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Sunday, April 10, 2022

WALKING WITH GOD

Today was Communion Sunday.

Today is also the count-down-week to the importance of Calvary’s message: I wanted to be fellowshipping – and partaking of The Lord’s Supper – with fellow Believers.

I ended up in Lexington; I was running late, and Lexington was the closer option. I arrived as the song service was ending – I left following Communion service, after hearing who would be giving a message today.

The songs were pretty low-key this morning.
I left after partaking of Communion.
I don't make place in my life, for the err of Vineyard doctrine deviances. I believe it to be heresy – and I steer clear of it being preached outright.

Those of you who have been reading my Blog posts since I started blogging in 2003, know how I feel about the vineyard church – and all the ensuing heretical nonsense since the toronto airport vineyard craziness that has gripped the pentecostal/charismatic organizational ‘churches’: uncontrollable frenzied palsy-like body motions, manic hysterical laughter, barking like dogs/crowing like roosters, drunken stupor (not as described in the Book of Acts – but more like drunks seen in taverns); angel worship, self-proclaimed prophets uttering self-oriented ‘prophecies’ that border on the occult practices of seers and fortune-tellers, overt sexual behavior (people on hands and knees being led around on leashes = sadomasochist sexual behavior), ‘prophetic’ outbursts that have more to do with narcissistic desire than Godly desires (Godly prophesies always point to God … not to self); delusional ‘visions’ – such as jewels falling from the ceilings of ‘church’ buildings (none of these jewels have ever been photographed because they are a delusion). This is hellish behavior, not Godly manifestations.

And Scripture – specifically from the mouth of Yeshua – forbids this type of activity. Yeshua warned in Matthew 24:4 – “Take heed that no one deceive you”.

The Apostles, and Early Church Disciples (co-workers with Apostles), likewise gave warnings about being mislead by false doctrines: Galatians 1:8 & 9 tell us – “But even if we or an angel from heaven should preach to you a different Gospel, contrary to the one preached to you, let them be accursed.” 2 Timothy 4:3 & 4 says, “For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. They will turn their ears from the truth, and turn aside to myths.” 2 Peter 1:12 – 21 is a Scriptural reminder of the dangers concerning the smoothness of false teachings; and a warning to renew our minds concerning the true Gospel teachings: vv. 20 & 21, “Above all, you must understand that no prophecy of Scripture came about by the prophet’s own interpretation of things. For prophecy never had its origin in the human will, but prophets – though human – spoke from God as they were carried along in the Spirit.” And 2 John 1:9 -11, instructs us to note those who deviate from the pure teachings of Christ – and have nothing to do with them, lest we become an accomplice of the sinful mindset and behaviors.

Remember, Lucifer, is a renowned lair – so smooth in his delivery, that he was able to easily sway the first man and first woman by a cleaver twisting of Elohim’s conversations with Adam and Eve in The Garden of Eden. That led to banishment from the garden … and the penalty of death (physical and spiritual) for all of mankind. That spirit of luciferin conning is what we Believers need to be aware of: and steer clear of. 1 John 4:1-6 tells us plainly how to recognize which spirit we are dealing with: v. 1 tells us to “test the spirits” … vv. 5 & 6 says, “They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world – and the worldly-minded listen to them. We are from Elohei, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is not from Elohei does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit of Truth and the spirit of falsehood.”

I go where the Ruach Ha’Kodesh leads me. On any given Saturday or Sunday, I can be found at any one of the four Fellowships I frequent, depending on where Elohim wants me that particular day (often I don’t know where I’ll be until I wake up). I worship, and fellowship, as Scripture tells me to do – not as man demands I do. Each Fellowship meets a specific purpose in my walk with Christ; and according to Scripture, that is how it is supposed to be. So, that is what I do – I don’t apologize to anyone for where I spend my weekend, and I don’t feel the need to explain to anyone why I fellowship where I do on any given weekend. It’s Elohei’s business. It’s my business. It’s no one else’s business.

I will fellowship with anyone claiming to be a Christian - until they prove otherwise.

I was, and am saved for Elohim’s purposes … not to stroke a self-promoting, over-zealous ego of someone standing at a podium. Yeshua, very pointedly, said in Matthew 23:1 – 29, that we are to follow the teachings of God’s Word, not the self-promoting practices of the pious who make a show of being self-important with their pretenses of adherence to the Word … while being arrogantly ignorant of what The Word teaches (they have replaced God’s Word with their own doctrines).

