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Sunday, November 28, 2021

END GAME IN SIGHT ~ Hanukkah/Day 1, 2021

Just when you think things could not get worse under this obamanite-nation mindset … they DO.

And the catholic mindset is always in the hellish mix.

barak hussain obama was hailed as the demonrat {messiah} while he was squatting in racist glory at the #1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NW, DC address for 8 looooooong and torturous years; starting in 2009

he lied to get dimwitted {christians} on his side … and then once inside the White House, showed his true colors (blacker than sin – no pun intended) and unveiled his true religion (self-worship islam): America, and true Christians were attacked every minute of every day: and blood-thristy wolfish obama, used false shepherds in dead churches to carry out his attacks – the latest, in which a catholic institution displayed a blasphemous and openly heretical painting depicting that lowlife criminal george floyd as a warped blm impression of Jesus – and his earth mother, Mary.

In this, obama’s 3rd political coup, via brainless biden, hyena cackling anti-American harris – and a totally brainwashed terrorist embracing Congress (bowing to islam, and ‘taking a knee’ to murderous racism doctrines); obama continues to preach his race-bait hatred, and enforce his ‘different doctrine’ religion.

Preaching obamanite-backed blm overt racism … and rabid murderous hatred, has practically destroyed America by deviously dividing the populace of weak-minded delusional lemmings to carry out the obamanite agenda: undermine the founding of America, erase moral and spiritual boundaries, engage in every perverse and anti- activity imaginable, teach a replacement History story, indoctrinate children in schools at all grade levels, demonize parents, crucify true Christians, and spread propaganda through every social media available.

That is how muslims have always taken over countries.

That is how tyrants have always attained their end goals.

The US Congress, run totally by the traitorous obamanite agenda, has become a cesspool country of rampant insanity posing as “the new norm”.

And rumor has it, that that demon barak obama’s he/she {wife} michael, is running for prez in 2024; the obama’s are not going to go quietly into the night – like snakes lying in wait to strike, they slither here and there, waiting for the opportune moment when they can sink their teeth in and spread their toxic poison.

God help us that have not fallen under those two demons’ wicked spell.

None of what has been happening in America is okay: but it was foretold from ancient days.

But this … this, will be the downfall of America: Elohei will not be mocked.

This is the “end game in sight’ – and my heart cries for my little grandson, who will never know what a free America used to be like before evil got a foothold, and wickedness spread like cancer.

Blasphemy!

https://rumble.com/vpunyl-blasphemous-painting-depicting-george-floyd-as-jesus-christ-stolen.html?mref=6zof&mc=dgip3&utm_source=newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Dr%20Steve%20Turley&ep=1&fbclid=IwAR0kSAr7SFhtb64arLMPGsr11X8HDJaRKI9V3xHIp9XsQQbNmVm6DZ6b_Q0

But be of good cheer … Elohei has overcome the world – we are in the world, but we are not a part of the world.

Yeshua the Light, dwells within us 😊

And that indwelling of the Ruach Ha’Kodesh’s continual supply of holy oil is the beacon that offers hope to those seeking a better Way of Life.

Stand strong in the truth of Elohim’s Word.

Stay filled with the Spirit of Elohei.

Keep your life pure from the world’s toxins … and keep your inner light lit 😉

We are in the ‘end game’ era, but we can rejoice because we know the outcome!

Tonight, begins the first Night of Hanukkah 2021 – let us rejoice and be glad for Yeshua won the victory at Calvary; and “if the Son has set you free, then you are free indeed” 😊


Hanukkah – Reality vs kamala harris & her sidekick’s aimless ramblings: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ax5r-rxpDns)

As a Messianic Believer, I keep all the Torah IN Yeshua’s salvation grace. I am not an orthodox Jew … I am a Jew saved by Messiah’s love. Yeshua recognized, and celebrated Hanukkah. Openly. Among the orthodox – yet separate from the orthodox. The orthodox had polluted God’s Word and had become tyrants over the People: Yeshua came to Earth to undo all that, while adhering to the pure Word of God. That is what I engage in.

Hanukkah - Night 1/2021




Along with Coins This Christmas, Salvation Army Wants White Donors to Offer a 'Sincere Apology' for Their Racism

The obamanite insanity continues to demonize Christians – more specifically “white” Christians.

WHITE IS NOT A VALID SKIN COLOR PEOPLE!

