The sun made an
appearance … and I pulled a slip of paper out of my ambitions jar.
“It’s A Beautiful
Morning”: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64uikGn-q3k)
The Park was well laid out.
It was a clean Park.
The hiking trail
was a graveled 2-mile loop trail – it was fairly flat, and wider than a goat
trail: very enjoyable.
There was a
Frisbee Golf Course that intersected with the hiking trail, but everyone was courteous.
And friendly.
There were wildflowers in bloom everywhere.
But I did not need my inhaler.
And there were artistically
painted garbage cans placed at intervals along the trail.
After I left the
Park, the day was still young; so I thought I’d drive over Cornelius Pass and
get something to eat at the Greek deli Bob and I enjoyed.
At the top of
Cornelius Pass, there was county landscaping going on; the wait was lengthy.
And the air was
pungent with fir scent as overhanging trees were pruned, and the pruning’s were
shredded: it smelled good.
Tears did not
threaten; even though the smell of fresh cut fir trees will always remind me of
Bob bringing that lingering scent home with him after work: in his hair, on his
clothes, and dusting his skin … and laughingly dusting me with it, too; with a teasing
shake of his head as he bent to kiss me while dropping his lunch pail on the
counter and catching Stacey up for a group hug before the door was closed.
Today, the memories
did not choke me, or squeeze my heart painfully.
What did
threaten to choke me was what greeted my eyes as I turned
off NW Germantown Road and drove down NW 185th to NW Union.
I thought I had taken a wrong road!
There were HUGE
housing developments on both sides of the roadway – and the 2-lane road was a 4-lane road with turnouts going
every which-way.
I was feeling a little apprehensive
and uncomfortable … when I suddenly spotted Albertson’s and started breathing
easy again.
I knew the Mad
Greek Deli was at the junction of NW 185th and NW Union.
When I made the
corner, the deli wasn’t there: all there was, was a large gravel lot: there
would be no delicious sandwich for me today – or any day, anymore.
Apparently, the deli had been torn down while Bob was in the hospital November of 2018.
And when I drove to the Albertson’s entrance … I really was beginning to feel lost: the entire Albertson’s parking lot had morphed into a Mall that spanned 4 blocks!
It was too much to take in all at once.
Too much has
changed since I was last there with Bob; and that wasn’t that long
ago.
Since I was
there, I decided to grab some things from Albertson’s that isn’t available in Longview.
There used to be an Albertson’s store in Longview when Bob and I were first
married, but I think it was gone shortly after Stacey was born. I always like Albertson’s
baked goods, so I got some today before I left.
And then I sat in the car for a
few minutes, regrouping my nerves.
I don’t like big
cities – and big city sprawl unnerves me.
I kept telling
myself, “Well, Val, you got here okay … you can get out of here okay, too.”
And I wanted Bob.
It is a want that will never again be satisfied.
The road crew
was still at it, so I had plenty of time to sit and unwind.
I am upset that
that relaxing country drive has been turned into a citified jungle nightmare,
now.
When I got back
to St. Helen’s, it was Suppertime; so, I started looking for somewhere to eat.
Every restaurant I tried had closed doors – their signs said they were open for
business from 10 AM to 8 PM … but the doors were locked.
I finally found
a Mexican place that was open, so they got my business; and I got a good meal
with friendly chit-chat 😉
Today was full of meaningful explorations.
Some fun, some nerve-wracking: ALL important.
**Meaningful Mondays ~ 2021:
#4 – https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/05/meaningful-monday-mccormick-park.html
==Traveling Thursdays ~ 2021:
#3 – https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/04/traveling-thursday-sulkum-huff-and-puff.html
#2 – https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/04/traveling-thursday-3-county-hopscotch.html
==Sunday~Funday’s ~ 2021:
#1/2021 – https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/04/sundayfunday-21soul-food-clandestine.html
#20 – The last of the 2020 Sunday~Funday’s – https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020/09/sundayfunday-20-deep-river-eden-valley.html (plus 10th thru 19th
SUNDAY~FUNDAY links)
#9 – https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020_04_27_archive.html (plus 1st thru 8th 2019 SUNDAY~FUNDAY links)**
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