I met with country friends for lunch, this afternoon: I barely made it on time … but I wasn’t the only one running late. The heat was making everyone lethargic.
Coffee was our best friend 😊
90-degrees outside, but the
humidity was half that, so it was enjoyable heat 😉
I dressed comfortably with sandals,
denim shorts, and a sleeveless denim top.
Everyone was talking about
the updates covid guidelines: I ignored the excitement. I never got caught up in
the covid hysteria – refused the mask, the vaccines, the 6-feet distancing, and
the gathering lockdowns.
The pointless covid “mandates”
were purely political – the fact that the guidelines have been {relaxed} is again
for political purposes: the obamiden cartel is sinking in the primary polls; and
no one with a fully functioning brain buys the BS story that biden is a legit President
… nor is anyone interested in the spiteful congressional hearings about the
ridiculous {January 6} dog and pony show. Hence the “new guidelines”.
They are meaningless to
anyone except the deadhead obamiden devotees.
The
rest of us – yes, the rebels – have been living and enjoying Life for
some time now; and we didn’t need the DC demonrats to give us permission to
enjoy what our USA Constitution states clearly.
I was asked how I dealt with
the Eden Valley Cemetery Mandates – and I said I ended the ridiculousness,
there, too.
I’m pretty much a rebel in
all areas of my personal Life 😉
CHAPTER CLOSED
Post: https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2022/08/chapter-closed.html
And we talked a bit about
Bob – how he impacted my life, and how he affected their lives in one degree or
another. Bob was a great guy; and I always wondered how he
came out of that snot-nosed, arrogant, and antisocial family …
I miss my husband: I do not miss the crazy relatives.
At this junction of the
corner of my life, I am taking hold of it and making it into a new Chapter
where Bob’s family does not dominate in any sense of the word. The final nail
in that particular coffin was driven home yesterday afternoon.
And I’m 100% okay with that 😊
Bob is no doubt smiling. I
can now fully carry through with the promise I made to him, to
live.
I’m not sure where my feet
are being directed in this new Life Path … but I know I can confidently walk
that unknown path, now. I’ve learned a lot about loss heartache, grief
heartbreak, betrayal agony, abandonment frustration, and soulless relatives –
and I also learned how to walk through those flames: I leaned into the faithful
and unending love of my Husbands (Yeshua & Bob), that strengthened
me these past 4 years.
Thank You, Yeshua, for never
leaving me alone even though for all intents and purposes I was alone. Thank
You for loving me unconditionally, protecting me, and placing me into a New Family
environment where I am welcomed, loved, encouraged … and where a place is made
for me to “fit”.
Thank you, Babe for giving me that push talk, {to ‘get on
with life’}, at OHSU – thank you for forcing me to hear that talk even
though I didn’t want to hear it; and thank you for loving me so well that I
can do it. All of our married life, you were always unselfishly
looking ahead and doing what you could to prepare me for a solo lobo life if “anything
should happen”. You were a good, gentle, wise man – and a loving, thoughtful,
husband to me. I love you. Always ~ OX
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