Wickedness feels completely comfortable in obama’s brand of religion.

Christianity does not see skin color - Yeshua lived with a Jewish family while he sojourned on Earth ... and HE INCLUDES ALL RACES INTO THE BODY OF BEIEVERS.

Lucifer is the great divider: that can tell you who the race-baiters bow to - they do not know Elohim, and they do not have the Spirit of Yeshua in them, or thier midst.

barak hussain obama is not God.

And "white" is not a valid skin color.

But wickedness and hatred are very real - and barak hussain obama and his obamanite minions wallow in wicked hatred.

Along with Coins This Christmas, Salvation Army Wants White Donors to Offer a 'Sincere Apology' for Their Racism



HANUKKAH CANDLES

This morning I was up before the birds.

It was dark outside when I was zipping my boots up my legs.

There was fog hanging in the upper atmosphere when I crossed the river and headed uphill through the woods; the fog lights were engaged.

I was headed to Vancouver; for fellowship … and to bring Hanukkah candles home – they are not sold locally.

Fellowship was great, like it always is there 😊

The message was about the background of Hanukkah – and how it closely relates to the global events of today.

The current Shmita (aka, ‘Year of Jubilee’) for our time period, started September 7th, 2021 … and will conclude September 26th, 2022. With everything that is going on, on the world scene today: wars, rumors of wars, degenerate world {government officials, in high and civil seats}, corrupt spiritual leadership & an ignorant/arrogant worldly {church devoid of Yeshua HaMashiach}, rampant perversions, infanticide, plagues, ect. – we could very well expect to see Yeshua sooner; rather than later.

The first song we sang, was an oldie – but a goodie 😉

Bob liked this song – Bob liked Paul Wilbur’s music.

It made me cry – and smile – at the same time. These are the days of Elijah, prophesied: and those days have been unfolding for decades. The wrapping up of those days is getting closer and closer, every second of every day. That makes me happy. I simultaneously cry and smile, because Bob rides the clouds now … and soon Yeshua will crack the sky, and come riding into view on the clouds – and Bob will be among those coming with Him, to gather me Home 😊 I have waited for ‘a time such as this’ all my life. I am ready: I am more than ready to be called to the Marriage Supper of the Lamb.

The Wedding of The Lamb Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otEgXJRTLSg

The second song we sung, was new to me – this was the first time I’d heard it: also had me crying and laughing at the same time. But I liked it, and it resonated with my spirit. Yeshua gave both Bob and I such peace when Bob’s spirit was shedding his flesh and blood vessel. Yeshua was merciful during that hard time of goodbye’s … and faithfully turned our mourning into dancing, and our sadness into joy; and our hearts could sing through it all, because we knew where Bob was going – Home, where we long to be. Bob got there before me: he is no longer sorrowing – he is dancing, now, beyond the clouds; and though I was really joyful for Bob when Bob walked from this life into a better one, my spirit is only now learning to dance again, after 35 months of widowhood.

I am healing. More and more with each passing day.

A new song.
Davidic dancing: not our fellowship, though – our dancers are not so fancy. This is the only rendition of this lovely song, I could find.

The third song was also an oldie. It is a song of encouragement, full of promise: a victory song 😊

A perfect song for Shabbat – we can enter into our rest in full confidence that Yeshua has everything that touches our lives, under control 😉

It is a wonderful feeling.

HE – and His greatness – is wonderful.

Another song, new to me, was sung: I like it. It echoes my soul’s sentiments.


You Deserve The Glory Song.

There is no ‘wokeness’ poison threaded through this fellowship – there are faces from every ethnic group on the face of the Earth here, and politics are not courted. We are a united Body of Believers. Yeshua is our only focus here; Jew and Gentile, grafted together … rooted in Yeshua’s salvation. We are only sojourners here; earthly poilitics with its toxic divisions, are not courted here.

The Beautiful Bride Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIYw2u9F6js

Bob and I started fellowshipping at this fellowship 24 years ago. Coming here is like a breath of fresh air. I am glad my life is back on track again.

Praying toward Israel’s geographical location – FOR Israel’s protection.

