LAID BACK DAY

I did get that shower I mentioned around 6 AM this morning … and I also got about 5 hours of sleep; waking up around 11:30 AM.

I didn’t feel one iota guilty: I needed that sleep.

((((THANK YOU, YESHUA))))!

Before I signed off FB around 6 AM, I noticed that my granddaughter, and her husband, had mentioned she was recently interviewed and highlighted on a televised Food Network episode 😊

ALYNA ON TV! I haven't been able to find the episode yet, but I will - I'm like a bloodhound on a trail when something interests me 😉

Bet’cha Bob was looking down, and beaming.

I also saw that people were posting snow notifications, starting Wednesday, in our region – we’ll see. We rarely get snow at the lower elevations, and Longview and Naselle are definitely lower elevation … like rock bottom lower.

Snow predictions for Longview, WA; about an hour’s drive from the lower flanks of either Mt. St. Helen’s, or Mt. Rainier. So, we’re pretty low elevation.

Snow predictions for Naselle, WA; about an hour’s drive towards the Pacific Ocean. Rock bottom lower elevation.

So, I pulled a week’s worth of meals out of the freezer in the shed - and partially thawed them before slipping them into the 'fridge; it’s a good assortment 😊

This week's meals; a good assortment. Red label = Beef; Orange label = Chicken; Green label = Fish & Blue label = Pork.

I finished last night’s read this morning, so I’ve started this one …

2nd Read today.

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKeDcF1v_Y4)

… they are skinny novels, so they read quickly. With the constant rain I haven’t been getting out of the house. And if the snow comes, as indicated – I’ll be settling even deeper into Bob’s recliner, and getting a good head start on putting a significant dent into my book stash 😉

THIS IS NOT OUR LEGIT AMERICA

 

Already biden {voters} are having buyer’s remorse – those deadheads who actually signed on the dotted lines … those who were raised from the dead to mail in their questionable ballots; and those who were drafted against their will (mobster/obamanite cartel style): NO ONE that supposedly put dementia boy biden in Office wants him there.

And in all reality: biden himself doesn’t even know why he is there.

It’s sad.

It’s ridiculous.

It’s shameful.

It’s scandalous.

It will share the same space in American History as obama’s 1^st coup – worthless. A steal is never a “win”.

All across America, The People are rising up in protest against the obama-biden tyranny.

January 10^th, 2021. national guard, and state troopers in place at Capitol in Olympis ahead of legislative session: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4Q1AFsAowA & https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VRkkjZSzMw)

Call to remove DC Capitol fence: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJLDMX7ob3c)

Jim Walsh today at the "Commit an Act of Free Speech" rally at the Victory Memorial on the Capitol campus in Olympia: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LHuzV1-Bw0&fbclid=IwAR1N4M_yGQMXVC4kpOiweq_AGEwqA4VJYxWsUep9xfits94Xvo3Rvpd6tP8 & https://www.youtube.com/watch?fbclid=IwAR2sw2WXAKpy9iXFnC-fSnw5uPaP9O8bVLAVSKepsUnIJQrkwSxoohtMyiM&v=Dh-WhrAB0hY&feature=youtu.be)

Our most effective weapon isn't a knife or gun.

Our most effective weapon is the TRUTH.

President Trump vs obama’s brainless puppet, biden: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDyL3ODmFBE & https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SxilpSa5dM)

The demonrats are out of touch with reality.

biden, working against progress: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrmNJVD-3Qk)

biden actually looks like he is ready to kill over, face first, any minute.

And harris’s hopes of being the “first female prez” will not even get a nod – the demonrats effectively erased the male/female gender identification: harris will all but invisible.

I believe, with all my heart, that Elohim will take the lead before the next Election cycle … and this insanity will finally be laid to rest, with sane rationality reigning again.

Power Outside The Matrix: What it means

Feb7by Jon Rappoport

by Jon Rappoport

Time and time again, during my 30 years as a reporter, I’ve come across what I call “the elite creation of reality.”

It shows up in areas of politics, energy, modern medicine, media, money, covert intelligence, the military, religion, science, multinational corporations.

