I woke up this morning with Holland's hand reaching across the short gap between our bodies, searching for my hand to hold before we fully woke up.
I smiled.
It is good to be loved.
38 Special - 'Caught Up In You' song: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xrdpwre5Ek)
It is good to be needed.
It is good that my life - and my home are no longer empty spaces, where I was the only person in them :-)
This is what I posted to my Blog in February of 2020:
{Personal evolving} Evolution Post: (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020/02/evolution.html)
Most things have changed. I could {feel} in 2020 that "there is something before me, waiting for me to claim it": I wasn't aware of Holland - but Elohim already had gears shifting and was redirecting my thoughts, and placing my feet on the path that would directly take me towards His Plan for my New Life :-)
As I post this Blog post today, I have been a new bride for 1-1/2 months.
My days are not so empty or disjoined anymore.
My thoughts are not scattered.
My life now has direction and purpose.
I no longer feel lost or adrift, as I was feeling when I posted this {widowing} post:
I Could Use One Of Your Hugs About Now' Post: (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020/02/i-could-use-one-of-your-hugs-about-now.html)
Bob was a huge part of my life for 44 years ... and filled my thoughts 95% of the 3-3/4 years that followed.
As my life moved into 2023, Holland Redmill had become a HUGE PART of my life.
Alannah Myles - 'Kickstart My Heart' song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5-4sMsEm0I
Holland's love filled my thoughts with his November texts; and we were married January 7th, 2023. Holland's love dominates my thoughts now. I am thankful for this new development in my New Life :-)
Love Is In The Air' Post: (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2022/12/love-is-in-air.html)
One Month Wedding Anniversary' Post: (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2023/02/one-month-wedding-anniversary.html)
I chose love and happiness; I chose peace.
I still live in the house Bob and I bought in 2017; it's been solely mine since December 14th, 2018: Bob only lived in it with me for 18 short months.
Since Holland became my husband, we have been making it {our} home. Bob no longer dwells here in any way-shape-form: Holland's love and presence now completely fills every area of my life. It is a bittersweet process … but a necessary one.
Taking Care of Business Post: (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2023/02/taking-care-of-business.html)
With Holland - my new husband that fits my New Life - I am enjoying a new purpose and direction for my life that will complete my life in another way, shape, and form.
My life is changing – it is evolving, being restructured. It is becoming something new; a reconfiguration of the past being molded and shaped by the present to become something that will march happily into the future.
I am alive again; living life joyously in vibrant color. Now, Holland's love fires my jets :-)
Elohim is faithful.
Yeshua walks beside us.
YES - I DO BELIEVE IN EVOLUTION; I just don't believe in the religion of science's tweaked version of evolution.
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