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Friday, November 4, 2022

Yesterday's Post: 'IF' ~McCormick Park (11-3-22)

Today I hopped the River, and shook the local dust off my feet.

Today's Agenda ...
There's a break in the rain, so I'm taking a break from the local dramas.

It’s time to shake things up a bit, and spend some time away from the trauma dramas (continual family infighting) that literally try to suck the joy out of my life.

McCormick Park, St. Helens, OR from Heron Pointe, WA - 36 mins.
Gray skies, both sides of the River – but I like the sunny message; 😉; Rainier-OR

It felt good to leave Longview behind. Even though I didn’t drive that far away from the madhouse, it was a relaxing drive, and an enjoyable walk in the forested Park environment.

I chuckled when I saw my reflection in the window glass: I looked like a Doonesburry character, wearing Bob’s big-billed baseball cap. LOL

Arrived - and donned Bob's bill cap & my rain slicker ...
This is new: put up in May of this year ... but kinda meaningless to me with my heart arrythmia; my heartbeat is normally pretty rapid with a 1-2-3 skipped beat.
Baby Sword Ferns.
Orange-tinted Vine Maple leaves.
I had company on the trail; 10 walkers & joggers, & 8 assorted breed of dogs 😉
B.I.G. maple leaves! Admittedly I have a small foot ... but this leaf was at least 12-inches long & just as wide!
Yellow Alder leaves.
I LOVE being in the forest, under a tree canopy.
Yellow is the dominant leaf color, this afternoon ...
A patch of Sword Ferns - medium sized.
Oak Tree litter.
Creeping Ivy eating trees alive ...
A bright spot of color on the forest floor ...
Furry rocks.
Windblown misses: 'Sphagnum Moss' (L) & 'Goose-neck Moss' (R).
A Holly Tree, sporting bright red berries; with Fir sap scenting the air, it smelled like Christmas.
I'm enjoying the freedom!
A cozy shelter form some wintering animal ...
Vermillion tinted Blackberry leaves, along the creek.
So peaceful - GLAD I heeded the prod to 'Go!'
A 45-minute loop back to the parked Highlander.

It started raining as soon as I slid into the driver's seat. I was glad I was able to enjoy this day outside. But, I have decided, that with the rainy season unfolding, I am stepping back socially, and hibernating for a while.

Hopefully people will be in a better frame of mind, come Spring 2023.

‘IF’ Post, Continued … https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2022/11/if-continued.html

And with that decision, I left the Park and headed home to change the furnace filter, and enjoy a light Supper.

Rain started as I was leaving the Park; and continued all the way home.
Back home, I changed the furnace filter ... and pulled a new juice, to enjoy.
Supper - a Ham Sandwich, chips, and butter pickles.
Cozy ...
Preemie Baby Receiving Sacque Gown.

Thursday, November 3, 2022

PHILIPPIANS ~ Chapter 1/Thursday Bible Study

The *Church at Philippi was the 1st Church Apostle Paul founded in Macedonia. Philippi was a military city – not a commercial center – and the people of Philippi were considered citizens of Rome, and given a number of special roman privileges. One of those special privileges was that a roman citizen could not be punished without a trial, as we read in Acts 16:37-40 when Paul claimed his roman citizenship and openly condemned the local magistrates during his ill-treatment at their hands. It was largely due this open rebuke by Apostle Paul that future punishments towards **Christians in Philippi were limited.

The best estimates of when this epistle was drafted and dispatched would be 55 A.D.; about five years after his first visit to Philippi, and the founding of a small member Church Body (Acts 16). According to this account, Paul’s first contact in Philippi was with a group of women gathered together for prayer on Shabbat. #Lydia, a textile merchant, was the first Philippian convert, and community leader: as highlighted in that recounting, a warm and mutual friendship developed. And by the time Apostle Paul had written his Philippian =Epistle, the Philippian Church Body had grown to a count of 30 – 50 people … small, but effective 😊

In Acts, we read about Lydia and other women who were the earliest movers in the Philippian congregation: this community of Early Believers had significant female leadership from the get-goand says something significant about Apostle Paul’s understanding of {gender roles} in the Body of Christ.

The city of Philippi, located along the Mediterranean, is now part of present-day Greece and just south of Bulgaria – but in Paul’s day, it was an important roman colony in the region of ancient Macedonia, and the citizens there would have lived with the awareness of imperial power overshadowing every aspect of their lives. This Philippian letter from Paul makes a few references to the opposition and persecutions experienced by those early Believers, there.

