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Monday, April 11, 2022

UNUSUAL – but not so strange …

Well, the weather in my neck of the PNW region this year, has been weird to say the least. I got the notifications on my phone last night that it would be snowing Monday (today) through Friday – snow this time of year is unusual … but it’s not so strange.

Last night’s weather forecast - not looking good for road travel.
Last night, I noticed the street drains are getting backed up with the heavy rainfall.

The Spring of 1975 was a weird one, too. When I woke up May 10th with intense Braxton Hicks twinges, Bob drove my pregnant self from our home in Cathlamet, to the Monticello Hospital in Longview – and to our startled eyes: there was a thick, wide, patch of ice across the highway at County Line. Bob carefully drove over it, before picking up speed again.

So, I didn’t think last night’s notification was too strange. WA weather is ass-backwards anyway when it comes to snow. Snow rarely happens here when it’s supposed to (like around Christmas, would be nice – and n.o.r.m.a.l.). Snow in WA State ALWAYS happens in January, or February. I admit snow in April, or May is strange; but not all {that} strange: just annoying. But, I am sure the national weather forecasters are jumping from forecast chart to forecast chart, and peeing themselves over ‘climate change!’ hysterics being channeled to them by political {scientific} nonsense.

Today, I was up; bright-eyed, and bushy-tailed around 7 AM – and seeing snowflakes.

Woke up to snow - not a lot of snow, but snow nonetheless; Butterfly Bush planter.
The neighbor's car had been nipped by Jack Frost's April's surprise.
Rayne's manicured lawn had also been visited by that impish sprite ...
Typical WA weather; ass-backwards weatherwise.
Drains overflowing with fallen tree blossoms, non-stop rainfall, and a surprise snowfall.
All Spring weather plans have been upended by Jack Frost, and tossed aside for the time being.
The demonrat obamanite propaganda never stops ... this was tagged to my FB Post as soon as I posted it.
I Messaged Adna Floral on FB, to see if the annual Floral Sale was still on; most of their plants are veggie transplants and tender annuals.
The ground is so saturated, I may lose several plants in this flowerbed.
Significant snowfall out Coal Creek.
Snowy situation out Coal Creek, Longview Heights, Goose Hollow, and over Delameter.
I hope my Apple Trees survive this cold snap; they had just started blooming. I doubt there will be apples this year.

Around 8 AM the heat pump thermostat was blinking an unwelcome message to me, as I walked past it: and it was an hour behind in time. If the batteries totally die … will the Heat Pump stop working?

Replace Batteries notification for the Heat Pump.

I am pretty ignorant when it comes to stuff like this, so I called the 1-800-number needed to schedule someone to come out here and change the thing – of course, everyone “is working from home”: an hour later, still no return call. So, I called back and was told, “I left her an email. I don’t know where she is; I’ll send her another urgent request, but I don’t know if any technicians will be available to be sent out by dispatch.” WTH What kind of mickey mouse operation is this????

It’s snowing: I need this thing up and running; so, as much as I loathe candy scott, I called the Park Office and asked if there was anyone in the Park available that could switch the batteries out for me; she said there was, and she’d contact them. I am thankful, and grateful – that does not mean I’ll ever consider her a friend … but I do appreciate her doing her job (when she feels like it).

I am settling into my New Life, and building community; and communities always have unpleasant people in them – candy scott is my unpleasant community member.

But I can’t let her sour attitude color my world. 

It is true that her actions killed my husband.

It is also true that Bob had apparently been seriously ill for a long time – perhaps Bob knew that, perhaps he didn’t: but I certainly did not know.

And candy scott’s attitude and actions caused that illness to flare up and shatter our life together.

I know Bob is in a much better place. 

I also miss Bob’s presence in my life. Acutely.

I can’t allow candy scott to have power over me, or my emotions; I’d rather not have any dealings with her at all – but she is Park Manager. I need to deal with her on occasion.

I live in this Park – I need to feel comfortable living in this Park. I do have a couple friends that live here, too … but I need to know more than one or two people here; maybe that will happen since I’ll be spending more time at home this year.

While visiting Blog Hops, I was again pleasantly surprised to see that another one of my Posts had been highlighted by another Blog Hop Host 😊

My Big Fat Menopausal Blog, Blog Hop.
One of my own designs featured on another Blog Hop :-)
MOD YELLOW ROSE COFFEE CUFF: 

Checking on the slipper soles I coated last night, I noticed they were still slightly damp – so, I’ll l eave them to {cure} another night before coating the soles of the remaining three pairs of slippers.

I'll do the remaining slipper coatings tomorrow; these are still damp.