It’s as if a painter is working on a mural, and the global population is looking at that mural and seeing it as Reality.

This goes deeper. Much deeper:

Limited concepts of space, time, energy, the mind, cause-and-effect—these, too, are “given” to human beings as the be-all and end-all of a story. A story that ultimately short-circuits and short-changes what the individual is really capable of.

The entire mural of imposed Reality is aimed at radically diminishing the individual’s power.

So in addition to my work as an investigative reporter, I’ve been researching the individual’s ability to go beyond this mural of reality.

People are consciously or unconsciously fixated on boundaries and systems. They are hoping for whatever can be delivered through a system.

That is a form of mind control.

Freedom isn’t a system.

But freedom needs creative power, otherwise it just sits there and becomes a lonely statue gathering dust in an abandoned park.

At one time or another, every human being who has ever lived on this planet has abandoned his creative power. The question is: does he want to get it back?

It never really goes away. It is always there. It is the basis of a life that can be lived. A life that can be chosen. People instead choose roles that don’t require that power. They think this is a winning strategy.

It isn’t.

Access to your internal energy, in huge amounts, is necessary for a life outside The Matrix-rather than relying on the illusory energy that The Matrix seems to provide.

This is about your power. Not as an abstract idea, but as a living core of your being. This is about accessing that power and using it.

Jon Rappoport

The author of three explosive collections, Jon was a candidate for a US Congressional seat in the 29^th District of California. He maintains a consulting practice for private clients, the purpose of which is the expansion of personal creative power. Nominated for a Pulitzer Prize, he has worked as an investigative reporter for 30 years, writing articles on politics, medicine, and health for CBS Healthwatch, LA Weekly, Spin Magazine, Stern, and other newspapers and magazines in the US and Europe. Jon has delivered lectures and seminars on global politics, health, logic, and creative power to audiences around the world.

THE STRUGGLE IS REAL

I’ve barely had a good night’s rest since January 6^th; there’s just so much hate in the air, and so much ridiculousness coming out of the obamanite DC … my mind is in a constant whirl. I do go to bed, but I am right back up 2 or 3 hours later: at that point, there is no point in going bac to bed. I’m up until I pass out from sheer exhaustion.

And social media picks up where the DC stoopids let off.

This morning I was up at 2 AM; I got up, ate a banana & drank a cup of heated chicken broth – and tried to go back to sleep: no go. I tossed and turned until 4 AM before I acknowledged there would be no more sleep for me this morning.

I checked my FB Page … got fired up … and got back out before my hair really caught fire.

After shutting down the laptop, I decided I need to take a good long break from FB for a while – the forum there is just too toxic right now … and probably will be for the next 4 years, until dementia humpy-dumpty is toppled; taking his clueless, angry, hyena-cackling-man-necked sidekick with him. Hopefully the squad will be routed, boxed up, and shipped out of country.

America is not a nice place to live right now.

The White House squatters and the Congress dictators – with their destructive and divisive political gaming, have divided America to the point of no return. DC is in a lockdown seize; spearheaded by crazy nancy, and backed up by dementia boy joe, and his snapping support dog, harris.

It is sad to see what barak hussain obama’s {legacy} has done to America – DC looks like a 3^rd world country with garbage in the streets, homeless people sleeping in doorways and tent cities pitched outside the razor-wire-topped mesh wall surrounding the White House & Congress buildings (to “protect” those inside who screamed for President Trump to tear down the border wall because it was ‘racist”), protected BY the US military against The People: HYPOCRISY to the ‘nth.

Apparently, illegals are given a free pass to come into our country to tear it apart … but LEGAL American CITIZENS are not allowed into The People’s House, or the halls of Congress … because THEY are considered a threat.

President Trump’s Wall is needed to safeguard our great Nation from foreigners that would not adhere to our Laws. The obamanites want to flood our country with Anti-Americans that scream “death to America!”

Legal access to America is welcome … storming America by force to take it by force is not welcomed. I think we also need to vet those who would be seated in America’s offices of high power: obviously, since 2009, DC and most every Governor’s seat has an Anti-American racist ass planted in it – they need to be routed and unseated. And sent to a 3^rd world country of their choice.

