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Tuesday, July 20, 2021

WHAT A MONDAY!

This Monday started out weird … and was just flat out frustratingly strange, by the time afternoon was morphing into evening.

Driving out Rose Valley today.
Had a very strong impression to drive out Rose Valley. It's weird.

I had no desire to go for a drive today.

I was planning on staying home and dinking around in my garden area.

And I wanted to do some domestic cleaning around the house. I want to keep the place ‘domestically maintained’; so that if and when a new home becomes available, all I’ll have to do is sign on the dotted line … pack up and beat feet for new digs.

But the impression was so strong, that after clearing away the breakfast dishes … I threw up my hands and said, “Okay! I’ll go!” I quickly washed my hair - letting it air-dry, and pulled on shorts and a pullover top.

I hadn’t driven up Rose Valley in a while.

I wasn’t sure if it had changed like so many other rural areas, have.

It was refreshing to see, that though Kalama has been under socialist leadership for some time … there are still some people who are not so easy to keyhole.

Rose Valley is obviously Trump Country.

A road sign said that the road ended 16 miles ahead.

When I came to the end of the 2-lane highway, and saw the 1-lane goat trail leading up-Up-Upward … I wasn’t sure if the 16 miles ended at the end of the 2-lane, or continued on with the skinny ribbon of a road staring me in the face.

Curious to learn why I had been so urgently prompted to drive this way, I inched forward – praying I would not meet a log truck along the route.

I actually did not want to meet any other vehicle, either: there was no where to pull over – the ribbon of a road hugged the cliffside on one side, and the lip of the road on the other side, dropped sharply to the river below.

But, I was curious to know why I had been led this way.

The want to know, intrigued me.

Left off on Rose Valley Road, and entered a paved logging road - and MET A 4x TRUCK. A tight spot!

It was a tight fit 99% of the drive forward.

There was one spot along the upward route, where the road briefly broadened out – then quickly shrunk in on itself, again.

And I met more cars: where were they coming from?!

The higher the Highlander climbed on that skinny ribbon of a road, I could see scattered private summer homes of the wealthy; some year’round homesteaders, and several private campgrounds with travel Trailor hookups and porta-potty sites.

I actually started to pity the poor log truck drivers who had to deal with the summer vacation travelers on that road when log trucks were wanting to get to ... and from ... the landings, quickly to make payroll.

Plus, log trucks are not like regular trucks: log trucks are BIG – and they pack a heavy weight added to their own hefty weight; they take a loooong time to stop if their brakes get hot, or a pilgrim’s vehicle is handicapped in some way and finds itself in trouble on the road – I would not want to be dealing with a log truck barreling down on me, on that roadway during peak logging season.

Thankfully, that scenario was not in play today.

Got good news about the roadway.
6 cars passed me coming downhill, on that little 1-car-width ribbon of a road as I was driving upward.
And ... ANOTHER skinny ribbon of a roadway.
I honestly do not know what the urgency was to get me up this road; only God knows - and He didn't give a hint.

Foreigner – ‘Urgent’ song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHnNIoNUZig

Bob you better be proud of me! Aside from the high ribbon road, it was an enjoyable drive.

I was not looking forward to backtracking.

But it was necessary to get back off the hillside (I don’t think it was tall enough to qualify as a mountain – but it was steep).

An indication of how skinny the roadway was - barely wide enough for the Highlander’s passenger side to keep from scraping along the bluff.
And Kalama River in the distance below; directly below the driver's window ...
Ay yai yai …
Trump Country high into the hills of Kalama River Road, too.
The want for honey this high up, on that hell road, would have to be as insistent as the impression that got me here this morning.

I drove the high hillside for about 45 minutes (roundtrip) before touching down on the main highway again; and saw a log truck … it pulled out of a side road, a bit in front of me.

