This morning, I was invited to a coffee-chit chat … so, having nothing else to do, and wanting to broaden my ‘tribe’ community – I went 😉
It was fun. And as always happens when people are getting to now one another, a questions and answer session unfolded.
Until this afternoon, I’m wasn’t sure I knew what I really wanted out of this New Life that is constantly unfolding and molding itself to life in the moment.
I know what I miss in this, my new life.
I know what I don’t want in this, my new life.
I know that I want to experience more vivacity of heart, creativity, and anticipation.
I want to always get excited about the little things in life that become big moments in the moment: the keen sense of untapped possibilities, unfolding seasons – and all the charm and change they bring, windows (car and home) open on a crisp fall day, captured sweet moments of laughter with people I love, rainy day naps, good books … and long phone covo’s with people who care if I live or die.
The Moody Blues – ‘I Know You’re Out There’ song: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cf_lPwKEVgo)
I just want a life that vibrates with a strong
current of Life.
I want to experience – with all my senses – all the beauty that life still holds for me.
When I was asked this afternoon what I want out of life, I answered without hesitation: “I want direction. I want someone in my life to share my life with.” I have thought this thought for a little over a year now; but I have never before said it out loud – saying it out loud would make it a real “thing”. A thing I would actively put into motion. This afternoon I actually said it out loud. This afternoon I spoke the want out loud … I basically spoke it into action. As soon as the words were out of my mouth and became real living things, bouncing off the walls and filling the room, my heart leapt and I wanted to cry with the liberating freedom that was born in that moment.
My heart is expanding. My life is making space for a strong current of Life.
That’s what I want out of this new phase of my unfolding life.
But for now … in this moment … all I seem to have acquired is a resident rabbit, that is making a home for itself on my town lot 😉
Your guardian angel on the sidebar really made me smile!
ReplyDelete:-) Truth though ... I really do work her hard. LOL
DeleteJust so you know, you are beautiful my friend. That sounds like a nice coffee group. I guess saying our desires out loud does bring them alive
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Ps, Sweet Tea & Friends October is live. Blessings Sweet friend.
Thank you, Paula :-)
DeleteI'll hop over and check your latest post out - friends are the best people to spend time with ~ *kisses*
How lovely to enjoy a coffee morning and to express your true inner feelings. I have a feeling that life holds a lot more for you yet. x
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Sounds like you had a wonderful time with the friends in your coffee group. It's amazing how getting together with true friends can always lift anyone's mood. Thank you for sharing this post in the Talent-Sharing Tuesdays Link-Up 36.
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DeleteThe coffee chit-chat sounds like a lovely idea. I'm glad it helped you voice what direction you want your life to go in. I hope that speaking that want out loud helps bring the life you want your way. #WotW
ReplyDeleteThank you, Louise ... me too :-)
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Thank you Ruby ;-)
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Have a funtastic weekend!