Only legal citizens will be allowed into Heaven, also: and America was patterned after the Judeo-Christian concepts. We need to get back to those guidelines.

Hellish pelosi and her flying monkeys are screeching for impeachment, stating that President Trump “worked with the enemy”, exhibited “racist” behaviors, “erected an illegal wall”, and “acted like a tyrant”.

While he actually did NONE of those things … THEY ARE.

And getting away with it, because they are employing obama’s tactics – fire everyone who disagrees or questions their lunacy (or calls them on their outright lies), censor free speech and hamstring free movement, create pods of division based on racist based fear-mongering, and hold social media in an iron grip.

barak hussain obama pushed his racist agenda forward by race baiting maneuvers. Twice.

biden, jerking and stuttering along (strings pulled by obama) is pushing obama’s 3^rd coup forward using covid couched with a racist agenda he is trying to peddle as “unifying”.

The elite politician sector of society think they are untouchable gods – and behave accordingly.

The criminal sector of society is off leash and out of control – the police are worthless.

The working class have been demonized by the political demons seated in DC … and now told they must apologize for their skin color, address, and quickly disappearing jobs.

And the shiftless sector of society gets all the legal/free drugs they want to keep their brains perpetually deadened, their bodies destroyed, and proper homes out of reach: they live in filth.

pelosi and her gang of political thugs want to grandfather in 2 extra “states” (which can’t make the grade without thuggery), inmate voting for Elections (illegal), and the voting age dropped to 16 years of age!

It’s wildfire insanity.

obama’s media lapdog, zuckerberg, has put the sidebar newsfeed back up to keep the endless brainwashing twaddle in full swing, and I don’t need that maddening garbage spilling over into my day, poisoning my mood.

10 minutes on FB and the biased newsfeed nonsense sucks the goodness right out of me.

So, for a while, I will be distancing myself in a distancing measure that actually matters in the grand scheme of things.

I don’t recognize America anymore.

I don’t need or want the twisted and wicked obamanite negativity in my life.

I need some sleep. 

It’s a little after 6 AM now. 

I think I’ll grab a quick shower, a cup of coffee, and a new read …

And maybe – just maybe I can catch a few zzz’s while dreaming of wide-open spaces and a different America: an America I am familiar with.

obmanite BULLY TACTICS

I suppose the {FB 'Team} in alliance with the DHS's political posturing, has labeled me under the demonrats current hateful label "Domestic Violent Extremist" ... which basically determines that anyone who disagrees with the obamanite agenda to pass biden off as legit, is therefore a current danger.

They mean it.

They are taking that declaration very seriously.

They actually DO MEAN that ANYONE who DISAGREES with what took place in DC, in America, on January 6th, 2021 (ILLEGAL push of biden-harris forward) ... IS A NATIONAL THREAT to the safety of Americans!

I suppose they actually do believe that Americans should fall in line and goose-step to their insane demands to recognize fantasy as reality.

However, I am not a Conservative ... and I don't know anyone who is. I don't think Conservatives even understand what "being a Conservative" is; the term has been as muddied as any political moniker. It's about as interchangeable as 'democrat', 'republican', 'libertarian', ect. They have ALL lost their true meaning - if they ever had a {true} meaning.

What I AM is an American: born and bred.

What I AM is a Patriot: again, born and bred.

What I AM is someone who will not be blindly led, politically bamboozled, socially bullied, or familially hen pecked.

What I AM is someone who will always - ALWAYS - stand for what is right, as opposed to what is popular.

What I AM is someone who will not be backed into a corner and keep my eyes lowered.

What I AM is someone who will not go silently into the night.

The night may have fallen, but I intend to be heard.

DC does not own me.

And the FB {team} does not own my voice; though they do try by randomly cracking down on me and "warning" me by pulling posts/replies/emoji's/ect.

True Americans are in serious trouble in America.

I always knew this day was coming - I always expected it to come in my lifetime: now, it has arrived.

I am not cowed ... I have been expecting it.

Now is not the time for those of us who love America to be silent.

