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Wednesday, November 4, 2020

FEELING ALONE TONIGHT

I watched the Presidential Election unfold yesterday … and stayed up through the night.

I should have gone to bed.

The result was rigged – and though I knew that, I am still unprepared to find myself in a communist/socialist country in less than 24 hours.

All the signs were there.

I should have been prepared.

Rigged {elections} are the hall mark of communist/socialist countries.

And the demonrats have been saying for solid year that they intend to succeed with their political coup to overthrow America, and hold Americans hostage.

But I really did think Americans would never allow that to happen.

I assumed they would have learned that lesson with the barak hussain obama coups … and the subsequent fallout we have been living with for a solid year as the China Flu swept through our great Nation which set a flame to the firetrap the demoncrats had laid so carefully. The China Flu was allowed to come to America via Seattle – to spread to every State in the Union as passengers left the plane and headed home by car, bus, train, or another plane.

Something as serious as a deadly virus would have been relayed to insleeze. insleeze knew. he sat on it for weeks. By then, other cases of covid-19 were spring up in other places across America. insleeze did what he has sold his soul for … he did what he does best: outright lied, and started blaming everyone else: specifically, President Trump.

The demonrats failed with their ridiculous impeachment attempt.

They have finally succeeded with the hyped covid hype (every illness has been branded covid); the racist mandates (only Caucasians have to wear face masks – ‘people of color’ do not) – apparently covid only strikes old ‘white’ people; the rampant racist blm riots (only delusional people would deny that blm is racist in concept and action); the bold anarchy (approved by demonrats governors and mayors); the torching of wildfires and city wide fires; and now a sham of an election {win}.

It’s sheer lunacy.

All I could think of when the {results} started being highlighted was, ‘it’s like nero fiddling and no one is paying attention …”

According to the election results, still funneling in: the obama-bide-harris-pelosi coup is a success and we, The People, have lost our great Nation in less than a 24-hour coup blitz.

It should be impossible that that empty-headed moron with his angry racist sidekicks have actually won the election.

They didn’t run on anything logical.

The “State calls” were called too soon in most States; to give the obama-biden-harris-pelosi cartel an edge.

I am thoroughly disgusted.

I briefly cried.

Crying never helps anything.

But the thought that our country has been sold out by political hacks, treasonous tyrants, insane gender-benders, baby killers, and deadhead druggies is sad.

The obamanites are bottom dwellers; feeding on the rot of empty souls, and living perpetually in the 1950/60’s racial hatred and cultural chaos.

It is a sad day for America.

It is a sad day for anyone else in the world hoping for freedom and rationality.

America was the last bastion on freedom.

That ended earlier today when media talking heads called the election results for dementia poster boy, joe biden.

biden is barak hussain obama’s puppet.

And we know what obama is about – we’ve already suffered through 8 years of his unleashed tyranny: now, we will be suffering more through his puppet-prez, clueless biden.

Our country is lost.

America will never rebound.

I am still finding it hard to wrap my mind around.

Husband-less.

Child-less.

Country-less.

All in a short 22 months period of time.

It has been raining for 24 hours.

The rainy weather outside matches my weepy emotions inside.

I am feeling lonely tonight.

I miss Bob being here to talk with/comfort me.

I want to run from the madness and hide.

But there is nowhere sane to go, anymore.

I look out my window and try to enjoy the changing color of the ornamental maple leaves:

Fall foliage outside LVRM window

And I am half-heartedly working on the baby sweater I started knitting up a few days ago …

Baby Sweater yoke. NB-3 MO

But, I am sad.

My heart is not in it.

I am feeling lonely tonight.