The letter to the Philippians is about what it means to be citizens in the kingdom of ***Yeshua Ha’Mashiach: Paul encourages Believers to stand firm in their new identity in ****Christ over – and against – other allegiances and opponents who demand conformity to earthly kingdoms, dominions, and regions. The Believers primary allegiance is to Christ, and Him alone.

Philippians is referred to as the “Epistle of Joy”, and the words joy, rejoice, and gladness are liberally sprinkled throughout … even though Paul sits in chains, and the Philippian Church faces significant social and political opposition.

**********

Philippians ~ Chapter 1/Thursday Bible Study

Salutation

“From Paul and Timothy, servants of Yeshua Ha’Mashiach, to all the Christians at Philippi, including the pastors and deacons. Grace be to you, and peace, from *****Elohim the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ! (vvs. 1 – 2)

Paul’s Love for the Saints

I thank my God for all my memories of you. It is always a joy for me to pray for you because you have taken a full share in the ==Gospel work from the first day it came to you, until now. And I am sure of this, that He Who began a good work in you will keep on perfecting (improving = educating/cultivating, growing; refining = upgrading/advancing, moving forward; honing = preparing, training, coaching, teaching; sharpening = enhancing, boosting; put the finishing touch on) it until the day of Jesus Christ.

I think that it is right for me to feel that way about all of you, because I have you always in my heart and you have shared (combined, mutual, joint, communal) Elohim’s grace with me – both when I have been in chains, and also when I have been free to defend and vindicate (support, prove, uphold, clearly define) the Gospel. And Elohim knows how I yearn for you all with deep love of Christ Jesus Himself. (vvs. 3 – 8)

Paul’s Prayer for Them

My prayer for you is this, that your love may increase still more and that you may get a greater knowledge and a deeper understanding. Thus you will always be able to prize what is excellent, and to be pure and blameless till the day when Christ shall return. And your lives will be filled with the fruits of righteousness, all through Jesus Christ and all the glory and praise of Elohim. (vvs. 9 – 11)

The Spread of the Gospel Due to Paul’s Imprisonment

Brethren, I want you to know that what has happened to me has actually helped to spread the Gospel. It has now become common knowledge throughout the ##emperor’s guard and elsewhere that I am in prison for the sake of Christ.

Besides, most of the brethren, on account of my imprisonment, have become more dependent on the Lord and have started to preach oftener and more boldly than ever before. (vvs. 12 – 14)

The Progress in Preaching

It seems that some of them are preaching because of envy (jealousy, greed, resentment) or partisanship (bias = favoritism, one-sidedness), but there are some, too, who preach Christ because of good will (grace = encouragement, cheer, boost, lift; helpfulness = value, benefit; care = maintenance of-; support/backing, assistance). These last-named do it out of love, for they know that I was poised (assured, confident, on the verge = approach) to defend the Gospel.

The first-named, on the other hand, are preaching Christ – not sincerely, but out of ill-will (animosity or bitterness) to me; that they thereby may add to my pain (discomfort, sorrow, mistreatment = oppression) in prison. What does it really matter? In one way or another … Christ is now being preached. From false motives, and from honest motives: I am, therefore glad that He is being made known; and I shall always be glad because of it. (vvs. 15 – 18)

The Prayers of Intercession

Because of your prayers of intercession (easing, assistance = help, support), and because of the bountiful (openhanded = generous) resources (means, supplies) from the ******Ruach HaKo’desh, I realize that all this will make for my own welfare (wellbeing, happiness, benefit). It is my earnest expectation and hope that I may never disgrace (shame, dishonor, tarnish = damage) myself, but that I shall now, as always hitherto, bravely stand up for Christ; and honor Him with my body, no matter whether that means to live for Him, or to die for Him; for to me … to live is Christ and to die is gain!

But if to keep on living here in this body means that my labor is bearing fruit, then I cannot decide which choice is the better. I am hard pressed (burdened with urgency) between the two. I have had the desire to leave this world and be with Christ, for obviously that would be far better. But for your sakes, it seems more important that I go on living among you. I am fully convinced of this, and therefore I feels sure that I will live a while longer and thus continue to help all of you advance in Christian living – as well as in the joy that comes from faith. So, when I come to you again you will have a chance to rejoice more than ever with me in Christ Jesus. (vvs. 19 – 26)