A message from Amir Tsarfati (in Israel) was shared. iran is bulldogging forward in their plan to build the nuclear bomb, barak hussain obama funded … and the obamanites are cheering it on. russia has troops on the borders, ready to aid iran when the bomb is launched. This is prophecy being played out – and of course, the enemy always takes aim at Israel at Hannukah. Again. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDMwnocPao0)

Israeli Defense is preparing for confrontations with iran terrorist army, and iranian backers: (https://www.businessinsider.com/israeli-officials-readying-for-potential-conflict-with-iran-2021-11)

Since tomorrow is the first day of Hanukkah, the message was about the background of Hannukah.

I honor the Hanukkah holiday because Yeshua honored it while He walked Earth as a man – if God Himself recognized the significance of the event, then I will, too. The Maccabees refused to assimilate and get lost in the paganism being forced on their country, and people.

I can identify 😉

And the message of Hanukkah is pertinent to what is happening in America … and in Israel, today.

Hanukkah Background - pagan assimilation ... or seperation (persecution/purging).

The similarities between what was happening then is pretty much playing out between American Congress/White House, and Israel today. Since 2009 with the rise of the world’s {messiah} barak hussain obama – and the seating in America’s Congress of obamanite muslim terrorists in our governing high seats … Israel’s sworn enemies have been given the green light nod to move forward with wiping Israel off the face of the Earth.

And paganism has taken root in DC … with the obamanites determined to snuff out Christians, and erase Christianity from the History of America.

Evil, egged on by barak hussain obama and his DC cohorts, has blossomed into devouring kudzu vines, spreading its strangling growth throughout the world. And rumor has it that barak’s he-she ‘wife’ michael, is going to run for President in 2024.

God help us: 3 political coups with those 2 demons straight out of Hell is enough! We don’t need a fourth

A whole new depth of anti-Christ was explored this afternoon.

Christians have long been aware of the warnings about anti-Christ. Speculation about who he might be has been talked about in The Church … as well as in the world; but it has remained a mystery.

The message this afternoon kinda expanded on the explanation given in Scripture. The spirit of anti-Christ has permeated every corner of this planet since the beginning of time. It is a spirit – a spirit that will invade a human at some point; bringing the second arrival of Yeshua Ha’Mashiach back to Earth. This used to be taught in most of the mainstream churches … now, it’s never taught – it’s not even a thought in most pew warmer’s empty heads.

'Anti' means 'instead of' - a replacement of ... ANYTHING that denounces God is ANTI-CHRIST.
How to recognize the true Spirit of Elohei.
How to recognize the Anti-Christ spirit.
The anti-Christ spirit has been among us for a looooong time; boldly showing itself in today's American leadership, across the board.
Power corrupts, and corrupted power destroys.
Those who embrace, follow, and cleave to Yeshua WILL be persecuted - it cannot be escaped; we share with Yeshua IN EVERYTHING.
A Christian's body is the 'Temple of God' - His Spirit lives IN us. That is why Christians are hated. A Christian that is embraced by the world, is NOT a true Christian … just sayin’: light is no kin to darkness.

After fellowship, I bought some Hanukkah Candles for tomorrow’s candle lighting 😊

And then decided to take a side trip to Battle Ground before heading home; most of the route was on roads I’d never traveled before. I am making friends with GPS … and learning my way around by instinct, when GPS isn't a fickle friend that cuts out along the way.

I’ll never be as good as Bob was, about instinctively getting around places; but, I am learning how to be like Bob in finding 101 ways to get to, and from, places 😉

Eventually, I’ll be proficient enough at driving these backroads (repeat, repeat, repeat the routes until they are branded into my gray matter) – that I won’t need GPS's fair-weathered ‘friendship’.

Decided to take a side trip to Battle Ground after Fellowship.
A new route ... never been on this route with Bob; it's totally new.
New roads - new scenery; a new experience.
I like Albertson's - I like that I can get there from Fellowship. BONUS!

The misting rain had dried up when I parked and went inside the store – but by the time I got my purchases into the backend of the Highlander, the store cart in its designated slot, and slid into the driver’s seat … it started raining. Heavily.

It started raining in earnest, so I sat a while in the parking lot before heading home.

I didn’t sit in the parking lot too long – I wanted to be home before twilight.

And I wanted to skip travel on the freeway.

Traveling over Lane Road, and praying the road where the patches of it had previously slid way, were still intact … I admit I was more than a little apprehensive. But I really wanted to avoid the frenzied freeway movement in the rainstorm.

