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Friday, October 21, 2022

RAINY SHABBAT

We finally got rain!

While I listened to the rain fall, I did 5 loads of laundry (I do laundry every 2 weeks to make full loads); and worked on another preemie gown, until sundown.

I also watched a movie:

Kathy Bates & Tom Skeritt – ‘Bonneville’ movie: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZqp8uuDQr0)

I never saw it before; and I could have done without the push of the mormon religion threaded through the movie – but other than that, it was enjoyable as the rain softly fell outside my window: I like Kathy Bates, and I recognized the truck driver’s arm without seeing his face ๐Ÿ˜‰ I knew it was Tom (I watch movies a lot ๐Ÿ˜Š while I’m crafting). The scattering of the ashes was predictable from the get-go. I should have done that, and saved myself a 3-year-migraine dealing with his crazy family member who plays god with the Cemetery, in Eden Valley – when she copped an attitude, told me to dig Bob’s cremains up and move them to make her happy, that was it: I closed that Chapter permanently. And I haven’t been back to Eden Valley, since. I don’t make place in my life for tyrants.

My “Chapter Closed” Post: https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2022/08/chapter-closed.html

In this New Chapter of My Life … if I could find 3 friends to go on a State-hopping trip with me across Country – from Coast to Coast, I'd do it in a heartbeat!

I’d like to do it for the scenery, as well as to prove to myself I’m brave enough ๐Ÿ˜‰

Me and my brave cousin Linda, who had ridden across Country in the mid-1980’s, and stopped to say 'Hi' on her way to California (I'm on the backend).

And if the demonrats don't totally destroy the economy between here and then; I plan on doing a little closer-to-home-State-hopping Solo Lobo, in the New Year: the car is still running – and so am I ๐Ÿ˜Š

But, today, the rash seems to be healing – not so itchy, and kinda popping and drying out. Weird … but I am thankful; I want it g.o.n.e. Especially from my face.

Rash appears to be healing ... it's crusting over.

Now, to kick back and enjoy a peaceful, quiet Shabbat Eve.

Thursday, October 20, 2022

EPHESIANS ~ Chapter 5/Thursday Bible Study

EPHESIANS ~ Chapter 5/Thursday Bible Study

 

Apostle Paul stated that he was a prisoner at the time he wrote the *Epistle to the Ephesians (Ephesians 3:1, 4:1, and 6:20); Ephesians is believed to have been written and dispatched during his first imprisonment in Rome – sometime around 60 – 62 AD.

 

Ephesians Church Locale

 

Last week’s study was a hard one – no one likes to be disciplined; yet it is necessary to growth. While typing last week’s study for posting, there were several points where I said to myself, “Ouch! I hear You, **Lord” … and determined to allow the divine pruning: I may feel justified, emotionally, due to the rough treatment recently by some in our small Body – but as pointed out by Paul in his 4th epistle to the Ephesian Body: those emotions (justified or not) should not rule the Day; submit the mind to the disciplinary wisdom of the ***Ruach HaKa’desh, and live in ****Elohim’s loving grace. “Love covers a multitude of sins”; either done to you, or by you (1 Peter 4:8). Amen!

 

*****Yeshua is the life-giving Vine, and Elohim is the prudent Husbandman, and we are the branches: pruning keeps us from growing wild. Pruning strengthens us, and keeps us directed towards the Son. If we willingly submit ourselves to His pruning, our fruit will be pleasant and profitable; worthy of acceptance – and we in turn, will grow to maturity; also known by our fruits (Luke 6: 43 – 44).

 

 

In this Chapter, Apostle Paul is highlighting a Believer’s walk of holiness, as children of light. Every relationship must be renovated by the work of the indwelling of the Ruach HaKo’desh in their New Life in Christ; our lives now belong to Christ, and our bodies are the temple of Elohim (1 Corinthians 6:20).

 

In this chapter, Paul is advising married couples how to conduct themselves … women are not to be over-bearing shrews, and husbands are not to be physically abusive or verbally over-demanding: wives are not beasts of burden, or infantile persons. Married people are to pull together as a Team – just as The Church submits to Yeshua, husband and wife are to jointly submit to each other in humility and love, always working towards the best in each other.

