Wedding Song - God Knew That I Needed You

Sunday, December 26, 2021

SNOWY SUNDAY

It was an exciting morning.

I woke up to a snow-covered landscape.

This kind of excitement, I like 😊

5 AM
Pretty frosted trees ...

I made it out of the Park, and to the coffee shack without a mishap.

The country had not cleared the roads yet; 8:30 AM

Driving ocean Beach Highway, there were a lot of hot-dogging-idiots on the roads, who obviously had burned a toke-smoke with their morning coffees ...

This kind of excitement, I do not like :-(

Finding the center of the lane was guesstimate work - and people were driving like idiots.

Hopefully they will pocket the joints until later in the day (like when they are NOT driving!), and mature pronto, before they kill someone - the highway is not the place to be making "cookies"; and icy roads are not the place to be gunning the motor and kicking the speed into high gear just to see "how the car/truck/SUV, ect., will handle it".

Ocean Beach Highway at my end, was "ify" as far as the center lines went: I eventually got off the main highway, and cut over the hill to Columbia Heights and Westside Highway; Madrona & Laurel were wet, but relatively clear (no ice) ... Columbia Heights was extremely icy.

I was driving in granny-gear, and I had the 4-wheel traction control thingee engaged: but, the backed still managed to slide on that uphill merge.

This was a bit of excitement I could have done without - but I did okay, and didn't oversteer when I felt the back tires slip.

Very ICY on Columbia Heights - lots of tail-gater’s, too.

However, the County should have had that road cleared. Is the County THAT short-handed with cleanup crews?????

Normally early-morning road crews would have cleared the main roadways; but since the obamanite covid program, no one is willing to do anything … but sitting on their duffs collecting DC “free” $$$$$.

Thank God, Bob was an excellent driver: and I learned from him, how to drive in the snow, on icy roads.

I made my destination – and back home again – without a smash-up mishap 😊

The rest of the day will be spent watching snow flurries, drinking flavored coffee, and watching movies while working on knitting projects.

Flurries picking up at home. Some flakes as large as a quarter.
Snow accumulation just since I've parked the car & entered the house ...
Current knitting project.

Saturday, December 25, 2021

The Danger Before Us - The True Threat to Freedom and the Constitution of the United States

The person who posted this post gives more respect to biden than I do – I do NOT consider biden the legitimate President of America; I never refer to obama’s puppet-in-state as President. Never.

Snagged from a FB Posting: The Danger Before Us - The True Threat to Freedom and the Constitution of the United States.

While there are some that say Donald Trump was a threat to America (mostly hard core far left socialist democrats) and for 4 years the Democrats in congress did nothing but waste tax payer money attacking him and his Presidency on the grounds of false information created for Hillary Clinton and her election campaign, along with just plain hatred for a man they once called a friend and Democrat supporter.

While I am not saying Trump was perfect or didn't have his issues, Joe Biden has become everything the Democrats accused Trump of being and far worse.

Joe Biden is not being a president or even presidential like, with his threats, mandates, and discrimination against the American People who refuse to be forced against their will or convictions. He acts more like a Dictator than a President. And yes, While the lab created virus Coronavirus (Covid-19) is very real, it is a man-made pandemic. This bio-weapon which was released upon the world has given governments the opportunity to become more Tyrannical in their mandates and control of their populations. Maybe this was their plan all along. And yes, Joe Biden, his Administration and the Democrat Party by using Fear, Threats and discrimination have taken political advantage of it.

You just have to rewatch the documentaries about Hitler, Stalin, Mao and others to see the parallels to Joe Biden and his Democrat party. The propaganda, the threats, the blaming of certain citizens, right out of their playbooks.

“If you look back through history, every single time tyrants have tried to place an emphasis on their individuals in their country, they’ve always said, ‘We’re doing it because it’s in the best interest of our citizens.’”

