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Monday, August 17, 2020

SUNDAY~FUNDAY #18 – Fort Columbia



Sunday morning, I woke thinking I would drive to Fort Columbia, up Chinook way. It would be a long drive – and a long day, but that did not deter me.

I pulled my Sassy Pants on … and off I went 😉

Off on my Sunday~Funday adventure …

I left the house very early, and I didn’t have time to make a breakfast; so, I stopped along the way for a quick breakfast – and a snacky lunch.

My actual goal for Daytrips is to have breakfast stuff ready-made and in the freezer for quick pullouts/reheats/and in-hand munching as I am pulling out of the carport. That is what we used to do – and I will again. But, this Sunday~Funday, I bought junkfoods along the route …

I bought and scarfed a junk-food 'pig-in-the-blanket' breakfast, at Gragg’s in Cathlamet as I passed through.
We had never stopped at this store just out of Naselle as we passed this way, though it had been here for decades; so, Sunday morning, I decided to check it out …
Slim pickings: I'll keep stopping at Johnson’s 1-Stop gas station/mini mart in Naselle: the pickings are better quality.

As I was passing along the river, this side of Dismal Niche, I saw that the river was heavy with boat traffic. There were some sailboats, and speedboats … but the bulk of the river traffic appeared to be black painted fishing boats - and they covered the water like mosquitoes on bare skin. I’ve never seen anything like it before:

I was informed later by a woman I was talking to at Fort Columbia, that there was a Fishing Derby taking place on the Columbia River.

In no time at all past that bobbling spectacle, I was parking in the upper parking lot of the Fort; and walking the compound. For a Military Brat, like me; it promised to be a fun day …

Pretty fancy digs for enlisted men in the 1800’s.
Battery Ord Building

I didn’t go into the Battery Ord building, or the underground bunkers – I do not do well in confined areas (the rooms are barely more than cubbyholes): I have to have wide open spaces all around me – even my house has to have the windows free of curtains. I can’t stand to feel penned in. So, I am sharing this YouTube vid of a person who did go into the buildings. The vid makes the building seem a little sinister – and it really isn’t. But, the rooms are kinda like cell rooms – very small/very tight quarters.


Another vid giving a detailed description of what each underground room was used for in the Battery Ord Building: http://www.fortwiki.com/Battery_Ord

Ft. Columbia Welcome Plaque with buildings’ legend.
Explanation of the Fort’s operation.
Trail Map Plaque: I snapped a pic of it before I set off to keep me on “the straight and narrow” when I started hiking the Trail ðŸ˜‰
Sand island & East Sand Island in the distance: both are actually in Oregon waters … off Cape Disappointment, which is in Washington State. State boundary lines are in the Ocean.
Battery Gun. These things are HUGE.
Battery Gun “guts”.
Battery Gun Info Plaque.

The only attack on an American mainland military site, was on June 21st, 1942; during WWII. An imperial japanese submarine I-25 made its way to the mouth of the Columbia River by trailing behind American fishing vessels unobserved; to bypass minefields. Once in the clear, the submarine began a bombardment of Fort Stevens on the Oregon side of the Columbia River’s ocean entrance.

Video about the big Battery Guns: https://parks.state.wa.us/506/Fort-Columbia


It had been a long drive, and walking all over the compound – up and down the steep terrain and step after step … my bladder was asking for relief. A woman who had struck up a talkative conversation with me, mentioned where the restrooms were located; so, I made tracks in that direction:

Very fancy restrooms.

Looking at the fancy ceiling tile in the restrooms (which used to be the Guardhouse), you can imagine what the other building must look like inside.

From what I can recall, they are very opulent and richly decorated with good-quality furniture. But they are all shuttered now during the covid madness.

After touring the upper grounds, I descended the stately manicured blufftop and explored the lower elevation of the compound.

When Bob and I had visited here, we’d only ever walked through the fancy buildings. Sunday, I wanted to see the whole compound:

I was surprised to see the water this close.
Trail to the River.
Facing my water fears.

The Columbia River is one of the most dangerous rivers in the world – it is a greedy river with a murderous bent ... my fears of this river are justifiable. I found out later when I stopped at Middle Village, that this spot is where the Chinook Indians would cast off their fishing canoes.

