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Saturday, May 9, 2020

MOTIVATION


I woke up to sunshine streaming into the house through the skylights - thank you, Yeshua for providing this house 👍: thank you, Babe, for buying this house for me 😘. ALL the windows in this house cinched the deal 😁

Sunshine greeted me this morning ... and set the mood to get me outside to do yard work.


First, I put coffee on to perk; and found Bob’s black electrical tape to secure the split cord of the coffee grinder. I’m tired of losing things that were part of our life together.

The cord was split, but the plastic coating was still intact; there was no wiring showing through. The electrical tape is basically just for my peace of mind  and to put the split cord side by side again:

Electrical Tape to the rescue ... Bob & I bought this coffee grinder at Costco in the mid-1980’s; I'm not ready to let it go yet.
A tight taped fit (I only wrapped it once – thinly) & kinda ugly - but workable.

While the coffee continued to perk, I prepared & hung 2 WHY (wasp, hornet & yellow jacket) Traps, and knocked down 2 paper wasp nests that were being built in the carport rafters. I pissed off a big hornet building one nest, so I got away from there quick. A sting means death to me, so I didn't stick around …

I hung one WHY Trap (wasp-hornet-yellow jacket) in the maple tree out front.
I hung one WHY Trap in the carport, like I did last year.
I found 2 paper wasp Nests in the carport rafters ... and knocked them down with a long dowel. Thank Elohim, I did not have to climb up on my little ladder.

I ate a quick breakfast, spritzed the house plants (it was so hot!), and added some powdered Tang to a bottle of water before heading outside. Then I started pulling weeds and grass mats (clumps of grass with a shallow root mass) out of the side borders & beach rock ... and chatted with the neighbors over the back fence, who were also tending to their back yard that abuts mine. 


We were all taking periodic breaks to beat the heat:

Saturday Hikes are in the works. Another good incentive to get the weeding all done.

I am thinking of finding a way to get rid of the phone's newsfeed feature - I don't like anything that is coming through since 2020 started: sometimes ignorance really IS "bliss". MPO


Thoughts on today’s afternoon phonefeed’s annoyances. barak hussain obama bragged he was ‘going to change the landscape of America’ … and he has – NOT FOR THE GOOD. obama is evil personified, and the demoncrats are his demented legion carrying forth and implementing his wickedly perverted agenda. obama is continually in the spotlight, flapping his yap on every – and any – issue: he will harangue President Trump continually until November elections (https://www.nbcnews.com/nightly-news/video/obama-criticizes-trump-administration-s-coronavirus-response-as-chaotic-disaster-83257413536) and whip his worshipping minions into frothy hysteria and general meyham – obama has singled-handedly catapulted Americans into the Twilight Zone; and demoncrats are running full steam with it.

That the deluded demoncrats actually believe they are the voice of reason and have a corner on ‘the morals of America’ is laughable; especially since party hardliners solidly stand behind and openly support their pet political figures with the morals of alley cats.

demoncrats have publicly stated that they will vote for their rapist candidate ‘no matter what he has done because we think he’s better than Trump’. Their hypocrisy is glaring and they feel no shame whatsoever to be standing with a rapist and rushing him to the White House! That hellery is supporting a rapist is no surprise – she stood by her raping man too.

Crazy pelosi is in early dementia mode and should be unseated – she’s a real and present danger to America, and to Americans … (https://thehill.com/homenews/house/495419-pelosi-on-whether-biden-should-address-allegation-its-a-matter-that-he-has-to)


The {morals} hypocrisy displayed by the demoncrat party is glaring -(https://www.nytimes.com/2019/06/26/opinion/trump-jean-carroll.html):

calimexarabia woman running for seat engaged
in 3-way sexcapades. 
(https://nypost.com/2019/10/28/gop-incumbent-who-katie-hill-defeated-is-considering-run-for-her-seat/)
The demoncrat party is party of freak shows headed by their proud homosexual prez man-god. He was NEVER "President" ... he was always just a 'tool' to destroy America's moral foundation. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQHlLSgF-Sg&list=PLVwGSAUrNKmRowTxBas1elhPxnH_41EMX&index=1; https://veryersatznews.com/2017/12/04/breaking-president-obama-hired-gay-lover-as-body-man/; https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-4470550/President-Obama-considered-pursuing-gay-relationship.html)
I'm glad Bob is not here to see where America has gone.
It's very possible we are in the End of Days time-frame (Matthew 7:15 & 16Book of Jude & Revelation 20:4).
Career {churches} today don't understand God. They are not serving Him. For ego and the love of money they have forsaken Elohei (1 Timothy 4:1 & 1 Timothy 6:10).

It's 8 PM now, and still hot as an oven outside: 80-degrees.

Tomorrow is Mother’s Day … and I will be childless: no daughter, no grandchildren. I will be solo lobo, like last year after Bob graduated.


That’s okay. ((((I KNOW)))) I’m a Mom - I have a certified birth certifcate that pronounces me a mother; I gave birth to a baby girl, May 24th, 1975 at 12:27'noon. People who personally know me, KNOW I am a Mom, and that I was and still am a good Mom when allowed to be - and when respect is shown me.



I know I was a good Mom and a great Grandmother – to my stepson and his girls too; there is NO reason for the animosity, other than I am a Christian and society has turned our children against me. They mock and ridicule me, and take absolutely no responsibility for their bitter angst's/personal actions that alienate all of us. Elohim knows this too.

Bob knew this would happen when he left earth 16 months ago. He gave me strength and encouragements that I lean on every day since then.

1975. Bob, Me, our daughter Stacey & his son, Alex.

I will enjoy the Day anyway – and Elohim will provide the joy :-D


Tomorrow I am jumping the river and going for a drive, in secluded areas 😁


Hopefully I won't get arrested for being out-of-State 😬