My prayerful SOS kept me safe in those slide patches, but Mother Nature snagged my attention with one of them. I was wishing at that point, that I was in a 4x pickup instead of the Highlander SUV – a pickup can go places a car cannot.

My wings have been clipped until Spring of 2022.

Tempted fate by traveling the slip-sliding Lane Road off Green Mountain Road; out of Woodland.
Lane Road is starting to slide.

But at least I got the candles for tomorrow – I really wanted them. I am more myself this year, and it will be nice to recognize this holiday in the way it is to be honored.

I won’t mind so much now sitting the next 15 weeks out 😉

Older and newer Hanukkah candles - I bought the white, this afternoon.
I bought these 2 boxes of candles today; all 3 types will be used during this year's Hanukkah celebration.




Friday, November 26, 2021

SPICED ROAST TURKEY recipe:

I like turkey on Thanksgiving … some people prefer ham: I like a crisp, baked turkey 😊

Bob and I did 2 or 3 family Thanksgivings with our parents and siblings, the early years of our early marriage – eventually, we decided to forgo the hours’ long drives, and stay home with our kids … and occasionally a friend who had no family to celebrate with.

I always tried to make a different turkey recipe every year.

This year, entering into my 3rd Thanksgiving holiday without Bob physically with me, I thumbed through my extensive cookbook collection; and settled on this spicy baked turkey recipe, I think you will enjoy too 😉

There is just me, so I chose to bake a turkey breast instead of a whole turkey (1) a whole turkey isn’t necessary for one person (2) a whole turkey was getting too heavy to lift to and from the oven – the past 5 years (even with Bob’s help); so, it is definitely too darned heavy now that Bob rides the clouds (3) A sliced and diced turkey breast will go forward into several months meals with only one person enjoying it.

One of the changes I have made to my Thanksgiving cooking, is in choosing to bake my turkey the day before Thanksgiving because that works best for me: the rest (making deviled eggs, stuffing, mashed sweet potatoes, slicing the pumpkin pie, ect.), I can do tomorrow. I baked bread the other day, for an anticipated sandwich – or two 😊

The kitchen smells wonderful!

I can’t wait to sample this cooked recipe 😉

==Spiced Roast Turkey

If you want to bake a whole turkey, just double the ingredients.

1 Turkey breast * Salt to taste * freshly ground Black Pepper to taste * 1 Tablespoons softened Butter (or margarine) * ½ teaspoon Vegetable Oil * 1 large clove Garlic, minced * 1 teaspoon Dijon-style mustard * ½ teaspoon Paprika * ½ teaspoon dried Thyme leaves * 1 teaspoon dried Rosemary

**NOTE: FOLLOW YOUR BIRD PACKAGING DIRECTIONS FOR OVEN TEMP & BAKING TIME; that way, you will be sure to get accurate and satisfactory results.

Heat oven.

Rinse turkey; clean cavities – pat dry.

Baked Spicy Turkey ingredients.

Blend together the salt, pepper, butter, garlic, and thyme leaves: with sanitized hands, stuff each turkey breast side with this mixture slipped under the breast skin. I pin the skin edges down with toothpicks to keep the buttery goodness next to the breast meat.

Butter mixture pushed under breast skin, and skin pinned down with toothpicks.

Blend together the oil, mustard, paprika, and rosemary: rub all over the outside beast skin.

Foil covering because roaster lid not high enough.

Place turkey on a rack, in your roasting pan.

Roast turkey as directed on your turkey packaging. Insert meat thermometer in the thickest part of your chosen turkey (inside of thigh on a whole bird, away from bone … middle of breast for a turkey breast); bake until thermometer registers 180-degrees.

Into the oven with a hope & a prayer ...

Remove from oven, and cover turkey with aluminum foil; let stand for 25 to 30 minutes before carving.

Perfecto!

ENJOY!

Spicy turkey, sweet potato, stuffing with red onion & peas, pumpkin pie - 773 calories. YUMMY!

THANKSGIVING 2021

This year I enjoyed a Thanksgiving filled with thanksgiving; aside from an empty chair where Bob used to sit, this holiday was almost ‘normal😊

I am thankful I am able to stand, walk, and enjoy this holiday season this year; I cut my driving, and hiking back a couple miles … and that really helped. I did do a few 10 to 14-hour drives, and I did do a few 5-mile hikes – but very few. Bob, if he has been watching me as he glides by on the clouds, is no doubt rejoicing that I am finally learning the art of “pacing” myself (notching the turbo speed down), and practicing patience (granny speed hones patience) 😉

This is the first Thanksgiving since 2018 that I have been able to actually enjoy most of the day. I wasn’t sitting in a hospital crying as Bob slept – and I wasn’t laid up in bed favoring a seriously aching leg.