Nearing the main Rose Valley highway, my stomach was letting me know it needed something put in it to calm the turbulent stomach juices. I decided to drive into Kalama to Lucky Dragon: I would eat a small portion, and bring the rest home to break down into 3 more meals to pop into the freezer 😊

Exiting the paved goat trail and entering the main roadway, I saw a log truck pulling onto the road from a graveled spur, a little bit in front of me. The first log truck I’d seen all day 😉

Loggers were logging the lowlands today - thank Elohim for His mercies.
I turned off Fish Pond Road, towards the Lucky Dragon in Kalama.
Egg Flour Soup & Appetizer Plate - I broke that down into 3 meals for the freezer at home.
The Luncheon Special - also broken down at home. Prawn, Subgum Chow Mein, and Mar Far Chicken.

Homemade Subgum Chow Mein: http://mystainedapron.com/subgum-chow-mein/

Homemade Mar Far Chicken: https://www.recipelink.com/msgbrd/board_14/2016/JUN/38830.html

After lunch in Kalama, I found I was driving to the top of Kalama hill off main street, and driving home that high road.

Until this afternoon, I hadn’t attempted that height on my drives home from Kalama.

Bob did all the high elevation driving.

I was the nervous passenger on those cliff-hugging drives; rarely looking out the passenger window when we were on high elevation roads – regular sized roads, or skinny ribbon roads.

God does not have a spirit of fear … but Yeshua created us with a healthy sense of fear relevant to certain situations – and He remembers our frame: that we are humans, and gives us a Spirit of peace when we rely on His faithfulness in all situations.

It is normal to feel a small measure of fear, when it’s warranted: it’s not okay to be fearfully paranoid.

I believe Elohei has a sense of humor. I believe our lives are a direct reflection of His totality.

But today, it just seemed like Elohim kept prodding me onto high climbing roadways.

If there was a lesson to learn today, time will tell. But for the moment, I'm stumped about the urgent urging.

I was continually put in high elevation situations this afternoon – and strangely enough, I didn’t suffer any vertigo. Heights normally make me dizzy when I take my eyes off the main focus … like the climbing roadway in front of me. But when I looked down at the river waaaay far below me, there wasn’t any pin-pricking nervousness, or dizzying vertigo moments.

And, because I had crossed over the river coming from the heights of Kalama, onto the Kalama River Road; I decided to drive to the end of that, too.

It was there.

I was there.

Why not?

So … that’s what I did.

Road work out Kalama River Road.

The Kalama River Road climbed steeply, too; but it was a normal 2-lane highway. When the blacktop ended, there was a 1-lane gravel logging road … and I ignored it 😉

I turned around in a gated driveway, and got a good laugh out of the sign hanging on the chained gate.

A Veteran's Memorial waaaaaay UP high on the Kalama River Road - just before the Weyerhaeuser gate.
I turned around here, instead of chancing no turnaround by the gate up ahead ...
And busted out laughing when I read the No Trespassing Sign: I know, I've a twisted sense of humor.
After reading the sign, I wasn't sure if this was a memorial ... or a statement by a loner. Still not sure.

I came home via Old Highway 99, which drops into Kelso … by the mini-strip airport, there.

Kelso Airport: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Southwest_Washington_Regional_Airport

As I was driving Talley Way, a little descending passenger plane, flew right over the roof of the Highlander with its landing wheels lowered to make a landing – I saw the shadow of it before the plane’s body filled the entire driver’s side window as it dropped to landing mode.

A little too close for my liking.

Bob and I had driven that road many times over the 44 years we were married … and I have driven it many times since becoming a solo lobo: there has never been a plane flying that low, or that close to our vehicles.

It did make me nervous until I saw it touch down on the landing field.

When I got to Longview, I thought I’d better top the gas tank off; I was at the halfway mark.

Pulling into the pump station, I went through the pumping routine, and felt like I was in the Twilight Zone when the pump kept going tilt. I finally had to go to the Station Master’s shack to ask him what was wrong with the pump. I explained what was happening, and he came a took a look and then fiddled around with something in the shack and told me to ‘go ahead and pump'.

So, I put the nozzle in the tank opening and started washing the bug guts off the windshield. The pump was beeping by the time I got done with the squeegee, so I removed the nozzle-hung it up-and waited for the receipt.

No go.