Turning and heading back uphill to the upper parking lot where my car was, I passed the Theatre Building and glanced out over the river from the cliff; and watched the cormorants for a little while …

Cormorants on old pilings.
Cormorants have webbed feet, they live in the water, and they eat fish … but a cormorant is not a duck.

The climb back uphill in the scorching heat was brutal.

It was a very STEEP climb in punishing 100-degree weather with no shade at all ‘til I reached the top of the hill – my lungs & heart got a pretty good workout. I decided, as I huffed and puffed my way uphill ... to update the paper I carry on my person, and in my wallet, that details my final wishes. The compound’s uphill terrain … and myriad of steps everywhere really had me struggling at times and wondering if I’d make it back to the car without my heart giving out – it WAS THAT STRENUOUS; and I’m a go-getter-hiker. I did have water with me, and my walking stick, but I was wishing Bob was there to lean on when it got tough-going. Between the heat and the constant steep terrain ascent, it got dicey hard and fast; I was gasping like a fish out of water and praying I would get back to the car before I collapsed.


I updated my final wishes this morning, got it printed off, and back in my wallet. Now, if I actually DO have a heart attack while out and about, it won’t be a major concern.

I am ready to go Home when Yeshua calls – I have always been ready – but I want to be SURE my physical remains lay next to Bob’s in the Family Cemetery. I had to have my personal information updated because things have changed drastically over the past 20 months – people I thought I could count on have proved feckless and unreliable. The people they have been replaced with, are stable and reliable: I know they will do right by me if they ever have to make life-n-death decisions for me … or pick up the pieces and ferry them to Eden Valley.

Back on high ground of the Compound, again.

The Columbia River Bar (seen in the near distance of the video above) is the world’s most dangerous entrance to a major waterway – this is where the force of the mighty Columbia River meets the great Pacific Ocean: it is, literally a ship’s graveyard.


Breathing easier after resting on the tailgate of the Highlander; sipping water and people watching for a few minutes, refreshed and energized me enough to tackle the Trail 😉

E.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. at Fort Columbia is UPHILL – but the Trail, at least, is shaded. Thank Elohim for his merciful grace. As I walked, there was an offshoot skinny trail at the right of the Trail junction, and I walked down it a bit; I could hear a waterfall, but a tree was across the skinny trail and I could not see a safe way around it … so I backtracked to the Trail junction and went left – uphill:

Loop Hike – SHADE at last!
I'm more comfortable with the forest than near the unruly Columbia River or the tempestuous Ocean.
Very strenuous walking – only 780 elevation gain … but it is a STEEP gain: burning gain.
View of the Fort from the old high, winding Military Road.
Walking downhill went smoother … I could breathe easier.
I had company on my way back down the Trail ðŸ˜‰
It was a cool short walk in the shade - the shade was a good thing. My youngest sister - when I told her I have been solo hiking - said I need to carry Mace with me. So, I will buy some, and add that to my hiking items and carry it with me when I go out solo loboing.
It was good to revisit, but it's not worth dying for. MPO

It was a tough day out, but it was enjoyable, too. It would have been more enjoyable if the buildings were open to the public. But, I remember what they looked like inside, so those memories will have to suffice because I am not going back. My lungs, heart, calves, and butt muscles got worked hard today. I don’t feel the need to repeat that exercise.

I don't feel the need to flirt with the Grim Reaper to whip my body into shape ðŸ˜‰

Exiting the tunnel and coming up on Middle Village, I decided to nip in and sit there for a while – maybe try to recapture some of the memories that were so rudely interrupted last time I was there in July…


And I am glad I did pull in!

A flock of Brown Pelicans flew overhead off the river as soon as I parked the car 😊 I was excited to see them – I’d only seen 1 my entire life here in the PNW … and that was decades ago:

Brown Pelicans! Middle Village, Chinook.
They are pretty big birds.
Brown Pelican
st. mary's catholic church in Chinook. I am not a catholic though my mother, and her family were/are. But I do like this building’s architecture. It would have been a shame if it went up in flames a few weeks ago, when I was here then.
Scene of the firecracker brush fire, July 19th, 2020.
Where I was sitting - eating a dounut - when the fire was deliberately started by firecrackers thrown for a car window, last time I was here; July 19th, 2020.
I think these doors are cool ...
Chinook dugout/fishing canoe. Carved from a whole Red Cedar log.
Salish Tribal Canoe. Carved from a whole Red Cedar log.
I think this thing is supposed to resemble a slug. Slugs are very prevalent in the PNW.
Chinook Identification/Recognition Plaque.
Chinook appearances when Lewis & Clark trekked through this part of the PNW.
Ancient Asian influences in the Chinook region.
I almost stepped on this encouraging little yellow flower. “Bloom where you are planted” ran through my thoughts. I am accepting that encouragement as a personal challenge.

