I woke up at 4 AM with this song
playing in my mind; going back to sleep was impossible.
playing in my mind; going back to sleep was impossible.
Man! I miss Bob.
I miss Bob every day, but I
think today’s missingness has a lot to do with the new year changes, the emotional
upsets of the past week, and the recent landslide on Ocean Beach Highway:
And, I had a dream the other day that
woke me before dawn – and I felt strange all day. Then, when I checked my FB
Page and read about the landslide, the dream made sense; to me anyway … (https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020/01/disturbing-dream.html)
Rebuilding a new life IS HARD! My husband is
still a major part of my life – his essence still surrounds me. My senses are
still acutely aware of him and how his love impacted my life. I’m not sure I
can restructure a new life without Bob’s imprint on it:
This, I believe, is the curse of Widowhood - you need to let go: and you need to hang on. The big picture hangs on those magic moments ...
Rebuilding a new life IS HARD!
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