Back to the Pump manger’s Shack I went, and asked for a receipt.

He got a puzzled expression on his face, and said, “Which pump, and how much?”

I pointed, and said, “The window says $30.58 cents.”

Again, he looked puzzled – then handed me a receipt.

I pocketed it, and drove to my SIL’s house to tell her something I remembered that might be of help to one of Bob’s brother’s.

As I was leaving my SIL’s house, I happened to glance at the car’s dashboard, and saw that my reading still said I was half a tank empty.

W.T.H?

I was a fourth low when I left the carport.

I used a fourth of a tank running over the high hills.

I pumped gas a few minutes ago.

Or had I?

The pump had been acting strange: maybe it never pumped gas at all …

Back to Fred Meyer’s I went; in a huff.

When I got there, I told the guy – a different one than the last one was now on duty: I explained how the pump had been acting up. I explained how the other guy had looked at it, and was confused when I asked for a receipt. I said I was pissed that I had paid for $30 worth of gas that hadn’t even been fed into my car’s tank!

He looked at his cash register with a confused expression.

He told me to try again.

I did.

The pump refused to take my cards: my FB Bonus card, or my Debit card. It was refusing transaction, and telling me to talk to the cashier.

Back to the Pump Shack I went; trying to be calm.

I told the guy the pump was not behaving, a.g.a.i.n.

He came out and looked at it.

He watched me go through the ritual.

He “huh”ed.

FM better give me a refund.

He fiddled with things.

He said, “You can pay me $60 dollars, and I will give you a refund if you don’t use that much.”

I said I wasn’t comfortable with that since the pump was malfunctioning; all I wanted was to get a refund for the gas I never received earlier, so I could use another pump and go home.

He told me to wait: and went back to the Shack.

I waited.

And waited.

And waited.

Finally, I got in the car and headed over to Safeway to get gas there.

But, first I stopped by the Bank to have the $30.52 FM charge removed from my Card – I was not going to pay for gas I did not receive.

The bank teller said I’d have to wait 24 hours before it could be removed.

I closed my eyes and tried to rub a growing migraine away.

I said I’d be back in 24 hours … and drove to the Safeway Pumping Station.

I went through the Pump Station ritual there: NO GO.

WTH

Into that Station Shack I marched.

I was told my card was being denied because “there aren’t sufficient funds”.

I said, “That can’t be – there’s plenty to cover any transaction, in my account.”

She said, “All I can tell you is what I am reading on my screen.”

Back to the Bank I went.

The teller said my account funds had been “seized by Fred Meyer because there is a dispute about a gas transaction.”

I was furious!

I asked, “Can they do that? I’m the one that has been wronged, here: I was billed for gas I never received! How can they freeze my account?”

The teller said, “It’s a normal thing they do anytime there is a card transaction; they always put ‘a touch’ on an extra $100 as a cover fee.”

I was getting angrier.

I mean, they have no right to touch money that isn’t theirs!

They have no right to treat me like a criminal when the fault is clearly theirs.

I decided right there, on the spot, that I would never do any business with Fred Meyers again.

I will never shop Fred Meyers again - for anything.
FM has NO RIGHT to touch money that isn't theirs. I am furious.
Very pissed right now.

Bob would not tolerate this backhanded behavior; and neither will I.

I made another transfer, and was finally able to top the tank.

I can’t believe the mess that resulted at the FM Gas Station terminal, that ruined my good mood, put my credibility into question, and worked me up so much that my body was moving into asthma mode (stress can induce asthma symptoms).

Through no fault of my own.

I had better get back every single penny of that false $30.52 charge, by 5 PM tomorrow; or they are going to wish they had never tangled with me: I do not take shafting … or being put on the spot … very well.

Thursday, July 15, 2021

LOST VALLEY ROAD

Today was my Naselle Coffee Hour, day.

On my way to my Thursday Naselle Coffee Hour.
Naselle from Heron Pointe - via WA-4 W; 59 mins.

I had fun; I also met some new people, who were a hoot.

Before I knew it, the hour had flown, and I was on the road again.