Pulling out of Middle Village, I saw a group of cormorants perched on the pilings between Middle Village and the Megler-Astoria Bridge; and a flock of Seagulls a little further on …

More Cormorants, in Chinook; the Astoria-Megler Bridge in the background.
Patriotism ... glad to see it. Patriotism, to me, is not a dirty word. I was heartened to see that patriotism is not yet dead.
Seagulls on old Cannery pilings.

Coming up on Rosburg, I decided to drive out to Eden Valley.


I felt Bob’s cremains calling out to me – I couldn’t just drive on past.

20 months.

It seems like only yesterday … and at the same time, it seems like a lifetime ago.

His cremains were calling; I had to go.

I promised I would never forget: I don’t want to forget.


And I wondered, ‘Is this how Abraham felt every time he passed by Sarai’s burial cave’?

When I stopped at Eden Valley, I was glad I placed these site markers on our Family Plot – I would not know where to look otherwise, because the sod patch has totally blended in now.
I am thankful for Bob & Yeshua’s love.

It was late when I finally pulled into the carport at home. It was not yet, sunset, but it was late. By the time I got everything out of the car, and into the house and put where it belonged – the sun was beginning to slip over the horizon.

It was a lovely pink-clouded-sunset:

 

**SUNDAY~FUNDAY POSTS (2020) –

(plus 1st thru 8th SUNDAY~FUNDAY links)**

Sunday, August 16, 2020

GARDEN PROGRESS



Since the heavy, gray, cloud cover has rolled away … and the sun has come out of hiding; my garden is coming along beautifully 😊

The apples have plumped up and are starting to fall: I found these 2 while watering, and they look full-size:

Apples are falling.

The spaghetti squash is setting fruit/fleshing out, and climbing the trellises – the kale is a major disappointment (1) because I was expecting what I paid for (2) I paid BIG BUCKS for what I expected to harvest. This is the second time Territorial Seeds has screwed me over – they won’t get a third chance: I will use another seed company next year and the following years. I bought organic and paid organic prices. I’m pretty pissed …

Looks NOTHING like what is growing in my vegetable planter box!
What I expected ...

Kalette seeds from Territorial Seeds $7.35 pkt/Organic 25 seeds: bite-sized, loose heads of frilly kale lined up on Brussel sprout-type stalks.

THE plants shown in the above vid, does NOT look ANYTHING like stated above – and advertised in their seed magazine!

What I am SEEING IS NOTHING like I anticipated … and expected for the money I forked out.

I like the little Katrina cabbages; they are so darned cute when they mature, it’s almost criminal to eat them 😊

Base ball size heads when they mature.

But, I think I will plant a larger variety of cabbage too next year; to balance out the cuteness and the practicality 😉

My corn really took off when the sun appeared and the temperature rose. The stalks are reaching for the sky, and I counted 27 ears of corn on the stalks. Because it can become a wind tunnel very quickly along the line of my garden planter boxes, I have staked my corn – and glad I did. I also hand-pollinate to make sure the gusty winds do not carry the pollen away from the budding ears:

Happy with my corn ;-)

The Purple Romano beans, and Yellow Zucchini that was too small to glean 2 days ago, was ready to pick off the vines this afternoon; the beans went into the freezer baggie that is just about maxed out, and I will probably eat the yellow zucchini sliced, breaded with flour, and fried Monday (I plan on being gone tomorrow on a Sunday~Funday daytrip)

Zucchini is 'Superfood'. I eat lots of it.
Purple Romano beans turn green when cooked. Can be eaten raw too.

