Wedding Song - God Knew That I Needed You

Monday, February 14, 2022

FEBRUARY 14th ~2022

The month of Love.



The day love is universally celebrated.

A difficult day to get through, for those of us who have had our days of wine and roses cut short; no more blissful, passionate Loveuary mornings – no more loving phone calls filled with sweet nothings for our ears only. No more exchanges of Love Cards, thoughtfully chosen and hidden until Loveuary morning.

No more overt expressions of love – that ended with our loved one’s last breath.

For the past three years, I’ve avoided this Day … however, this year I decided to treat myself.



And I thought of Bob as being very much alive (which he IS) in the Spirit; walking alongside me: his body gave out, his soul did not. Knowing this, encourages me every day to keep moving forward. To keep engaging in daily life, in ways that both my Husbands (Yeshua and Bob), can see – in ways that make them both feel happy for me, and proud that I am doing as both want me to do.


Thank you for the love ~ OX

I also thought of the many ways Bob and I valued each other; and showed our love in the small ways that matter in big ways (it’s the little things that lead to big passionate moments): and I did not cry this year.



I enjoyed my treat – and did not make a pig of myself: I wrapped the remaining servings, and put them in the freezer (to be enjoyed later this week – and figured into my calorie counting routine).

I’ll never be young and svelte again … but I can be a slimmer/toned version of myself than I was this time, last year 😉


... broken down into serving size.

And I thought of all the loving throughout previous generations that resulted in my having a life – without those ancestors, I would not exist to have experienced Bob’s wonderful love: I am thankful for all the love that got me here 😊



It rained today, so I stayed inside and did laundry … and worked on designing and crafting another Angel baby blanket.


MOD Blue Angel baby Blanket; 21-in. x 21-in.

All in all, it was a pretty good, low-key day without Bob’s physical presence in it. I miss Bob, but life is treating me well 😊

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