I can't even be truly upset with the poor lost souls who go along with this madness: they are too stupid to realize they have traded ALL of our freedom for their self-centered wants, that are not even necessities in the grand scheme of things. Wants are not necessities; wants are always centered around selfish gains.

Needs include inclusion ... needs work towards the what is best for everyone.

Needs are necessities - selfishness is put aside to pull together for the betterment of the whole.

THAT has been seriously eroded since 2009.

The only violence/tyranny/domestic terrorism has consistently come from the obamanite minions: no matter how they twist the scenario, video doesn't lie - someone, somewhere has the foresight to keep a copy of what was said/done/applauded/encouraged/pushed forward by the those now holding the reins.

Like all bullies, they only operate in packs.

And eventually packs devour their own ... and the reins are dropped.

This America barak hussain obama, and his equally hateful sidekick michael, forced on us; is not the America Bob and I knew and loved.

This "changing of the landscape" obama birthed is literally Hell on Earth.

I am glad Bob is not here, going through this with me.

demoncrats mobilize US military to suppress domestic opinions: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKtwaytU4IE)

demonrats use coordinated lying to sell ‘popular history’: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wILXn3PIgdc)

Perverted Bondage Dungeon of ‘democracy’: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJdw68PVK8M)

obama-biden climate change religion nonsense: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ERvE9znHyfc)

LIGHTENING THINGS UP

Since Wednesday, I’ve read 2 books … very light books (not even 200 pages in length) 😉

Very good reading that had me alternately talking to the characters in tight pinches of the storyline: and laughing out loud at certain turns of the storylines – and finishing them both up, lickety-split; because I couldn’t put them down, once I picked them up 😊

Started Wednesday night, as I turned in …

Finished Thursday morning.

New Read Thursday afternoon.

Finished Thursday; following Supper.

Thursday, I had a light Supper: Seafood Salad – with a very light salad dressing (recipe follows):

WW's Green Goddess Salad Dressing

I am sticking to my weight loss goal by lightening up my meals a bit. I’m dropping the pounds gradually over time, instead of all at once … slow and easy may not be everyone’s idea of losing weight, but I’m 64 years old – losing weight too fast, at this age, will have the skin on my face, upper arms, and all over body scale hanging loose: NOT what I want! If I stay the course slow and easy, the skin will not magically gain elasticity – but it will have time to adjust, and “fit” properly 😉

GREEN GODDESS DRESSING ~makes 1 serving

Use over sliced tomatoes, eggs, seafood, or as a dip with veggies.

½ cup plain, unflavored Yogurt * 1 Tablespoon chopped fresh Parsley * 2 teaspoons chopped fresh Dill * 1 teaspoon Dijon-style Mustard * ½ teaspoon Worcestershire sauce * Dash EA Salt & White Pepper

In a small bowl combine the ingredients; mix well. Serve immediately.

Per serving: 73 calories; 7 g protein; 1 g fat; 9 g Carbohydrate;320 mg sodium

And this morning, our nephew Kasey came by with his daughter Haley, to load and haul away the rain barrels/stands, I had set aside for his father, Kerry.

Kasey came to get the water barrels and stands for Kerry.

Off to their new home - Bob, I am sure, approves.

It was a little emotional for me to watch them drive away, but I really do not want to restart sciatica inflammation with the hauling of water from the barrels to my garden area later this Spring: I never want to feel that incapacitating pain again, so I am doing everything I feel I need to do to make things easier on my body. I know Kerry can use the rain barrels – and I can use my hose to water my garden.

City water isn’t as healthy as rain water, but then again … with all the activity in the atmosphere with rising pollution across the globe going into the air, passenger jets …

Speak of the devil 😉

… political jets (apparently politician’s do not think they need to ‘go green’ and ride bikes back and forth – or walk), military helicopters, and personal jump-seat-planes … the air, nor the rain passing through the atmosphere, is as healthy as people think it is: and running off the new roofing into the barrels, the water in the barrels probably wasn’t all that healthy either.

But it was free – and I appreciated that.

The Grim Reaper always collects – no matter how ‘safe’ people believe they are. No matter how ‘safe’ we try to make our immediate space; no matter how many aimless and useless laws politician’s mandate.