Unity Through Faithful Christian Living

No matter what happens, you must live lives worthy (well-intentioned, admirable, praiseworthy = credible) of the Gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come to you or do not come, may I hear about you that you stand firm – united in spirit, having one purpose, one faith – working together for the Gospel cause! Never for a moment let your foes (enemies; rivals = challengers; antagonists) frighten (alarm, upset, worry) you in any way. Your fearlessness (courage = daring, resolution/resolve; boldness = confidence/conviction; confidence = trust) will then be to them a sign of their own coming defeat (setback, loss) – as well as your salvation (recovery, liberation); and that all from Elohim Himself. Now, you have been granted (approved, given, awarded) the grace (favor, mercy, blessing, honor) not only to believe in Christ; but also to suffer for Him. You are to fight (match, campaign = task, duty, mission – carry out) the same fight in which you have seen me engaged (busy, take part), the same struggle (effort, labor = make a great effort) you hear I still have.” (vvs. 27 – 30)


*Church = Body of Believers: congregation of people gathering to honor Yeshua (Savior, Son of God = God), and worship Elohim (the Father = God).

**Christians = followers of Christ; Children of Almighty God.

#Lydia = a woman from Thyatira, was the first of Paul’s converts in Europe. Lydia – a woman of means and standing, lived and worked in Philippi; dealing in textiles colored with the purple dye for which the region was famous. Her wealth allowed her to live independently in a spacious house. She was also a religious seeker. She was among the gentile women who gathered outside Philippi on each Sabbath to pray to the God of the Jews. Lydia's attendance at the prayer gathering demonstrated her willingness to respond to as much about God as she knew. Acts 16, tells Lydia's story. Following her baptism, she opened her household to Paul, his co-workers, and the new Christian congregation. Lydia and her friends were the nucleus of the congregation at Philippi. Paul and his companions made Lydia’s house their headquarters before and after their stay in the Philippi jail. Acts 16: 14 & 40.

Thyatira (also Thyatira) (Ancient Greek: Θυάτειρα) was the name of an ancient Greek city in Asia Minor, now the modern Turkish city of Akhisar. During the Roman era, it was famous for its dyeing facilities and was a center of the purple cloth trade. Among the ancient ruins of the city, inscriptions have been found relating to the guild of dyers in the city.

=Epistle = (/ɪˈpɪsəl/; Greek: ἐπιστολή, epistolē, "letter") is a writing directed or sent to a person or group of people, usually an elegant and formal didactic letter: part of the scribal-school writing curriculum.

***Yeshua Ha’Mashiach: is Hebrew for “Jesus the Messiah”; the name Jesus is the Greek form of the Hebrew name Yeshua.

****Christ (from the Hebrew word, Ha’Mashiach ישוע המשיח & the Greek word, Christos/khris-tos) = The Anointed, Yeshua the Messiah, in both languages.

*****Elohim (Hebrew: אֱלֹהִים, romanized: ʾĚlōhīm: [(eloˈ(h)im]) is a Hebrew word meaning "Gods – Father, Son, & Holy Spirit". Although the word is plural in form, in the Hebrew Bible it usually refers to a single deity “Behold, the Lord – the Lord is One”, particularly the at God of Israel.

==Gospel = teaching or revelation of Christ.

##Emporer’s Guard = an imperial guard or palace guard is a special group of troops, typically closely associated directly with the Emperor. Usually, these troops represent a more privileged status than other imperial forces, including the regular armed forces; and maintain special rights, privileges and traditions.

******Ruach HaKo’desh: In Hebrew, the Holy Spirit (רוח הקודשRoo-ahk hah-Koh-desh) refers to the divine force, quality, and influence (aka, power) of God.

The Holy Spirit (Luke 3:16 & 11:13; 1 Corinthians 6:9; Ephesians 1:13 & 4:30; 1 Thessalonians 4:8; Titus 3:5; and Jude 1:20), is referred to more than 90 times in the Brit Chadashah.


**Ephesians 6: https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2022/10/ephesians-chapter-6thursday-bible-study.html

Wednesday, November 2, 2022

GOOD

It’s been a stressful few weeks.

I don’t like it when my anger button is continually triggered; just to get a rise out of me from immature morons passing themselves off as adults.

So, this morning I woke up and decided to ditch the excess baggage: I got my own stuff going on; don’t want to deal with anyone else’s; especially if they don’t want to shift gears and start adulting.

I’m backing off from Thursday and Sunday dramas. Don’t need it in my life. Don’t want it in my life.

 
The Seeds – ‘Pushing Too Hard’ song:

I don’t accept bad behavior.

From anyone.

The original Plan was to get dressed and drive to St. Helens, OR, to hike in the Park there – work off some steam, and relax my thoughts: getting out of Dodge helps 😉

A drive would be good.