As Believers, we must love those who claim to be Christians, as Yeshua loves us: freely, unconditionally, and in the hope of Faith: John 15:12. Yeshua gave this command knowing there was a traitor among them, that would sell them out to garner favor with the ultrareligious leaders. If they claim to be of the Faith, we are to love them as Christ loves them. Galatians 5 tells us how we should know falsehood from truth … and how we should walk with other Believers claiming kinship with God.

The Lindquist’s have always been more devoted to the world, than to the Message of Christ.

It is our responsibility to our saved self (joint-heirs with Christ) to safeguard our lives so that we do not easily be led astray. It is our responsibility to be filled – and continually renew that filling – with the Ruach Ha’Kodesh’s spirit, that we readily recognize which spirit we are dealing with at any given time, any given day. Yeshua said in John 2:10 – 12, “The Helper, the Ruach Ha’Kodesh, Whom the Father will send in My Name, will teach you all things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to you.” By remaining in Christ – by the indwelling of God’s Spirit – we will not be snared by the deception of the enemy of our soul, as warned of in 2 Thessalonians 2:10 – 12: “And with all wicked deception for those perishing, because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. Therefore, Elohim sends them a strong delusion, so that they may believe what is false, in order that all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness.”

Carl and Ruth boldly and openly announce that they “no longer believe in The Rapture – we used to, but we don’t anymore. And we won’t argue that with anyone.” I feel sorry for them, that they no longer believe as Yeshua taught … and as has been taught since the foundation of Christianity following Yeshua’s resurrection and accension. They also no longer believe that the Ruach Ha’Kodesh drew people to Christ – what they are saying now is so off-the-wall, that it’s hard to contemplate, let alone try to explain in writ. Ruth speaks it, and Carl goes on the defensive when eyebrows shoot up, saying, “Well, you don’t know that it couldn’t have happened like that!” Actually, we do: Scripture is very clear, when people take the time to read Scripture instead of giving sway to nonsensical speculative ridiculousness.

Carl and Ruth’s whacky religiosity reminds me a lot of what my sister ramona, and her husband (who died a few weeks ago) believe, promote, and preach. It’s so far removed from Christianity that it borders on heresy.

There is always a Judas spirit in operation among the Body of Believers.

Petra – ‘Judas Kiss’ song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAU6fo3QDes

If I'm asked why I left before the message was given this morning, I'll be truthful without being snarly. (Galatians 5:25)

We Believers today, must behave towards our Judas’ as Yeshua behaved towards his Judas. Yeshua didn’t browbeat. Yeshua didn’t react in anger. Yeshua didn’t castigate. Yeshua responded with tender compassion. Yeshua expected the Judas kiss – and forgave. Yeshua knew the self-serving weakness of humanity … and freely loved his Judas anyway. Yeshua also knew that Judas was on a path of self-destruction; and that even the purest love (the love only Yeshua can give) couldn’t save Judas because Judas had deluded himself into believing that what he had done was justified, and righteous.

The leadership out at the Lexington fellowship really idolize the Lindquist’s, and I don’t. I couldn’t in good conscience even consider becoming a member of that fellowship. I don’t mind drinking coffee with them, and reminiscing about ‘the good old days’ … but I have no desire to get caught in the trap of idolizing leadership members; or parroting talking points of a false teaching.

Everyone there already knows how I feel about deviating from Scriptural writ; they know I can’t be shaken, or moved to the right or the left – I am moving straight forward on the ‘straight and narrow’. I intend to get to Heaven: Heaven is where Yeshua and Bob are. Nothing, and no one, is going to blindside me with a hard-hitting T-boning.

The Body of Believers is not to be pigeon-holed ... and led astray.

I have over the years been accused of being a ‘church hopper’ because I will not enter into membership with any particular church affiliation. Well, my interpretation of Scripture as written, is that my {membership contract} is to be with Yeshua – period: no one else. A building is a place to gather together; but Yeshua is Who, we as Believers, are to cleave to … not a man, or an organized doctrine (every organized church affiliation has its own set of doctrinal ‘tenants’ based on leadership wants and desires). Organized religion may start out good – but it always ends up very bad: like the toronto airport craziness that is still running rampant through organized religious affiliations. I do not want to be linked with religious nonsense by a membership mandate.

