Earlier this morning, I was asked
by someone what a dream might mean; I try to stay away from that. Ramona dinks
around with dreamscapes – I don’t.
That said, I DO, on
occasion, have visions shown to me that apply in some way to MY life: and I pay
careful attention when that happens.
I was born with what some
call “second sight” … but I don’t actively chase after it like Ramona does.
In my own, personal life, it
has been both a blessing & a fright. And I do not actively seek it.
BUT, my second sight does occasionally
kick in and I am helpless to stop the slideshow until it plays out.
Thankfully, these instances
are far and few between.
One morning, after Bob had
left for work and I was a new Bride, I was shown a vision concerning him. I had
gone back to sleep after he left – I was getting tired easily because I was
newly pregnant too, and not even aware of it yet; so this would have been September
sometime – anyway … I remember a dream-like fuzziness came over me, and I sat
up and looked towards the bedroom door, and I SAW with my inner eye (second sight)
a vision of Bob standing before me with his head wrapped in gauze, his right
arm in a sling (crossed over the left side of his chest – kinda high up – not off
to the left like a regular slinging would be), and a cast on his left leg.
It scared the hell out of me;
I loved Bob, and seeing him like that concerned me.
I remember I started to jump
out of bed to run to him … when I realized he wasn’t really THERE; this was a
vision.
I also knew that it was a
warning – these things I needed to be aware of.
But I didn’t WANT to think
about these things happening at some point!
But I paid careful attention
to what I was being shown.
And, when the vision dissipated;
I thought on it.
And I prayed like never
before!
And Elohim was faithful.
ALL those things DID, in
fact, happen during our 44 years together: he had surgery on his right hand/wrist
for carpal tunnel syndrome brought on by his heavy machinery operating days
when he worked for Durrah & Martin Logging Co.; he had surgery on his left
leg, which put him in a large plaster cast from the hipbone to wrap around the
heel of his foot – knee section was left free with a hinge worked into the
plaster cast, so he could carefully bend the leg for flexibility while it
healed (he passed a blood clot during this time too; that shot through his lung
and heart that caused him to die in front of me in the hospital Visitor’s Room,
during a visit to the hospital with our toddler daughter before he was eventually
released to come home: if an orderly had not been passing by when that happened
& quickly rushed him back to his room calling Code for the paddles, I am
not sure what the outcome would have been); and I am thinking the gauzed
wrapped head part of the vision was to highlight what Bob & I went through
this past Fall/Winter months in 2018I am not going to go into detail, but I will
just say this – it fits.
So, the total time from the viewing
of vision until the completion of the vision was 44 years: the vision was shown
to me when I was a newlywed.
It is not the first time
visions I saw came true. It got to the point that I actually pleaded with
Elohim to take them away. It is not fun to KNOW something is going to happen,
and there is no way to stop it from happening. I have {seen} some pretty scary
things play out before my eyes – one of them was a death happening … I was on
the back porch reaching for a piece of wood to take into the house and place in
the wood stove, when again, that dream-lie fuzziness came over me and I turned
to look towards the sky over the Columbia river in the near distance: I watched
a small passenger plane wobble – then wreck (didn’t actually happen in front of
me – but I “saw” it happening with my second sight: I didn’t know who or why;
but that wreck was later confirmed in the day – and I found out who died, and
why: I knew the fella. Kinda unnerving.
Usually I get visions of
addresses, or phone numbers – and later meet the people those addresses &
phone numbers belong to: I pay attention to those meetings – they were brought
about for a reason.
Bob got used to my second
sight.
But it always unnerved me.
It can be useful – but when
it centers around people you know and love, it can be downright frightening.
My sister, Ramona, also has
second sight. But she takes it too far – she puts her trust in the visions more
than she trusts God. Ramona plays with spiritism, and THAT is dangerous. It is
also forbidden by God: God WILL send us visions; but Christians are NOT TO SEEK
visions on their own: THAT is taboo. Ramona play at being God by playing with spiritism.
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