I did get a lead on a possible home up for grabs … so, I’m waiting (with a hope and a prayer) to see where that leads.

The house isn’t listed yet.

Leaving Naselle, I decided that instead of driving straight back home, I’d drive the Pe Ell Loop drive; and take a side excursion up a road I’ve been wanting to explore for years 😉

I'm going to explore Lost Valley Road, this afternoon.

I was listening to Bob’s Charlie Daniels CD …

The Charlie Daniels Band – A Decade of Hits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sh7BZf7D5Bw&list=PLOlIvUBxGKIRl0VhdmVn8GNdPchPezuOr

… when ‘Still In Saigon’ came on … I was overcome with emotion, and had to pull over and sit for a little bit. That song always brings tears to my eyes, but today swift anger came with the tears. It just brought back memories of the Vietnam War years, where our young men were drafted to fight and die to battle communism and socialism.

It was a bloody mess – the government in Vietnam was patently evil and the things done by those tyrants defies human comprehension.

And our young men returning were violently hassled, spit on, screamed at, and labeled murderers (most notably; ‘baby killers’) by the uneducated, and ‘higher education’ brainwashed, demonrat minions: the same minions who were then and now screaming for the right to murder their own babies.

The hypocrisy was/is disgraceful.

And today the younger uneducated, and ‘higher education’ brainwashed demonrat freaks are calling for communism and socialism to be ushered into America through barak hussain obama’s demented tool, biden and his commie sidekick, cackling hyena harris.

It makes me sad.

It makes me angry.

It makes me sick to my stomach.

I was missing my Kentucky-roots-man.

I am missing America; and hoping She makes a comeback.

So, I had to pull over for a bit and cry it out – that the cost of the loss of lives given to keep communism and socialism at bay; and never introduced into American life – can so easily be trampled into the ground by the deadhead 1960’s throwback losers and their ilk; lost in their self-imposed insanity is an American tragedy flung in our faces by that demon, obama … and his angry partner in crime, michael.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that I had pulled into the parking lot of a thrift store.

I also saw a foyer mirror for sale that I knew I’d be bringing home with me. It was only $5 😉

As soon as my eyes saw it, I wanted it: and I know just the place for it in the house … and it will be traveling with me to my new home, too, when I procure one; hopefully in a year’s time, or sooner 😊

There is always room for a foyer mirror. It’s shabby chic – and I like that. Bob didn’t particularly care for shabby furniture and country décor, but I do: and my new home will be solely my own. I will trick it out in whatever fancy I chose.

New-to-me foyer mirror.

Mirror purchased and stashed carefully in the backend of the Highlander; I was off again.

Turning left at the Raymond circle, I pulled in at Galey’s at the top of the hill.

Galey's from Naselle - via US-101 N; 43 mins.

I decided to top the gas tank there too – that way I wouldn’t have to in Longview … I could just drive straight to my carport and kick my shoes off (there was still a full tank of gas when I parked at home) ðŸ˜‰

I had never gassed up here, so the pump was a little different to operate.

An old-fashioned gas pump.
Lost Valley Road from Galey's - via WA-6 E; 41 mins.

Enjoying the warmth of a sunny drive along the farmlands of Pe Ell-McDonald Road, I turned uphill at the ‘Lost Valley’ road sign – full of exploratory anticipation.

Lost Valley Road Sign, in the leafy roadside shadows.
Heron Pointe from Lost Valley Road - via Boistfort & Wildwood Road; 1 hr. 3 mins.

Bob and I had never taken this turn, so it was a new ‘thing’ 😊

A skinny backcountry road with evidence of log truck activity at some point.

From the Pe Ell-McDonald side, it was a very narrow, and shoulderless road – just thinking of meeting a log truck at this juncture was a little nerve-wracking. I had been seeing log trucks all day long, along the route; logging was in full swing this afternoon.

But God was merciful … and I never met one on this particular road.

(((THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, FATHER!)))

Beginning at the Mile 4 milepost, several houses … tucked in at the end of looooong gravel and dirt driveways spread out along the roadway … began to dot the forested landscape.

Houses after milepost 4.