I walk with Yeshua. I move wherever the Ruach Ha’Kodesh moves me: it may be in a small gathering, or it may be in a larger gathering, but membership does not have to be the calling card. Yeshua said in Matthew 18:20 – “Where two or three are gathered in My Name, there am I, in the midst of them”. I answer to Elohim’s call only. I know how to behave; I know how to read the Word for myself – I won’t be told that I need someone with {theological learning} to ‘rightly interpret’ the Scriptures for me: that’s not what Yeshua said. The New Covenant scriptures tells me that The Ruach Ha’Kodesh brings discernment, and teaches Elohei’s Truth to me – in that, I put my trust to “get it right”. John 8:32 says, “And you will know the Truth, and the Truth will set you free.” The New Covenant scriptures tells Believers not to adhere to one specific person’s persuasions. 1 Corinthians 1:10 – 13 says, “I appeal to you, brothers, by the Name of our Lord and Christ, that all of you agree, and that there be no divisions among you; but that you be united in the same mind and the same judgment. For it has been reported to me that there is quarreling among you, brothers. What I mean is that each of you says, ‘I follow Paul’, or ‘I follow Apollos’, or ‘I follow Cephas’, or ‘I follow Christ’. Is Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? or were you baptized in the name of Paul?”

I want to leave myself free to go where the Spirit of God will send me – whenever, and wherever He decides. Currently, the Ruach Ha’Kodesh is directing my car, and my feet, to Lexington. I do not argue with Elohim’s directions – He sees the entirety; I only see the present moment.

My 2021 Blog Post, “You Can’t be Serious, Lord” (also a part of today’s post; and Carl & Ruth were in the middle of that, too, 6 years ago): https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/12/you-cant-be-serious-lord.html

I will firmly stand on what Scripture teaches me – not on the ever-changing whims of any man or woman who fancies they have a ‘prophetic gift’; especially, and specifically, when that {gift} is so far off-base with God’s Word that it’s speedily and consistently rolling into a dangerous foul-ball heresy.

There have been recent changes in Lexington leadership with covid deaths, and the Lindquist’s are getting older: the old guard is changing. Maybe things will right themselves again – only time will tell.

I will meet with the folks in Lexington for coffee and laughs on occasion (I’ve been invited) because I believe everyone gets a shot at redemption during this Later Days period of redeeming the time (only God knows who will be restored) and we are not to be respecters of people – if people are questioning where they stand in relationship with God (several are), and seeking a deeper relationship with God (all say they are), we who know who we are in Christ are to be open to their questing and ready to answer their queries; you know, Elohei gives people free will – if some doggedly choose not to accept salvation on His terms, that’s something they will have to live with in the present and in the future. And, I want to give Rick a fair chance in his leadership position (he was promoted to pastor position 3 weeks ago); so far, nothing he has said, has lit up the red danger light – or set alarm bells to ringing. But if push comes to shove in a pious tug-of-war with the Lindquist’s that will lead to churlish schism (Carl has a hot temper, and Ruth can be pretty snarky: both have a feverish need to be the center of attention) … I will gather my stuff, get up, and leave the building.

Like I did earlier today. 

Life is too short, and time is wrapping up quickly; there is no time to waste on pettiness – and I am not the only worker available for that harvest.

If I am forced to make a choice in order to be acceptable to have around ... I have no problem walking away from Lexington; this has been an ongoing thing, since 1988, when the Lindquist’s introduced vineyard craziness out there. About every 10 years, God points me back there. We’ll see how it goes this time …

Saturday, April 9, 2022

MOD HUMMINGBIRD KITCHEN TOWEL; Knit

I started this towel yesterday – and finished this morning, along with a matching dishcloth.

I'm pleased with how my kitchen towel design turned out.

I chose a hummingbird grid – drew it freehand … and chose my towel colors based on a pink fuchsia flower 😊

Now, with the tempestuous weather happening outside, is the perfect time to drink coffee and be creative 😉

Freehand Grid; patterns found on Pinterest.
Fuchsia plant.

Normally, I work my patterns in jacquard knit (knitting a pattern directly into the fabric of knit work), but cotton yarn is a lot stiffer than acrylic worsted and jacquard tends to look messy with cotton yarn; so when I use cotton yarn I usually opt to use the duplicate stitch embroidery for design purposes because it stays put when the damp cotton yarn “grows”. Cotton yarn is good for dishtowels because it wicks moisture off hands and dishes (if you handwash/hand dry dishes); but it tends to lose shape when it gets very damp with constant use. Even so – I prefer my handmade cotton towels over the recycled plastic fiber kitchen towels sold in stores that are basically worthless other than the cute designs stamped on them.

I’m not a fan of the duplicate stitch stich … but it seems the best technique to do a broad-span design on cotton yarn projects: it “sets” the pattern to keep it in place.