It’s noon now, and today’s pace has found a comfortable stride … but the weather is still in utter confusion 😉

The digital Forecaster is fairly accurate - the weather is a complicated mess. LOL


DANDELION POWER

Dandelions are good for you - my mother would send us outside to collect dandelion leaves for Spring Salads 😊

The entire dandelion plant is good for the entire human body; so, harvest those pesty things instead of killing them off 😉

Dandelion Power: https://www.ruralsprout.com/dandelion-flowers/?fbclid=IwAR0tEwHxbm1M5jXwKyYW0Rzl_j3mZjeT1Dc7L80XGyUX71tl9YgpPIkiP0k

However, I never liked the Dandelion Wine - that was foul stuff!

Sunday, April 10, 2022

SOLES WITH SOUL

After fellowship this morning, I stopped at JoAnne’s on the way home to grab some puff paint to coat the soles of my handknit slippers with: I like color in my life, and I wanted my slippers soles to have colorful soul/soul = active, essential part of something 😊

While in JoAnne’s, I noticed that the Tulips brand is no longer being sold … now, only Pop is available; so, I bought two packs of the colors needed – these packs are cheaper, but they are also very limited in color choices ☹

Anyway …

I only have three sets of cardboard sole cutouts in my size (I used to make slippers for sale, of various patterns & sizes, before the government shut the Bazaar venues down); so, I slipped the cardboard sole cutouts into the slippers to stretch the yarn to form the outline of my feet – then I coated three pairs of slipper soles this afternoon: tomorrow, I do the other three 😉

Getting ready to coat slipper soles with non-slip application.
Soles liberally coated; and set to harden overnight.
Quantic – “We Got Soul” happy feet song –

WALKING WITH GOD

Today was Communion Sunday.

Today is also the count-down-week to the importance of Calvary’s message: I wanted to be fellowshipping – and partaking of The Lord’s Supper – with fellow Believers.

I ended up in Lexington; I was running late, and Lexington was the closer option. I arrived as the song service was ending – I left following Communion service, after hearing who would be giving a message today.

The songs were pretty low-key this morning.
I left after partaking of Communion.
I don't make place in my life, for the err of Vineyard doctrine deviances. I believe it to be heresy – and I steer clear of it being preached outright.

Those of you who have been reading my Blog posts since I started blogging in 2003, know how I feel about the vineyard church – and all the ensuing heretical nonsense since the toronto airport vineyard craziness that has gripped the pentecostal/charismatic organizational ‘churches’: uncontrollable frenzied palsy-like body motions, manic hysterical laughter, barking like dogs/crowing like roosters, drunken stupor (not as described in the Book of Acts – but more like drunks seen in taverns); angel worship, self-proclaimed prophets uttering self-oriented ‘prophecies’ that border on the occult practices of seers and fortune-tellers, overt sexual behavior (people on hands and knees being led around on leashes = sadomasochist sexual behavior), ‘prophetic’ outbursts that have more to do with narcissistic desire than Godly desires (Godly prophesies always point to God … not to self); delusional ‘visions’ – such as jewels falling from the ceilings of ‘church’ buildings (none of these jewels have ever been photographed because they are a delusion). This is hellish behavior, not Godly manifestations.

And Scripture – specifically from the mouth of Yeshua – forbids this type of activity. Yeshua warned in Matthew 24:4 – “Take heed that no one deceive you”.

The Apostles, and Early Church Disciples (co-workers with Apostles), likewise gave warnings about being mislead by false doctrines: Galatians 1:8 & 9 tell us – “But even if we or an angel from heaven should preach to you a different Gospel, contrary to the one preached to you, let them be accursed.” 2 Timothy 4:3 & 4 says, “For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. They will turn their ears from the truth, and turn aside to myths.” 2 Peter 1:12 – 21 is a Scriptural reminder of the dangers concerning the smoothness of false teachings; and a warning to renew our minds concerning the true Gospel teachings: vv. 20 & 21, “Above all, you must understand that no prophecy of Scripture came about by the prophet’s own interpretation of things. For prophecy never had its origin in the human will, but prophets – though human – spoke from God as they were carried along in the Spirit.” And 2 John 1:9 -11, instructs us to note those who deviate from the pure teachings of Christ – and have nothing to do with them, lest we become an accomplice of the sinful mindset and behaviors.