A brisk walk – even in the rain – would be good.

We are in the rainy season here, so I was pulling my bright yellow rain slicker out of the closet when I got an incoming text: “Hey girl, what’cha up to? Don’t let the crazies bring you down – let’s have lunch!”

So … back into the closet the rain slicker went, and off to lunch I went. 3 enjoyable hours were spent in the Diner 😊

Spending time with a good friend would be a good balancing factor.

Good company … and a WHOPPER of a Blu Cheese Cheeseburger at the Indy Diner, on Industrial Way 😉

I’m still going to skip Thursdays and Sundays for a while … but Mondays, Tuesdays, & Fridays are still on my calendar’s docket.

Spending good time with good friends Mondays, Tuesdays, and Fridays … will be good enough; for the time being 😊

'Let’s Get Together’ song:

Monday, October 31, 2022

KEEP THE COFFEE COMING …

Oy Vey: the bitching from {offended people} never ends.

The morning started out with a hope and a promise, despite the dreary weather. I dressed, prepared a coffee before walking out the door, and slipped the CD with Bob’s voice on it into the player (always puts a positive spin on the unfolding day); and set out for an enjoyable day with friends …

Face on ... ready to meet & greet.
Still doing a closet purging - this top gets to stay ;-)
Goat in the middle of the road; Spruce Creek Road.

Arriving at my destination, it quickly became apparent that once again, complaining trouble-makers were not going to let the day be enjoyable.

So, after listening to a good half-hour of nonsensical bellyaching about projected {wrongs}while actual wrongs were totally being ignored/and-or excused, I couldn’t take anymore. And said as much. I stressed firmly that if it was being “demanded that we accepted bully tactics from specifically chosen people”, and we had to “understand” certain personality tics … then that had to be a two-way understanding: the same rules needed to apply to the trouble-maker’s, too.

I also stated that I refused to knuckle under to the bullies, and I refused to be broken by the queen bee who has set herself up as a demi-god, self-styled-judge, and pious jury causing trouble just because she can – and everyone has allowed it.

I said I am willing to consider joint changes from everyone (including mz queen bee), and I am willing to seek a peaceful solution. BUT I adamantly refuse to be browbeat into accepting unacceptable behavior – and I will not be broken: better people have tried. Only Elohim can bring me to a breaking point, and when He does that, there’s always a healing process that takes the sting out of the situation.

Mz queen bee is not God … and I do not have to submit to her toxic sting.

If mz queen bee is feeling {hurt}, then she only has to look to the image in the mirror to rectify the situation.

I refuse to be broken to make someone else feel good about themselves.

I am a Rebel WITH a Cause; and people are learning that about me.

I can be a Friend, or an opponent: the choice is theirs. Either way, I intend to win the scuffle provoked to break me, and continue enjoying MY LIFE. With ... or without them in it.

C.h.o.i.c.e.s.

A happy Life is always about choices.

If I didn’t truly believe things will eventually even out and start getting better, I’d avoid getting together with people, altogether. Praise the Lord, someone spoke up and said they would be happy to mediate, and be a peacemaker between the trouble-makers and the rest of us that are standing strong; and refusing to be broken by the weekly trauma dramas.

Lately, it seems I am reminded every day of why I have avoided people for as long as I have. I didn’t start a full-on mingling socially until the Fall of 2021.

And I am also reminded every day that mingling with people is a necessary thing to moving forward. Even when trouble-makers start their bullying shit.

Thank the Lord, I am not easily manipulated – I can hear what people are saying to me … and still know I am exactly where I am supposed to be in this time of My Life, {without anyone’s permission to enjoy the freedom} of that knowing, being, and doing 😉

After the dustup had settled, and the enjoyable part kicked in, laughter echoed among us and hearts were lightened. We are, by majority – friends, after all.

On my way home, I passed a little roadside waterfall. It soothed me. It reminded me that things fall into place all by themselves if allowed to.

Waterfall; Mill Creek Road.
Ricky Nelson – ‘Garden Party’ song:

Sunday, October 30, 2022

WHO?

Each of the reports I've read about the attack on Paul Pelosi states that "someone answered the door when police knocked" and "an unknown person answered the door when cops knocked".

The cops saw Mr. Pelosi and his attacker fighting over a hammer, with him being struck.

Everything else aside, I wonder: who was that 3rd person who opened the door?

Clearly, I've watched way too many crime mystery shows ...

MPO is that it is a set-up job to discredit the deplorables the demonrats hate.