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Ephesians ~ Chapter 5/Thursday Bible Study 

Imitators of God

“You are Elohim’s beloved Children; therefore, try to be like Him. Let love guide your footsteps, as Christ loved us and gave Himself up for us as an offering and a sweet-smelling sacrifice to #Elohei Ha’Elohim. (vvs. 1 – 2)

Avoid Every Form of Immorality

As for fornication (sexual intercourse among unmarried people) and other forms of impurity (adulteration = pollution/flaw, spot, stain; sullying = dishonoring, spoiling, abusing; ruination = downfall, undoing, doom); and covetousness (greed, envy, longing itch, materialism), these should not even be mentioned among you, for they do not have a place in the lives of =saints. There must be no filthy (smutty/lewd = crude or vulgar/foul-mouthed) or silly (meaningless, inane = unintelligent, idiotic/reckless; rash, foolish) talk, and ==no coarse jesting, for these are not becoming to Christians. Instead, there should be the giving of thanks. You must know, surely, that no one who is immoral (depraved/wicked; corrupt/crooked, perverted; decadent/self-indulgent; sinful = evil/unjust, odious/abominable = vile) or impure, or even covetous – which makes him an idolator – not one of these can have any share in the Kingdom of Christ and Elohei Ha’Elohim. (vvs. 3 – 5)

Avoid & Expose Deceivers

Do not let anyone deceive you with worthless (of no value, empty) arguments (influences, urging speech, opinions contrary to Scripture, aimless disputes, contentions designed to divide). On account of these, the wrath of Elohei Ha’Elohim comes down upon those who do not take heed. Therefore, do not associate with them at all. There was a time you were in darkness, but now you walk in the light of the Lord. Walk, then, as Children of Light.  The fruit of Light – the Ruach HaKo’desh – can be seen in all that is good and right and true. You must learn to do what is pleasing to the Lord.

Take no part in the works of darkness; they are profitless. Rather, you should expose and reprove them. It is a shame even to mention some of the things that are done in secret. But light can expose any and all of them. Light thrown on anything can make it visible. The Scripture therefore says, ‘O you who are sleeping, wake up; rise up from the dead, and Christ will give you light!’ (Isaiah 60:1). (vvs. 6 – 14)

Exhortation to Spirit-filled Living

Be careful, then, about the way you live. Act wisely, not foolishly. Make good use of your time, because the days are evil. For that reason, try to understand what the Lord wants and do not be foolish in this. Do not get drunk from wine, for that leads to debauchery (corruption, wickedness, shamelessness). Instead, be filled with the Ruach HaKo’desh and speak to one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs. Yes, sing and make melody to the Lord with all your heart. And always give thanks to Elohim, the Father, for everything, in the Name of our Lord Jesus Christ. (vvs. 15 – 20)

Duties (responsibilities, obligations, callings) to Married Couples

Be subject (focus, area under discussion; dependent on = attend to; liege = faithful, constant, steady, trust-worthy) to one another in the fear (concern, interest, point, involvement) of Christ: wives, be subject to your husbands, as to the Lord (put self aside); for the husband is the head of the wife, as Christ is the Head of The Church, which is His Body – and He, Himself, it’s Savior (rescuer = champion; liberator/emancipator = someone who frees another from old social limitations and customs; knight in shining armor), deliverer (protector = shield, protection, armor, body guard). But, even as The Church is subject to Christ, so should wives subject themselves to their husbands in everything.

Husband, love your wives, even as Christ also loved The Church and gave Himself (willingly put self aside for it: He killed ego). He made it clean by the washing of water and of the Word, so as to consecrate it, and to take it to Himself a Church full of splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing; but holy and faultless in every respect.

In the same way, husbands ought to love their wives as they do their own bodies. He who loves his wife really loves himself: no man ever hates his own self – he feeds it and cares for it, even as Christ does for The Church. And we are members of His Body; we are His flesh and bone! For this reason, a man shall leave his father and mother and shall be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh.

This is a great mystery, but I give it as a picture of Christ and The Church. And as for you, let each one of you love his wife as he loves himself; and let each wife, too, have proper respect for her husband.” (vv. 21 – 33)

 

*Epistle = (/ษชหˆpษชsษ™l/; Greek: แผฯ€ฮนฯƒฯ„ฮฟฮปฮฎ, epistolฤ“, "letter") is a writing directed or sent to a person or group of people, usually an elegant and formal didactic letter: part of the scribal-school writing curriculum.