Remember, Lucifer, is a renowned lair – so smooth in his delivery, that he was able to easily sway the first man and first woman by a cleaver twisting of Elohim’s conversations with Adam and Eve in The Garden of Eden. That led to banishment from the garden … and the penalty of death (physical and spiritual) for all of mankind. That spirit of luciferin conning is what we Believers need to be aware of: and steer clear of. 1 John 4:1-6 tells us plainly how to recognize which spirit we are dealing with: v. 1 tells us to “test the spirits” … vv. 5 & 6 says, “They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world – and the worldly-minded listen to them. We are from Elohei, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is not from Elohei does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit of Truth and the spirit of falsehood.”

I go where the Ruach Ha’Kodesh leads me. On any given Saturday or Sunday, I can be found at any one of the four Fellowships I frequent, depending on where Elohim wants me that particular day (often I don’t know where I’ll be until I wake up). I worship, and fellowship, as Scripture tells me to do – not as man demands I do. Each Fellowship meets a specific purpose in my walk with Christ; and according to Scripture, that is how it is supposed to be. So, that is what I do – I don’t apologize to anyone for where I spend my weekend, and I don’t feel the need to explain to anyone why I fellowship where I do on any given weekend. It’s Elohei’s business. It’s my business. It’s no one else’s business.

I will fellowship with anyone claiming to be a Christian - until they prove otherwise.

I was, and am saved for Elohim’s purposes … not to stroke a self-promoting, over-zealous ego of someone standing at a podium. Yeshua, very pointedly, said in Matthew 23:1 – 29, that we are to follow the teachings of God’s Word, not the self-promoting practices of the pious who make a show of being self-important with their pretenses of adherence to the Word … while being arrogantly ignorant of what The Word teaches (they have replaced God’s Word with their own doctrines).

As Believers, we must love those who claim to be Christians, as Yeshua loves us: freely, unconditionally, and in the hope of Faith: John 15:12. Yeshua gave this command knowing there was a traitor among them, that would sell them out to garner favor with the ultrareligious leaders. If they claim to be of the Faith, we are to love them as Christ loves them. Galatians 5 tells us how we should know falsehood from truth … and how we should walk with other Believers claiming kinship with God.

The Lindquist’s have always been more devoted to the world, than to the Message of Christ.

It is our responsibility to our saved self (joint-heirs with Christ) to safeguard our lives so that we do not easily be led astray. It is our responsibility to be filled – and continually renew that filling – with the Ruach Ha’Kodesh’s spirit, that we readily recognize which spirit we are dealing with at any given time, any given day. Yeshua said in John 2:10 – 12, “The Helper, the Ruach Ha’Kodesh, Whom the Father will send in My Name, will teach you all things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to you.” By remaining in Christ – by the indwelling of God’s Spirit – we will not be snared by the deception of the enemy of our soul, as warned of in 2 Thessalonians 2:10 – 12: “And with all wicked deception for those perishing, because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. Therefore, Elohim sends them a strong delusion, so that they may believe what is false, in order that all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness.”

Carl and Ruth boldly and openly announce that they “no longer believe in The Rapture – we used to, but we don’t anymore. And we won’t argue that with anyone.” I feel sorry for them, that they no longer believe as Yeshua taught … and as has been taught since the foundation of Christianity following Yeshua’s resurrection and accension. They also no longer believe that the Ruach Ha’Kodesh drew people to Christ – what they are saying now is so off-the-wall, that it’s hard to contemplate, let alone try to explain in writ. Ruth speaks it, and Carl goes on the defensive when eyebrows shoot up, saying, “Well, you don’t know that it couldn’t have happened like that!” Actually, we do: Scripture is very clear, when people take the time to read Scripture instead of giving sway to nonsensical speculative ridiculousness.

Carl and Ruth’s whacky religiosity reminds me a lot of what my sister ramona, and her husband (who died a few weeks ago) believe, promote, and preach. It’s so far removed from Christianity that it borders on heresy.

There is always a Judas spirit in operation among the Body of Believers.

Petra – ‘Judas Kiss’ song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAU6fo3QDes

If I'm asked why I left before the message was given this morning, I'll be truthful without being snarly. (Galatians 5:25)

We Believers today, must behave towards our Judas’ as Yeshua behaved towards his Judas. Yeshua didn’t browbeat. Yeshua didn’t react in anger. Yeshua didn’t castigate. Yeshua responded with tender compassion. Yeshua expected the Judas kiss – and forgave. Yeshua knew the self-serving weakness of humanity … and freely loved his Judas anyway. Yeshua also knew that Judas was on a path of self-destruction; and that even the purest love (the love only Yeshua can give) couldn’t save Judas because Judas had deluded himself into believing that what he had done was justified, and righteous.

The leadership out at the Lexington fellowship really idolize the Lindquist’s, and I don’t. I couldn’t in good conscience even consider becoming a member of that fellowship. I don’t mind drinking coffee with them, and reminiscing about ‘the good old days’ … but I have no desire to get caught in the trap of idolizing leadership members; or parroting talking points of a false teaching.