Thanksgiving 2021 dawned, and faded without a hitch, or a tear.

Baked Spicy Turkey ingredients.
Butter mixture pushed under breast skin, and skin pinned down with toothpicks.
Foil covering because roaster lid not high enough.
Into the oven with a hope & a prayer ...

My Thanksgiving Supper was small, and light on my aging hips 😉

Spicy turkey, sweet potato, stuffing with red onion & peas, pumpkin pie – 773 calories. YUMMY!

The turkey breast baked to perfection, sliced without being mangled in the slicing, and the entire meal was low in calories: under 800 calories, even with pumpkin pie 😊

When Thanksgiving 2018 came around, I didn’t feel much like eating a holiday Supper – in, or out, of the hospital: my husband’s physical body was dying. Food wasn’t foremost in my thoughts.

Thanksgiving 2019 & 2020 came and went with reactionary baking … but little enjoyment.

2019 was spent in a mental fog of missingness; the pictures from that year showed a haunted face, with empty eyes. I was invited to several homes to be included in the festivities, but decided to stay home and eat solo lobo. I cooked, and ate a decent meal, but I didn’t really taste any of it – I ate for nourishment, and tried to “get in the holiday mood.” First Year Widowhood Memories, unbidden, kept interfering; my heart was having a hard time healing. I cried. A lot; thankfully Yeshua was a constant companion.

2020 was better in the grieving process … but, I spent some time in ER a few days before the holiday slid in, being diagnosed with a degenerate bulged spinal disc; and was laid up in bed with a very painful bum leg Thanksgiving Day. I ate a scaled-back turkey supper that I had baked/froze ahead of time – when I could walk around the kitchen without excruciating pain. That leg pain lasted until the middle of December. But Elohim was faithful - I was able to function; it was slow going, but managable.

When 2021 dawned, I decided to cut back on how hard I push my body. I like to take long country drives – I cut the time spent on the road, by half … and I learned how to use the speed control feature of the car; this took pressure of my driving leg muscles, which cut back on the inflammation of said muscles. I also like to hike: a lot … but, this year, I scaled back on the mileage: instead of 8 to 10-mile hikes, I only do 3 to 5-mile hikes, now … and not every day, like I used to. I am learning to pamper my aging body. I do not like to be laid up in bed for weeks on end

This year at Thanksgiving time, I am enjoying life more fully. Healthier. And less painful emotionally, as well as physically.

I have good people in my life. 

Some are old friends; some are new friends.

Some are family members … some are {adopted} family members, who came alongside me in my early widowhood days; and stayed 😊

Some, I see every day. 

Some, I see weekly.

Some, I see monthly.

Some, I see occasionally when we cross paths every 6 months – or so.

And some, I only have contact with on FB.

I texted/talked with friends and family members before and during the actual Thanksgiving Day; some were having an early holiday Supper the day before (like me)and some were just sitting down to Supper, but wanted to say, “Hey Val – thinking of you. Love you!”

And of course, there were those that have no contact with me at all – but I love them, and my thoughts went out to them anyway. I really miss my 7-year old grandson. I miss his face. I miss his voice. I miss his presence. I miss watching him grow up.

I know Elohim's promise to me - He is faithful. I will wait it out ... I don't need to understand: I just need to trust Him. And I do.

After the turkey was portioned out, and stored in the freezer; I watched a couple holiday movies … then, spent the rest of the evening before bedtime, researching and planning mini vaca’s for 2022hopefully, I will be able to actually spend some time out of State in lodging; hassle free. If not, I’ll be sleeping in my car when the sun goes down, and looking rumpled the next day. But, one way – or another- I INTEND TO GO, and enjoy my life while I still have it to enjoy; driving is my therapy – getting ‘out of Dodge’ balances every aspect of my life. Some of the anticipated mini vaca’s will be in rattlesnake country in four States (WA, and three others); that is a little intimidating, but Elohim will go with me – and before me: I can do this 😉