**Lord Jesus Christ (in Greek: Kyrios Iฤ“sous Christos) = the most formal title for Jesus (Yeshua). It occurs often in the New Testament letters..

The word “Lord” has a wide range of uses; it can be a simple respectful “Sir” or a more formal, “Master.” But the New Testament also uses “Lord” of God. The word “Christ” is the anglicized form of the Greek word meaning “anointed one” or “Messiah.” “Lord Jesus Christ” reminds us that Jesus is both the promised Messiah and our God..

***Ruach HaKo’desh: In Hebrew, the Holy Spirit (ืจื•ื— ื”ืงื•ื“ืฉRoo-ahk hah-Koh-desh) refers to the divine force, quality, and influence (aka, power) of God.

The Holy Spirit (Luke 3:16 & 11:13; 1 Corinthians 6:9; Ephesians 1:13 & 4:30; 1 Thessalonians 4:8; Titus 3:5; and Jude 1:20), is referred to more than 90 times in the Brit Chadashah.

****Elohim (Hebrew: ืֱืœֹื”ִื™ื, romanized: สพฤšlลhฤซm: [(eloหˆ(h)im]) is a Hebrew word meaning "Gods – Father, Son, & Holy Spirit". Although the word is plural in form, in the Hebrew Bible it usually refers to a single deity “Behold, the Lord – the Lord is One”, particularly the at God of Israel.

****Christ (from the Hebrew word, Ha’Mashiach ื™ืฉื•ืข ื”ืžืฉื™ื— & the Greek word, Christos/khris-tos) = The Anointed, Yeshua the Messiah, in both languages.

Yeshua Ha’Mashiach: is Hebrew for “Jesus the Messiah”; the name Jesus is the Greek form of the Hebrew name Yeshua.

#Elohei Ha’Elohim (Hebrew word: ืֱืœֹื”ֵื™ ื”ָืֱืœֹื”ִื™ื)) = God of gods; above all gods.

=Saint = In its most basic sense, a saint is a “holy one,” someone who is set apart for Elohim’s special purposes. As a result, every follower of Yeshua Ha’Mashiach is a Saint. In most of his letters, the Apostle Paul refers to the recipients as saints, including the church at Corinth, where there were significant moral and theological problems! The New Covenant writers draw their use of the word saints (“holy ones”) from the Old Covenant (e.g., Exod 31:13; Lev 11:45, 19:2; Dan 7:18, 27). Particularly important is Exodus 19:5-6, where Elohim refers to Israel as “a kingdom of priests and a holy nation.” 1 Peter 2:9 applies this same language to believers: “you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his own possession, that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

==Coarse jesting (crude joking) is an attempt to get laughs by crossing the line of impropriety (rudeness, indecency, offensiveness, bad taste): the use of foul language, sexual innuendo (hint, overtone), or racist comments (ex: so-called Christians mocking or outright hating on Jews – basically taking Scripture out of context) to appeal to baser instincts in order to earn laughs.


**Ephesians 4: https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2022/10/ephesians-chapter-4thursday-bible-study.html

Wednesday, October 19, 2022

FAT & SASSY

I have a rash, so I didn’t want to be around people today.

It’s on my face, as well as on my arms and ankles.

It itches.

It burns.

Rash on my arms, face, and ankles.

It could have resulted from a variety of things: the sour cream I ate with my nacho’s Tuesday afternoon while having lunch with a friend; maybe it’s time to change out the laundry soap again (body soap is Ivory – as mild as possible); maybe it’s all the stressors that have been working my nerves all week … there’s really no way to pin the actual reason down. It just is. But people are weird about rashes, so I stay away until it clears up.

So, when I woke up this morning, I thought I’d read a few more chapters of the book I started reading last night:

MOD Crochet 'Octobery' Book Cover for my New Read.
New 'Octobery' Read; Danielle Steele is not my favorite author - but it was only a quarter at a summer garage sale ๐Ÿ˜‰

But about an hour into it, I checked my FB Page – got royally pissed at the perversion being posted designed to groom preschoolers into the homosexual lifestyle; I posted some fiery remarks, then decided to get out of the house to cool my temper down: I didn’t have to be around people; I could go for a drive ๐Ÿ˜‰