This pattern combines knit, crochet, and embroidery stitches.

Here’s the pattern –

MOD HUMMINGBIRD KITCHEN TOWEL

1 skein Cotton yarn in Pink, Green & White; small amount of contrasting color throwaway yarn; Worsted yarns in Green and White.

# 9 knitting needles

#I/9 crochet hook

1 resin button for towel topper

1 tapestry needle

1 set of plastic cone-shaped needle point protectors/stoppers

Terms used:

CO = cast on sts

St = stitches

st. st. = stockinette stitch

tog = together

sc = single crochet

dc = double crochet

EO = end off yarn

 

With pink, CO 70 sts & K 1 row.

Work 62 rows in stockinette stitch (knit 1 row = front side of work; purl 1 row = back side of work).

Keep sts on needle, and slip a point stopper on the tip end when row 62 is finished (this will be the purl side of work).

Lower end of kitchen towel finished.

With a small amount of throw away yarn, mark off the center 20 sts needed for the hummingbird embroidery design.

My pattern grid was marked like this: count 20 rows from the bottom – and 25 sts on each end of the center 20 design sts; there should be 23 top-end rows.

Once you have your st counts set up, start the Duplicate St embroidery using the tapestry needle and contrasting yarn colors: this online page describes it (https://www.thesprucecrafts.com/how-to-duplicate-stitch-2116380).

It’s pretty simple to do.

Using Duplicate St ...
Hummingbird finished.

When your design is finished, weave in the loose ends; and start on the towel topper.

Towel Topper – Row 63: With crochet hook, attach green yarn and sc across row as follows – *sc 2, sc 2 tog*, end sc 2. Ch 1, turn.

Repeat row 63 once more.

Next row and every row afterwards: Decrease one st EA end, until there are only six sts remaining to be worked.

Dc for 8 rows.

Button keyhole: Sl st next 3 sts; ch 6 and sl st in same sp; sl at to end. Turn.

Dc x12 in chain loop; EO.

Add a decorative loop edging of your choice (or leave plain).

With tapestry needle, sew button in place and weave in loose ends.

Trim your towel with a pretty edging, if that is something you want to do: I did, because I designed my towel after a frilly flower and a flighty bird. LOL

My towel looks stiff, but both yarns will soften with the first washing.

Knit kitchen towel with crochet topper & trim.

==KNIT DISHCLOTH

I’ve had this dishcloth pattern since the early 1980’s when it had been printed in the local newspaper; it’s easy to work up, and looks good either plain or 2-toned, as I am prone to do 😉

Knit Garter St Dishcloth pattern.
MOD Hummingbird Dishtowel Set completed.

Enjoy!

MESSAGE IN THE WIND

I went to the Lexington Coffee Hour this morning.

I was awake very early (5 AM), so I had spare time to kill before 9 AM: so, I decided to cruise my Pinterest Page to see if I could find a Spring-themed pattern grid for a kitchen towel I was wanting to design when I got back home.

I found two patterns; and worked out grid dimensions before hopping in the car and jetting off. I settled on the hummingbird pattern for today’s towel 😊

I'm such a mess-cat; thankfully the marker inks came off with soap and water.

The gathering was enjoyable. 

Several topics were touched on.

Some topics were studiously avoided (like politics); if brought up by anyone (not always me 😉), a brief reply was given, and the topic was changed. No one wanted to get angry today about a political nonsense.

Rabbit trails were entertained on occasion – two stuck out today: the timeframe for the opening of the Astoria-Meglar Bridge … one person said 1967: I said it had to be earlier than that because Bob was the second person to drive across (he was 16 at that time) it when it was opened to the public; and he graduated in 1967, a few weeks before his 18th birthday. Everyone (except me) grabbed their phones and spoke to the animated siri investigator, to get the actual date – the smug ones wanted to make sure I knew I was wrong. I was right 😊

The other thing was brought up after a comment led to someone else breaking out in a Monkees song (obviously I have connected with weirdos like myself 😉); and speculation of surviving Monkees. It was assumed they are all dead now. Everyone was wrong: Mickey Dolenz is still alive and kicking.

The Monkees – ‘Daydream Believer’ song (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvqeSJlgaNk)

The Monkees – ‘Valleri’ song. This one made me laugh because no one can pronounce my Name, so they call me Valerie: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUZJy1RYz3U)

Mikey Dolenz (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKKRG7DNpwI)

I drove home from Lexington via the Hazel Dell road, and Delameter road. There is a crack across the road – with a bit of a slip breakage – on Coal Creek.