I have a long drive planned for tomorrow; I want to drive to Fort Columbia and walk the trails there

(https://parks.state.wa.us/DocumentCenter/View/854/Fort-Columbia-State-Park-PDF?bidId=)

The houses are closed, but they are still pretty from outside – they are beautiful inside: but with the demoncrat covid madness, everything enjoyable has been shut down and closed off ... except if you are black-, brown-, yellow-, or red-skinned: there is no fun for anyone anymore; just violent racial madness egged on by the Trump haters. God help us if the obama/biden/harris coup is pushed through … there will be no more America, and no more fun anymore. For anyone – even those poor political obamanite tools that actually believe the hyped madness.

The demoncrats have created a very stressful time in America. I pray to God it ends this November - 81 days from now; PLEASE GOD!

I want to enjoy my life before it is gone.

The party of mean dumbasses.
“Liberal” is just another demoncrat label.
Truth spoken to tone deaf lemmings ...
'Nuf said ...
Drugs legalized to dumb down the masses - crazy seems normal to junkies.
Biden is not truly running: Anti-American muslim terrorist supporter obama, is staging a 2nd coup.

So, that said, I am going to take this book and head down the hallway to bed for a relaxing read to escape the madness swirling around me; and read a chapter or two before turning out the light and setting the alarm for an early rise tomorrow morning. I’d like to be on the road by at least 9 AM, so I can get back home before the sun sets tomorrow evening.

Saturday, August 15, 2020

ISLAND OF REST ~ A Widow's Shabbat Eve


Friday, just before Shabbat started, I decided to go for a walk along The Pacific Way Trail; I started at the upper end of the Trail, just off 48th and walked 2.6 miles to 30th … and 2.6 miles back to 48th.

Bob & I had walked this Trail for decades – and we started at either end of the Trail. But I like this end because it is closer to home, and we fed the ducks here with our grandson before everything went off the rails the summer of 2018.

I can’t bring myself to feed the ducks just yet, but I will eventually. The missingness of Bob and our grandson is just too acute right now – I want to keep my emotions in check. Maybe in the Spring of 2021, if the demoncrats and their useful idiots have not annihilated America, the ducks will still be here: and I will bring them heels of my homemade bread again.


As the walk got underway off 48th, I saw that the ducks were settling in for the evening – gathering together, tucking their heads into their wings and bobbing gently on the water as the sun started slipping over the horizon:

Upper end of Pacific Way Trail; off 48th.
Creeping Water Primrose. Very aggressive aquatic plant that chokes the slough from Summer to Fall.
Mallard ducks, creating their own ‘island of rest’ among the water primroses.
Mallard Ducks; mama & youngsters. This year’s fledgling ducklings; next year they will have babies of their own in tow.

Rounding the bend and following the line of the dike trail, it looked like someone had dug out a diversion channel to drain into the slough …

Someone has dug out a diversion channel to drain into the slough …

It was a warm evening, but not unpleasantly warm. It was just right for an evening walk. A bit further on, there was a group of Mallard hens setting up for the evening on a small sand spit – their chosen island of rest this shabbat evening. And just before I crossed the street at 42nd, I caught sight of the wild white duck:

Ducks hunkered down for the evening on a small sand spit.
Rare wild White Mallard. Lower end of Dike off 48th – just before crossing street to golf course section of the trail.

Many hikers think this white duck is a runaway domestic duck – but, it is actually a rare wild Mallard duck. It is not an albino, but a true wild white duck: https://www.123rf.com/photo_38681349_pair-of-rare-wild-white-mallards-anas-platyrhynchos-at-riverbank-these-are-not-albinos-but-rather-a-.html


So far, it is the only one in this area.

As I crossed 42nd, and started walking the middle section of the Trail, I was treading carefully: though this is the shortest walk the entire trail, it gets dicey in this middle section ….

Walking the Trail - backside of Mint Valley Golf Course. Middle section.

Making it through ‘the gauntlet’ portion of the Trail without any errant balls mishaps, I crossed 38th – and started walking the longest stretch of the Trail, when I heard a splash to my left and glanced in that direction. I was not prepared for what I saw! A big, fat, muskrat was treading water!!

EEEWW! Lower section of Pacific Way Trail.

Some people think these ugly overgrown rodents are cute – I do not; anything that resembles a rat, is in my opinion, to be avoided.

According to science, muskrats are not relatives to rats; they are overgrown “field mice”. Whatever they are, I don’t like them; I’m not fond of field mice either.

