LAZY SUNDAY

It started raining last night – and was still raining this morning; so, I stayed home instead of going to fellowship.

Fellowship is about 1½ hours away, and I didn’t want to risk encountering falling rock and slides … so I just enjoyed a lazy day wrapped in Bob’s fleece blanket, reading a new read, drinking coffee, and occasionally drifting into a welcome nap now and then.

In between the book chapters, and occasional naps, I found time to repot the tomato plants a bought a few weeks ago in Adna: they were very small when I bought them, but they started shooting up and filling out this week, so they needed bigger pots until I can get them in the garden box, safely.

Tomato plants repotted; they should be a good size for garden transplanting, come Mother's Day.

I did check my FB Page too – and looked at some forum political videos I should have ignored (I reposted 2 or 3 to my Page); got worked up, and got out of there fast before my enjoyable lazy Sunday afternoon was ruined with nonsense.

I’m getting better with ignoring the DC madness.

But, every once in awhile (most often when checking in, on FB), a nerve will be poked and I react before I rein myself in.

I don’t want to be sucked into the world’s madness.

I know the world is going to Hell in a handbasket: it has been tipping on the cusp of Hell for decades … I don’t need to acknowledge that sad reality 24/7/365.

So, for 5 days out of every week, I deliberately stay away from FB; and the fight in me that rises to the surface with the deadhead BS FB continually peddles.

All my life I have had to be a fighter. 

Just to survive.

Just to carve a place for myself in a the world.

I’m tired of the hamster wheel.

I’m tired of the deadhead mentality.

I’m tired of fighting.

I just want to enjoy my lazy rainy day with an enjoyable read and forget that madness is running rampant past my own little private space …