Joe Biden is the closest thing to a dictator America has ever had and his tyranny is getting more Aggressive. We are gradually seeing Biden and his Democrat Administration violating our constitutional rights, ignoring Congress, Senate and SCOTUS to prove to the GOP and opposition that they don't need to follow the rules, they will destroy Capitalism and replace it with Socialism under COVID protocols and safety net.

These are Dangerous Times, These are Troubling Times, and Americans need to Stand up and not let the President and his politicians to use fear, to cause Divide and to strip our Country of our Constitutional Rights.


We the People will never accept a Tyrannical Ruler and Government regardless of political party...

So Stand up for you Inalienable Rights and Freedoms, guaranteed to you by the Constitution, created with the blood and sweat of Patriots who were tired of being ruled by a Tyrant and his tyrannical government.

And if the president doesn’t like being compared with dictators he should stop using soundbites that mimic them in his speeches.

May the Gods Bless America and The Constitution of the United States.

CHRISTMAS DAY 2021

Well … Elohim granted me another day of life: I woke up this morning after last night’s harrowing asthma attack.

Last night I had gone to bed drained, sore, and still struggling to breathe after I was finally able to use my inhaler; and I honestly did not believe I’d make it through the night – even with my fancy electrical bed that rises my upper body to allow easier breathing.

But Elohim apparently thinks I have more to do, here on Earth; and has granted me a stay with the Grim Reaper in my life’s timeline.

This is the second serious asthma attack this year; and the most serious one - I literally could not suck air in. I felt like plastic wrapping had been placed over my face: I could feel blood vessels popping on my face, chest, and in my throat. It lasted longer, was very severe, and nearly gave me a heart attack on top of it (my left arm, as well as my rib cage, was still aching when I went to bed).

Christmas Eve Asthma Attack: https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/12/christmas-eve-asthma-attack.html

I am glad I was able to talk with our oldest granddaughter from the East Coast, yesterday – before the attack.

My niece-daughter, in Nevada, texted me this morning, bright and early 😊

And, she called before noon: my throat was sore/voice was hoarse from the strenuous coughing last night; and when she asked why … I told her. I also told her to enjoy her holiday and not worry about me, as I am breathing easier this morning – and I am alive.

She told me that I “need someone” in my life … and I told her I’m thinking about it.

Bob will always be my man – but he wanted me to get on with life; and he understood that I would need someone I could count on to be with me in times like last night. Bob knew I would never love anyone else like him: but Bob also knew I’d need a friend in my life who cares if I live or die; someone who would help me get over the hump of bad times like last night. When one is literally suffocating … it helps to have another person around who can think clearly and step into the gap.

I made light of the possibility of my dying, and no one would know until the stench made it obvious to anyone passing by my house.

That is a real concern.

No loving husband; a real helpmate.

No kids who care enough to care.

No grandkids who live nearby; they care, they just aren’t readily available to help.

No friends who are “close friends”.

I did make arrangements shortly after becoming a Widow – I informed family members on both sides, of my heart and lung issues, asked a few of them if they’d be my contacts (they said yes) – and I made extra housekeys … and handed them out.

All the people who should be calling daily to check up on me (those with house keys for that specific reason), have not called. AT ALL; 2019 was 2 years ago. The ”networking” is not working. Communication is full of static; and the links are broken.

I do have friends. But, they have families of their own. When it comes to “hookups”, they think of getting together for coffee, and occasional lunches/suppers – they are not thinking of checking up on me to make sure I am alive day to day; I am a friend – I am not their family member.

None of these people understand what it is to be totally alone; I am not faulting them - by and large, they are good people who have embraced me - but, they have people in thier lives 24/7/365: they cannot comprehend that I am quite literally a.l.o.n.e. in life with life threatening issues, on a daily basis (weak lungs/faulty heart). They all joke about needing to be alone (jokingly wishing away thier hubby and kids "that annoy them"), but they don't understand the seriousness that a solo lobo life entails.

And then there is the 24/7/365 covid hysteria that has people (even some of those mentioned above) too scared to risk getting involved: making a house call to see why I am not answering my phone will not be happening from scaredy-cats.