As it scurried out of the water and waddled into the underbrush on the other side of the slough … and I scurried along the Trail; that stupid song, ‘muskrat love’ by Captain and Tennille ran through my thoughts – and I didn’t particularly care for the Captain and Tennille either, so it fit 😉


Making tracks quickly to put distance between myself and that oversized ‘field mouse’, I saw more Mallard hens settling down on an island of rest land bridge during low tide – and baby muskrats frolicking in the sun-kissed waters as the sun started to make way for the moon; I tried to think fondly of the babies playing in the cooling summer evening, but I just couldn’t: I was repulsed as I walked by. I am sure these creatures play some part in Yeshua’s grand scheme of Creation Plans that balances out Earth’s eco-structure, but for the life of me, I don’t know what. The Great Blue Heron half hidden in the creeping water primrose brought beauty back into my immediate space …

Mallard hens on a land bridge at low tide.  Lower section of Pacific Way Trail.
Baby muskrats. These things creep me out!
Mallard hens.
Great Blue Heron. Bob would have enjoyed seeing this.

When I reached the picnic table at the end of the Trail on the lower end of the trail at 30th, I stopped for a Shabbat rest – I was out for a leisurely Shabbat walk, there was no reason to rush back to my car on 48th. There is no one waiting for me at home, and Yeshua is my husband now … and He was all around me; His master handiwork was all around me in the display of nature that lay before me.

It was good to sit down and rest; surrounded by the sounds and palette of nature, in the presence of my husband, who is Lord of the Sabbath. There was no hurry to rush off in backtracking.

I claimed my little island of rest for a while 😉

Mt. St. Helen’s Hiking Club Picnic table for community use at the end of the Trail on 30th.

When I started backtracking, I saw that ducks had found convenient perches to claim as islands of rest also; and a heron was taking a cooling respite in the evening’s sun-warmed waters:

Mallard hen on a rocky island; lower end of Trail.
Great Blue Heron flying off. Lower end of Trail.
 
Mallard hen standing on an island of tire someone threw into the slough.
Great Blue Heron. Lower end return walk back to car.

The middle section was busy with golfers who had – from the inebriated voices drifting to me on the breeze – been sampling drinks at the golf course clubhouse … but ‘the putting greens’ area where I was walking, was thankfully vacant of golfers for the time being; so, I watched a Great Blue Heron, and a Great Egret (spaced a couple paces apart) for a few minutes 😊

Great Egrets are a little smaller than the Great Blue Heron, but the real giveaway is the color of the legs.

Great Egrets have thin dark beaks, and black legs; while Great Blue Herons have heavier beaks and much lighter legs. Herons also have “shaggier” feathers on their breast.

And at the end of the golf course section, I saw that a waterlily blossom had appeared in the short span of time I had walked this Trail …

Great Blue Heron - Golf Course section of Trail.
Great Egret – Golf Course Section of Trail.
Waterlilies. Golf Course section.
Waterlily Blossom; I've never seen waterlilies with leaves like this. Golf Course section.

By the time I ended the hike and reached the Highlander, I was refreshed, relaxed, and comforted by the nature walk.

I was missing Bob alongside me during the walk … but, Yeshua walked with me and delighted my senses with His handiwork. I couldn’t help by think what a blessed woman I am to have been married to a man who was excellent with his hands – as a lover, and a carpenter; Bob loved me like a man with his hands, and Bob built a house and remodeled another; Bob also designed and crafted the garden boxes I planted with veggies this year and last year: his last love gifts to me. And my spiritual husband, Yeshua, created the entire universe – including the Earth I live on, and enjoy on my nature walks.


Yes, I thought as I drove home (my personal Shabbat Island of Rest) to usher in the Shabbat as Jews/Messianic Christians all over the world were doing (as I honored my flesh and blood husband on setting time aside to spend with him only; so I also honor my spiritual husband in setting this time aside for Him only), I am indeed a blessed woman 😊


{{Exodus 20:8 – Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days you shall labor, and do your work; but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the Lord your God – for in six days the Lord created the heavens and earth, the sea, and all that is in them: and rested on the seventh day.}}

I am not going to argue with anyone about whether a Christian should observe the Sabbath or not – I DO because Yeshua DID. The Early Church DID. And Bob and I DID … and I DO now.