I also heard on the radio that the obamanite Supreme Court pick will be seated. Being seated is NOT a win; being seated is a political move, that is actually an illegitimate move. So, I turned the radio off. I couldn’t listen to ketaji brown’s racist acceptance speech; and biden’s whiney monotone makes my stomach turn.

Even though it’s obvious America is rapidly spiraling into the depths of Hell, it’s still surprising to me to realize the continuing depths of break with reality politicians and their devotees have slid.

Like I said many times before … politics in this new America, that is not recognizable … is depressing. And angering. I avoid depressing situations/circumstances; and I’m tired of always hovering on the cusp of angry.

Parking at home, the river winds were really kicking up; and raindrops were starting to fall.

Blossom blizzard; actual snow predicted over weekend.

Garden area weeding was not going to be happening.

The message on the wind is that snow will fall by Monday: I put the faucet cover back over the outside faucet.

So, while the wind outside was gustily blowing, and raindrops were slapping the window panes, I watched an old western movie; and got busy designing the kitchen towel I could already see finished in my mind’s eye 😉

Sad day for America will stretch into decades of unrest and chaos ...
Standing firm on my 2022 promise to myself.
Wind chimes are dancing in the rain: Bob liked wind chimes – his chimes still hang from the front porch support beam. I always smile when I hear them dancing.
Hummingbird image finished.

I’ll finish the towel tomorrow; it’s 1:45 AM, and I’m beat.

Thursday, April 7, 2022

THE SUNSHINE OF LIFE

Roy Ayers – ‘Sunshine’ song:

Today was a perfect day to be outside 😊 

The sun was shining warmly around 10 AM.

The air was still … which meant the pollen swirl would be low-key 😉

I could get outside to wash the car!

It was not warm enough yet to wear capris or shorts; and I didn’t want to wear my shinny-leg jeans because they’d be miserable on my legs when they got wet. So, I rummaged through my smaller jeans stash for a dark denim pair of jeans, and prayed I’d finally shed enough excess poundage to easily pull on/snap a size smaller pair of jeans (I’ve shed 15 pounds since December): (((YES!))) I actually had a peppy strut to my step today. LOL!

The exercises are working.

The Highlander was so filthy, I washed it twice – I counted that as a cardio workout ;-)

Now, I am not ashamed to have it seen on the road 😉

Of course, the places I drive to, will have it dusted out again in no time at all … but I’ll be able to wash it more frequently over the upcoming months.

While the car dried, I ate a quick lunch before driving into town to deposit Bob’s IWA love gift – I am thankful Bob provided this monetary care for me: it sure comes in handy with all the obamanite price hikes (across the board) that The People are being hit it with since obama’s useful idiot/biden was placed, to carry out barak hussain obama’s Destruction of American Agenda.

THANK YOU, BABE ~ OX

The provision is nice – and welcomed: but, I’d rather have Bob ☹

I was on my way back home, when I received a phone call from friends; asking me to come for Supper. I haven’t seen these friends in a couple months, so I laughed, and said, “Okay: let me make a U-turn, and I’ll see you in 5”.

I was missing Bob a lot (April is the month Bob & I became US – a lifetime ago, that doesn’t seem so long ago to my heart), and suddenly Elohim was redirecting my thoughts and giving me a happy ending to my day 😊

I have a good God. 

I have good friends.

We enjoyed 3 hours of good food, side-splitting laughter, and conversation; since we spent our youth/young adulthood in the same small town upriver, our convos eventually get around to the people we all know – and always Bob. It is good to remember Bob, and we always learn something new about Bob’s impact on our collective lives, that we hadn’t known before. But other memories of time spent in that small town upriver is not so welcome: Bob’s presence was what made that place so special – Bob is no longer here, and the memories (though good ones) no longer shine with a magical pull.

Patti LaBelle – ‘New Attitude’ song:

For my friends, the small town lost its pull on their heartstrings decades ago, when they pulled stakes and moved away without looking back.

For me, the Grim Reaper sucked all the magic out of those memories, three years ago. There’s nothing there for me anymore; I noticed when I drove through there last Thursday, that I don’t have any lingering warm feelings residue towards it: even my memories don’t want to revisit there anymore. Bob’s life was what livened up those years spent there – without his presence, it’s just another town on the map.

But for 3 hours this afternoon, we briefly allowed our thoughts to touch down there before reining them back in … and discussing the roots we are setting down here.

They have a good life here. 

I have a good life here.

Life is good in this sunshine season of our lives – and we are embracing everything it has for us ðŸ˜Š