When it’s your time … it’s your time. 

So, I will continue to plan Sunday~Funday roadtrips to start enjoying again, in March 2021; and I will use city water on my garden, when April rolls around.

And I will bide my time. 

And smile thinking of Kerry putting the rain barrels to good use.

I was in the middle or ordering garden seeds when Kasey & Haley pulled up; so, after they loaded and drove off, I got back to it and finished up my seed order. It was a light order – I still have some seed that is useable, so this order was basically a “fleshing out replacement” order for the seeds I used up last Spring 😊

I will add to that seed order when I make my annual trip to Adna in April, to buy starts I don’t have success with starting myself.

Now, I am going to eat a light Supper, sampling the Spiced Indian Beef Stew meal I cooked up a few days ago in the first cookathon of this new year: (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/01/2021-cookathon-1.html)

Then I am going to pour a light glass of wine (no more than 4 ounces), …

Wine contains 14 essential vitamin & minerals, such as – Vitamin B2 & B6, Vitamin K, Thiamin, Niacin, Riboflavin, magnesium, iron, calcium, zinc, potassium, phosphorus, choline, copper, and manganese. And according to experts, red gold wine has more minerals than white wine (Health Nutrition Benefit Facts Drinking Red White Wine ...)

… lighten the day’s load, and lift my feet as I settle into Bob’s recliner; and start reading a new cowboy novel 😉

Tonight's Read.

~Shalom

LIMBO

 

I’ve come a long way.

I’ve made progress.

I’m eagerly looking forward.

I am enjoying the return of confidence.

But at the same time, I am also hanging in limbo.

I don’t know why … but this week has been a struggle to get through; and it’s only Wednesday. The days have been crawling by with a sluggish drag – and this morning I was shocked awake by a nightmare that seemed so real, I was in a cold sweat when my eyes popped open.

And my first instinct was that I wanted Bob’s comfort.

But of course, that is not possible.

That impossibility is still hard to get an emotional grip on.

It was only 4 AM, but I got up and made a cup of coffee, and stared out the livingroom windows; watching the rain fall, and thinking that sometimes life is just plain hard … no matter how far you’ve come, how much progress you’ve made, how good you feel anticipating a future again, or the joy you experience when your confidence gets a boost.

Sometimes, life hits you really hard again; the truth of emotional weakness, and the reality of where you are grief’s complicated and twisting journey.

And what you are missing.

I don’t know what has brought all this discomfort on, this week.

But I do know that I am missing the one person who could chase the boogeyman away and comfort me – and he can’t come back.

That is a hard truth to take in sometimes. 

Maybe it’s the waiting. 

The waiting for sanity to return to America. 

The waiting for people to stop embracing fear.

The waiting for the rainstorms to let up.

The waiting to get back on the road for adventurous excitements.

My life is pretty busy most of the time.

And I like it that way. 

Less time for my thoughts to wander.

But it all catches up to me, every once in a while.

I’m thinking the nightmare this morning was a “catch” moment.

Being hemmed in by four walls due to the constant rainfall; and the regional flooding, that keeps the car tethered to the carport pavement, has me feeling antsy.

It all becomes too much – and everything comes crashing in on me, all at once. My thoughts get scattered. I get nappy. My hands start shaking. I recognize the telling signs of strain.

And every ounce of my being wants Bob’s comfort. Every part of my being remembers when Bob was here, giving purpose to my days, direction to my thoughts: soothing me from ominous dreams, and reminding me that bad days never last.

But he’s been gone from my life for 2 years now.

That reality isn’t going to pass.

I’m not going to wake up one morning and find he will miraculously be by my side again.

So, as I drank my coffee, in the darkness of early morning hours in the livingroom; I concluded that life is still hard. I don’t foresee it being any less hard in the future. But I’m growing. I’m not stuck in a dark place, like so many others are. I can see light at the end of the tunnel, and I feel hope.

And as I put the coffee mug in the kitchen sink, I prayed for a brighter end to this week, and determined never to lose hope that one day – soon – I will breeze through the limbo, and have some semblance of peace and happiness again.