato soup. In my mind’s eye, I could clearly see Bob and Azariah enjoying their sandwiches and laughing at a silly joke passed between the two of them. I swallowed hard over the lump in my throat; but, for once, I didn’t cry when hit fast and hard by a memory.

I ate my toasted cheese sandwich with a glass of tomato juice while watching an old romantic comedy black-n-white YouTube movie, “Katie Did It”

Toasted cheese sandwich made with slices of Challah Sabbath Bread; Beef Goulash cooking in the round crockpot in the background.


While I munched, I happened to glance up and was startled to see the tree out front had suddenly burst into leaf! Those leaves were not there when I set my seedlings on the window sill a mere few days ago …


Around Suppertime, my niece Sara, texted me to ask how I am doing … and to share pics of my great-nieces :-D Sara is like a daughter to me, so these girls are pretty close to being granddaughters to me ;-)

Sara’s text read, ‘Hi Aunt Val! Wanted to check in on you and give you an update here … I’m teaching my girls to plant and grow. I learned a lot from you. How’s everything in lockdown?? We are planting lots of veggies and herbs. Got that from you!!! I love you.’ She sent pics of the girls along with her text too:


It is always good to hear from her. I wish we lived closer to each other. But, maybe that wouldn’t be any better than living far apart … I’m not keen on following orders: I don’t sit and obey very well. So, in instances like this virus – and me being a free spirit, I probably wouldn’t see any more of them than I do now. Bob’s niece already took me to task for jumping the threshold and going on trail-walks instead of staying holed up indoors. I’m sure Sara would do the same. I don’t know what Stacey would do: she isn’t talking to me; nothing new there.

I refuse to be ‘mandatorily’ caged for my ‘own good’ …

Tonight, I snacked on a few Ritz crackers and cheese slices. Bob use to like eating Ritz crackers and cheese slices. He would have chuckled at seeing these tiny packages of 16 crackers – I only ate one package, the other is to show what it looks like before opening:


I caught a glimpse of the moon shining brightly through the overhead kitchen skylight on my way down the hallways towards the bedroom …


Thank you, Babe, for knowing me so well; and buying this house for me. I’ll do all I can to keep it; keep it maintained and make you proud of me.

I love you.


Always ~ OX