And if I cannot breathe; I cannot call 911.

If I die, no one will know but me and God.

All that said …

I saw through phone notifications yesterday, that snow would be arriving around 5 AM this morning, so – when I stumbled off to bed last night, I set the alarm clock ‘just in case’ I actually woke up: this snowbaby likes to watch the first flakes of snow falling 😊

However, snow did not make an appearance this morning.

As of yet (12:42 PM), snow still is not on the air. There is snow on the KM (about 45 minutes away); there is snow on Beaver Creek (a few miles up the road; maybe 10 minutes away); there is snow up Rose Valley (maybe 10 minutes the opposite direction); there is snow up the Toutle (about 25 minutes away) … but no snow locally (in immediate vicinity; town).

Snow on the KM, early morning today.
7-inches of snow on Beaver Creek today; noon posting.

While I wait for the “ify” snow predicted; I’m going to snuggle under Bob’s comfy recliner blanket, drink peppermint flavored coffee (coffee is good for asthma – peppermint is good for my holiday mood 😉), and finish reading my last Christmas novel.

Coffee & Asthma: https://allergyasthmanetwork.org/news/coffee-and-asthma/

All three stories in the novel are based around a town named Mistletoe, Texas.

Last Christmas novel in my book cache.
Backstories.

It finally started snowing a little after 4 PM 😊

Big, FAT, fluffy flakes – I love a snowy Christmas ðŸ˜Š

CHRISTMAS EVE ASTHMA ATTACK

I really thought my ticket would be punched tonight.

I am worn out just trying to stay alive, so I'm going to go to bed. I will also be setting the alarm clock for 5 AM; because that is when snow is expected to make a showing.

The attack came out of nowhere.

Experiencing an asthma attack when you are all alone is scary.

You start coughing – but can’t draw breath into your lungs. Tears are running down your face. You feel like iron bands are closing around your chest, squeezing life out of you. You try not to panic because panic in this dire situation is an additional enemy.

I was feeling my life ebbing away, and looking at my inhaler: the inhaler was useless because I need air in order to inhale the steroid … and if I can’t suck air into my lungs, the inhaler is worthless.

I considered calling 911 – but I couldn’t breathe to speak; all I could do was cough and wheeze. 911 would have been as equally useless as the inhaler, at this point.

I MISSED BOB; and I knew that I may be seeing Bob, if my lungs didn’t settle down.

I was lightheaded.

I knew my face looked like it had gone through a meat grinder: strenuous coughing, trying mightily to get air into my struggling lungs, and feeling myself suffocate was putting pressure on the blood vessels in my face.

It’s a helpless feeling – and I hate feeling helpless. I don’t like feeling out of control of my own body.

I concentrate HARD on calming down – my struggling lungs are quickly moving towards hyperventilation; but, I know, from past experiences …  that if I can get the spiraling suffocation under control, I have a chance of surviving this attack.

My chest HURTS. 

My lips are tingling.

My throat is very sore.

I carefully stand up and walk around.

Suddenly I feel air squeezing into my constricted lungs, and I gulp it in – trying not to be greedy: too much air, too quickly, will set off another attack.

As the air slowly, and painfully fills my lungs, I have to spit. There is blood in the spit: my throat is raw from the coughing. Blood vessels in my throat have burst from the suffocation inflammation. I turn on the sink faucet, thankful the danger is past.

Now, I can use my inhaler – my airways are open enough. In short order, I am breathing easier: the danger is past.

But I am worn out.

It is hard on your body, struggling to stay alive.

I’m going to go to bed now and rest.

Hopefully I will wake up when the alarm goes off, notifying me snow may be waiting to greet my eyes. If not, I'll be with Bob ;-)

Christmas Eve was exciting … but I wish it had not been so painfully engaging.