The closer I got to the tie-in-end of Lost Valley Road, the wider the roadway got: and the easier I breathed thinking about those log trucks 😉

Also, more houses showed, in cleared out areas.

It was a real nice country drive.

Definitely a repeat 😊

A fancy hilltop house; a fancy garage/shop lower down the property – with log trucks parked in the graveled area.
Horses enjoying a warm, quiet, summer day; background horse is a heavier draft horse; the feet and bulky size drew my attention – these are BIG animals, used for BIG farm work loads.
An octagon shaped house; the family dog was very vociferous even from this distance.
The tie-in-end of Lost Valley Road; this is familiar territory, so, I turned left.

Lost Valley Road had just rerouted me to a different Pe-Ell way towards home!

Lost Valley Road route ...
It brought me to the top of Pe Pell, via Boistfort junction - where I normally turn towards home! It was an enjoyable side route.

So, I finished my adventurous drive in my ‘normal way’ when I travel that way.

But … I had been wanting to know where the Lost Valley Road went; and now, I know 😉

Wednesday, July 14, 2021

THE 'BOOK LADY'

Well 😉

Today, I got a new title: “The Lady With The Book”.

It made me laugh.

I like anything that makes me laugh 😊

I have a lot on my mind lately with plans I hope pan out, and that makes me tired … not worn down, just a little sleepy after entertaining all the thoughts running through my mind that keep me up late into the evenings, and wake me early in the mornings.

So, this morning I cleaned house for a bit: seeing those spider webs the other morning kinda jump-started the house cleaning spree of late …

… and after stirring up the dust bunnies, whisking them up, and disposing of them – I sat down in Bob’s recliner and let my eyelids close for a brief 40 winks, only to have my brainwaves shock me back into action with the call to “BINGO!” in an hour. LOL

I jumped up, ran to wash my hair, quickly change clothes … and barely make it across town in time.

I should have stayed home.

I was seated next to a cranky complainer, yawned the entire hour I stayed for my portion of Bingo – and lost every dollar I spent to play ($7). The cards were teasing me … taking me as far as 1 tab open: but they never took me all the way 😉

After that dismal hour, I thought I’d hoof it over to the Country Folks Deli and have a pick-me-up Black-n-Blu Burger (I thought it kinda fit the mood; LOL).

The back parking lot was packed, so I had to drive around the block twice before a space was freed up to nip into. I usually avoid the front end of the deli because Bob and I always ate in that end … right off Commerce main Street. But today, I had no choice.

The front end of the Deli ... it's been a while since I've taken a table in this section of the restaurant.; upstairs in the wine-meal section. This building used to be an old mud-street Saloon.

I like eating here on occasion; and there is a peppy waiter there that makes it a point to wait on me, when I come in. Practically as soon as I sit down, he’s at my table with pencil and pad at the ready. He never forgets what I had the last time I was there, and he’s fun to talk with – very personable and friendly.

Today, before he could get to me, another waiter stopped by my table and asked me what I’d like to drink, I ordered a Root Beer … and he jetted off to get it. Then, Mr. Peppy stepped by, and asked, “Are you going to have the Ranch Burger again with Home fries?” I said, “I’ll have the fries, but let’s try the Black-n-Blu Burger today – I need the cajun spices to wake me up.” We laughed, and he hustled off to place the order.

That’s when I heard my new Name 😉

He must have met my root beer fella on his way to my table, because I heard them conversing … and the convo ended with, “to the table of the ‘lady with the book’”.

I'm referred to as 'the book lady' by the Country Deli Folks waiters. LOL

Since I am the only person who ever goes in there with a book, and reads it at the table; I knew I was the ‘Lady’ being spoken about 😊

Current Read. This is a book series of humorous mystery stories based around small town intuitive cats – does this make an aging cat lady?

Sometimes I will be asked what I am reading: if the waiters have time to chit-chat. Other times, they just quietly ftech and clean around my reading.

I chuckled, and thought, “Well … there are other names some people pin on me; I can live with this one.”

I don’t mind the Title. 

It fits, at the moment 😉