Everyone there already knows how I feel about deviating from Scriptural writ; they know I can’t be shaken, or moved to the right or the left – I am moving straight forward on the ‘straight and narrow’. I intend to get to Heaven: Heaven is where Yeshua and Bob are. Nothing, and no one, is going to blindside me with a hard-hitting T-boning.

The Body of Believers is not to be pigeon-holed ... and led astray.

I have over the years been accused of being a ‘church hopper’ because I will not enter into membership with any particular church affiliation. Well, my interpretation of Scripture as written, is that my {membership contract} is to be with Yeshua – period: no one else. A building is a place to gather together; but Yeshua is Who, we as Believers, are to cleave to … not a man, or an organized doctrine (every organized church affiliation has its own set of doctrinal ‘tenants’ based on leadership wants and desires). Organized religion may start out good – but it always ends up very bad: like the toronto airport craziness that is still running rampant through organized religious affiliations. I do not want to be linked with religious nonsense by a membership mandate.

I walk with Yeshua. I move wherever the Ruach Ha’Kodesh moves me: it may be in a small gathering, or it may be in a larger gathering, but membership does not have to be the calling card. Yeshua said in Matthew 18:20 – “Where two or three are gathered in My Name, there am I, in the midst of them”. I answer to Elohim’s call only. I know how to behave; I know how to read the Word for myself – I won’t be told that I need someone with {theological learning} to ‘rightly interpret’ the Scriptures for me: that’s not what Yeshua said. The New Covenant scriptures tells me that The Ruach Ha’Kodesh brings discernment, and teaches Elohei’s Truth to me – in that, I put my trust to “get it right”. John 8:32 says, “And you will know the Truth, and the Truth will set you free.” The New Covenant scriptures tells Believers not to adhere to one specific person’s persuasions. 1 Corinthians 1:10 – 13 says, “I appeal to you, brothers, by the Name of our Lord and Christ, that all of you agree, and that there be no divisions among you; but that you be united in the same mind and the same judgment. For it has been reported to me that there is quarreling among you, brothers. What I mean is that each of you says, ‘I follow Paul’, or ‘I follow Apollos’, or ‘I follow Cephas’, or ‘I follow Christ’. Is Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? or were you baptized in the name of Paul?”

I want to leave myself free to go where the Spirit of God will send me – whenever, and wherever He decides. Currently, the Ruach Ha’Kodesh is directing my car, and my feet, to Lexington. I do not argue with Elohim’s directions – He sees the entirety; I only see the present moment.

My 2021 Blog Post, “You Can’t be Serious, Lord” (also a part of today’s post; and Carl & Ruth were in the middle of that, too, 6 years ago): https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/12/you-cant-be-serious-lord.html

I will firmly stand on what Scripture teaches me – not on the ever-changing whims of any man or woman who fancies they have a ‘prophetic gift’; especially, and specifically, when that {gift} is so far off-base with God’s Word that it’s speedily and consistently rolling into a dangerous foul-ball heresy.

There have been recent changes in Lexington leadership with covid deaths, and the Lindquist’s are getting older: the old guard is changing. Maybe things will right themselves again – only time will tell.

I will meet with the folks in Lexington for coffee and laughs on occasion (I’ve been invited) because I believe everyone gets a shot at redemption during this Later Days period of redeeming the time (only God knows who will be restored) and we are not to be respecters of people – if people are questioning where they stand in relationship with God (several are), and seeking a deeper relationship with God (all say they are), we who know who we are in Christ are to be open to their questing and ready to answer their queries; you know, Elohei gives people free will – if some doggedly choose not to accept salvation on His terms, that’s something they will have to live with in the present and in the future. And, I want to give Rick a fair chance in his leadership position (he was promoted to pastor position 3 weeks ago); so far, nothing he has said, has lit up the red danger light – or set alarm bells to ringing. But if push comes to shove in a pious tug-of-war with the Lindquist’s that will lead to churlish schism (Carl has a hot temper, and Ruth can be pretty snarky: both have a feverish need to be the center of attention) … I will gather my stuff, get up, and leave the building.

Like I did earlier today. 

Life is too short, and time is wrapping up quickly; there is no time to waste on pettiness – and I am not the only worker available for that harvest.

If I am forced to make a choice in order to be acceptable to have around ... I have no problem walking away from Lexington; this has been an ongoing thing, since 1988, when the Lindquist’s introduced vineyard craziness out there. About every 10 years, God points me back there. We’ll see how it goes this time …