We Three Kings - Sarah McLachlan (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGVNzgUxE-g)

The First Noel/Marry Mary – Sarah McLachlan (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6s8eEMKx05A)

Angels We Have Heard on High – Sarah McLachlan (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lak92TFo-zA)

O Come All Ye Faithful – Sarah McLachlan (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGRG2qgTycU)

What Child Is This/Greensleeves – Sarah McLachlan (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2qIqEPMriA)

O Little Town of Bethlehem – Sarah McLachlan (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jyPMDD8fGeA)

Sarah McLachlan: Wintersong (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGwXyM82k2Y)

Thursday, December 23, 2021

SNOW – MAYBE; & DOORKNOB JINGEL BELLS

This is how hysteria works … some clueless talking head (no doubt a ‘science’ devotee), with a taste for {climate change} bullshit, agrees to be the DC ventriloquist doll, parroting the demonrat climate change hysteria.

“Terrifying US Weather!”

I wonder, at what point, will people stop listening to these government propaganda agents >:-P

Point No. 1 – Snow accumulations as high as a one-story-building happens all the time on the East Coast and Mid-West regions; this is not “terrifying” news; people who live in these regions are prepared to be snowed in at some point during snowfall – they mark where their cars have been parked, restock the woodpile, and bring a shovel in the house … so they can dig a path out in the morning … and carefully dig the cars out.

I have memories of this happening when I was a child in Minnesota (and would laughingly tell Bob of those days): we always had a cozy wood fire going in or county houses; and at one time, had a basement filled with coal in one in-town house, for those cold snaps.

Snow drifts to the eves of the houses were a normal happening in the wintertime. We did not live in the mountains.

Point No. 2 – Heavy rains, and gusty winds are normal for all regions of the USA in the wintertime: this is not “terrifying” news. The East Coast, Mid-West, and Western States ALL get slammed with heavy snowfall, heavy rainfall, and severe winds … every wintertime.

This is not big news; this is not freaky weather. This is normal weather for these regions.

Point No 3 – None of what will be happening is “terrifyingly epic”.

Here, in the PNW where I live, the weather is going to be pretty normal – and I live fairly close to the Columbia River.

According to the weatherman, we’re supposed to have a ‘White Christmas’  we’ll see.

We rarely get snow on the lowlands for Christmas; and when we do see snow, it usually comes around Valentine’s Day – in delayed sprinkle. Sometimes, if we are lucky, we may get 12-18” in a rare January showing … but it’s melted away before the week is out.

Personally, I’d like to see a White Christmas actually happen here on schedule 😉

I’ve been immersing myself I the Christmas Spirit this year: lunch in town with friends, holiday clothing, new decorations to replace the old (more solo lobo style, now that family is absent), some fun “additions” to the holiday mood swing, new music (avoiding holiday love songs & tears, this year)a Christmas Day snowfall would be welcome 😊

Preparing a Doorknob Jingle Bell; step 1.
Preparing a Doorknob Jingle Bell; step 2.
Preparing a Doorknob Jingle Bell; step 3.
A 'ringing welcome' Doorknob Jingle Bell; step 4.

I Appreciate the past – Christmases with Bob were wonderful.

I am purposefully/actively living in the present – acceptance of my city dwelling/solo lobo life.

I am looking towards the future – which is flexible, minute by minute/day by day.

‘Deck the Halls’ Heavy Metal – Orion’s Reign: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZ2ar6ysGxM)

‘We Wish You A Merry Christmas’ – Orion’s Reign: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RdGejNnvY4)

‘Joy To The World’ – Orion’s Reign: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmQuNoqhJjY)

‘Little Drummer Boy’ – Orion’s Reign: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SweXvZTbqYI)

This next song is Not Christmasy … but I LIKE bagpipes; especially around this time of year 😊

‘Celtica Pipes Rock’: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zo2hXxB06zQ)

HOLIDAY REPEAT

The obamanite demonrats are on a roll.

They are going into Lockdown Mode this Holiday Season – as they have the past 2 years. And, according to reports … there will be no let up at all.