Today's Plan; I hate being house-bound.
I left the carport around 12.11 A.M.
Road Route ... I added an additional hour with sideline backroads, and picture shots ๐Ÿ˜Š
Old Pacific Highway N; out of Castle Rock towards Toledo.
Old Pacific Highway N; out of Castle Rock towards Toledo.
Jackson Highway S; coming into Toledo. Lewis County.
South Lewis County Airport, Toledo.
Bob liked these little jump-planes; this was what he was getting his pilot's license for ...
Beechcraft Airplane.
Beechcraft Airplane Backstory – Private ownership:
Slipped a CD into the player at Mossyrock when the radio cut out ...
Nat King Cole: ‘Autumn Leaves’ song:
I wanted to redirect my thoughts. Fall is still hard to get through.

Traffic was okay along the route; the mood was peaceful and easy – and memories didn’t make my eyes flood.

Passing through Morton, I saw that the road sign read ALL the Passes were Open: White Pass, Cayuse & Chinook – but I didn’t have the time to drive any of them

I always smile when I pass through Glenoma: Bob’s wedding ring is in those hills above Kiona Creek, in Glenoma; his crew logged a patch of timber up there one Winter, and he’d lost so much weight after his bout with walking pneumonia that it fell off his finger and got stomped into the mud on the Landing before he realized what had happened.

This sharp point really looks like an upturned fang tooth; seeing it, made me think of the wild horses that used to run beneath it; Glenoma.
Bob's wedding ring is up there, somewhere. Bob took us up there, one weekend when he was fixing machinery on the Landing – that's how I saw the wild horses.
 
Huff & Puff Drive-In Burger Stand; Randle-WA. I’ve always liked the bold COLOR.
I was hoping for a little County Park to eat - and sit and read a bit ...
I got the Elk Burger - spendier, but also healthier: the milkshake is a splurge; and a risk since I am lactose intolerant. But with the rash, I figured, 'what the heck - in for a penny, in for a pound' ๐Ÿ˜‰
I read a chapter while eating … and enjoyed the 'Fallish' paint job, that brought to mind colorful Fall leaves.
I ate half the burger and a few fries - I'll finish them up later tonight; the drive was really the main thing; the burger was just the lure.

The weather in Washington State is schizoid with Fall chill and Summer humidity: and today we had wildfire smoke haze added to the crazy mix At times the interior air got stuffy and sticky. I couldn’t use the air conditioner – or roll the windows down – because of wildfire smoke (very visible in the air like shrouding fog; and you could smell and taste it): my hair was plastered to my forehead and neck … and my blouse was stuck to my back; the whole trip.

Other than that, it was an enjoyable day out of the house.

Huff and Puff doesn’t have a restroom; it’s a burger bar. And while there are lots of camping site and fishing site signs … there would not be a public restroom notice until Morton – and then I’d have to drive a few miles out of the way to find it. About a mile into the drive back home, I had to use one; and Morton was quite a way off.

God was merciful! ((((THANK YOU, FATHER ๐Ÿ˜Š))))

While thinking on some very pleasant memories, I spotted a sign that gave my cranky bladder hope ๐Ÿ˜‰

I made a Solo Lobo Memory with that little sideline jaunt – Bob and I had never been down this road before; even though we’d been this way many, many times over the decades. I only went down it this afternoon, because my bladder was desperate.

A memory was triggered in Mossyrock - and it didn't cause a watershed moment.
We shared some musical tastes ...
My Christmas present from Bob that year, was a high-end stereo with quadrophonic speakers; a true Love Gift.
I still think of those speakers - NOTHING today can beat the way they shot around the room.
SO thankful!
Glenoma Community Park:
What a relief ...
Some chances are worth taking. LOL!
Rife Lake Boat Launch is to the left as you leave the Park.

When I arrived home, around 5 P.M.; fat and sassy, I parked with happy thoughts – and new memories birthed along the route; memories that were made without Bob.

My heart still isn’t sure how to handle that realization when it happens.

And yet, Bob is still very much a part of these new experiences and memories; because if he hadn’t given me the strengthening love, I enjoyed for 44 years (“you can do it Honey; I have faith in you”) … I would not be able to tap into the confidence I am engaging now, when stepping out in faith and boldness, solo lobo.

I carry Bob’s love with me on every venture: and I send a high-5, sky high, with every successful ending ๐Ÿ˜Š

New memory making adventures dovetail snuggly with old memories ๐Ÿ˜‰