Covid Here To Stay: https://www.nbcnews.com/science/science-news/is-covid-here-to-stay-endemic-rcna9559

They have collected a following of brainwashed lemmings that mindlessly do what they are told; and they have waged war on freethinkers, Christians, The People, and whoever else refuses to fall in line and goose-step to their demands.

The obamanites have been a tyrannical force since 2009; and every week they make another power move. Covid19 is their golden goose – this past Presidential Election was stolen outright by lockdown mandates; the demonization of President Trump; a flurry of propaganda electoral voting ballots/faulty voting machines that only tallied biden votes and cancelled Trump votes; and obamanite backed/supported domestic terrorists such as blm and antifa that bullied, staged violent {protests} which included videoed murders of those who disagree with blm and antifa (every single demonrat political figure ‘stood with’ and ‘took a knee’ to the terrorizing lawlessness); defunded and fired city police forces around the USA – the obamanites feel invincible at the moment, and are meeting secretly behind closed doors to pass {laws} that The People have not had a voice in … or voted for.

They intend to do away with American Freedoms, and establish a socialist/communist foothold.

USA GOVERNMENT PUSH TO SUPPRESS FREDOMS OF SPEECH: https://www.theepochtimes.com/new-emails-reveal-evidence-of-government-efforts-to-suppress-free-speech_4171310.html?utm_source=News&utm_campaign=breaking-2021-12-22-1&utm_medium=email&est=VT7PmFeeuOfceEhsGT8Q8QK9qtLMslyEBZaXCva1RWNqejWs1g0RPZLZC63D&fbclid=IwAR2i8Tez9mVygsi9rO5jryjzqoNRmyYtWQJQtXh6F8GdEtvtgiJclryEavs

And like clueless biden; fauci is their favored tool of the moment.

biden is obama’s lapdog, happily licking barak hussain obama’s steel-toed-boots – and cluelessly parroting/pantomiming what he is told to say/do.

fauci, who fancies himself “science itself” (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a1pT8QgN8gU): is delusional. fauci helped to fund and spread this covid19 biological weapon, but he is not God – even if the obamanites worship him as one. The obamanites also refer to barak hussain obama as their NWO {messiah}; and treat his brown-nosing lapdog, biden, like “a deity”.

‘Sad Little Man’ song - about fauci: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsANoiJa9Uc)

Clearly, the obamanite demonrats are lost in their own convoluted delusions: and are stuck on a holiday repeat, like a scratched vinyl record. 

However, those of us who still think rationally – and choose freedom to make our own choices, over blindly following the blind … are not falling line, or obeying the talking heads in DC; or local offices, either, for that matter.

The People have had enough.

I’ve never knuckled down, I will never knuckle down; and I am glad to see that other’s who originally believed the scare tactic of the 2019 holiday season … are bucking the mandates of the 2021 holiday season.

ALL the local Senior Groups are continuing to meet together: those whose health is sketchy just stay home, and allow the rest of us to do our own thing. That’s how it should be in America, the Land of the Free.

Me at the Keenager's Christmas Meet, yesterday.

Seniors are aging, just like everyone else on the planet … the only difference is that we don’t have time to waste being housebound – and some seniors, like myself, are living solo lobo (for various reasons): the ridiculous house arrest mandates forced on us by DC and local governing forces, will do more damage to housebound seniors than this virus that has the same {killing rate} as a bad case of Winter influenza.

Masks don't work.

Vaccines don't work.

The imless mandates don't work.

People wearing masks and getting the jabs are still dying.

People can die of isolated loneliness.

People can die of stale home air (can’t open the windows in wintertime). Stale air breeds bacteria that causes lung damage.

People need people I their lives – maybe not every second of their life, but at least once a week; to stay healthily balanced emotionally, physically, and spiritually.

People in America used to understand that fact: before fauci’s lies took root and common sense was buried deep in demonrat political bullshit, coming out of the obamanite DC.

The People are no longer willing to repeat the past two years of politically motivated hysterical Holiday Season Repeats.

Maybe the 2021 holiday season will gift America with common sense again.