Wedding Song - God Knew That I Needed You

Thursday, April 8, 2021

KEEP TRUSTING GOD

The clinic finally returned my questioning call concerning the new muscle relaxer pills (I was just about ready to trash them).

(https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/04/god-help-me.html)

The person calling told me they are "safe to take as a short term muscle relaxer for the back ... and they are safe for you to use with your heart arrythmia."

So, I decided to try one; cautiously.

To determine how they affect me while my body is still alert to sudden changes (harder to determine when sleeping).

And I decided that if I feel even the least bit concerned about the effects, I will walk them straight to the trash can; and figure out an alternative.

I don't mind answering the call: "Come Home, Daughter" - but I want it to be Elohim-induced, not pharmaceutical induced.

Well … 7 hours ago, I did try 1 pill. 

That tiny thing was mighty powerful! 

Immediately, I felt like I’d painted the town red. 

And about 2 pages into a new read, I couldn’t see straight.

I closed the book, and crashed. 

I am still feeling the effect of that tiny pill.

And as long as I live: I will never understand why anyone would like feeling drugged.

I feel awful.

I lost 7 hours of daylight – woke groggily and disoriented; and still feel light headed and lethargic.

I do not like the feeling of not having control of my person.

Yes – I AM a control freak when it comes to me, personally.

I need, at all times, to be fully aware of my surroundings … and to have control over my body. I do not like that I have slept hours away, and now feel weak and drained.

I trashed the remaining pills. 

I’ll deal with the muscle spasms and leg pain another way: how, I don’t know yet; but I do know it will be with a clear head and in full control of my body.

Even while prescribing the pills, the doctor told me to expect the pain to continue.

There is no clear diagnosis as to where the pain originates – or why it is.

But, I know Elohim knows … and Yeshua has the 1 sure cure: with no ill side effects.

I can safely put my life in Elohei’s hands.

COOKATHON #2 ~ 2021

Most of these recipes are for light meals, so there aren’t a lot of leftover servings to stock the freezer with for future meals … but a few recipes did make extra servings – those I wrapped individually and froze for quick grabs to pair up with light side dishes 😉

I am going to be sticking mostly with light meal recipes for quite a while. I need to drop at least 20 more pounds: 25 would be better, but that probably will not happen (aging bodies put up a real struggle when it comes to shedding pounds), so 20 will be what I aim aiming for.

At least, according to these weight info ‘statistics’ (link below) … I am not obese 😉

But, I do need to scale down to take some of the wear and tear off my aging joints 😊

WEIGHT INFO: (https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323446)

That said, I do like to eat varied meals, and I keep them healthy because I don’t run to doctors, or swallow pharmaceuticals: my food is my medicine, and exercise balances everything out.

I admit, there are some weeks I throw caution to the wind, and get stuck with a hungering for school cafeteria junk food meals … but generally, I try to keep my menus healthily varied; trying for a balanced ‘Food Pyramid’ scenario to keep my body functioning to maximum capability.

The lineup in this cookathon is on the light side, with Beef Sausage & Eggs, Bok Choy Soup, Broiled Chicken with Herbed Vegetables, Pepper Steak, Fried Razor Clams, Yogurt & Spiced Chicken w-Grapefruit Relish, Sea Trout w-Mushroom Stuffing, & Tarragon Vinaigrette.

I like a savory sausage once in a while, and I like scrambled eggs – so, this breakfast dish fills the bill 😊 Sometimes, we’d eat breakfast fare for Supper, and this was a good choice; and I am in the mood for it now. I don’t remember where I got this recipe, but I have been making it for decades. It is healthier than pork sausage, tastier than turkey sausage … and the spices add flavor, as well as an illusionary warmth to a gray, nippy/breezy day.

I added shredded Cheddar Cheese to my recipe because I made a few ‘ugly dogs’ – that is the only change I made to the original recipe posted below.

I also shaped my sausage mixture into little ‘links’, as well as patties, shaped freehand: This took more time, but it suits my personal needs/wants.

Fried & ready for freezer breakdown ...( https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/foods/beef#bottom-line)

==BEEF SAUSAGE & EGGS ~ Makes 4 servings

1 pound ground Chuck (I used very lean trimmed meat) * 1 small Onion, grated (I used chopped onion) * ¼ cup cold Water * 1½ teaspoons Salt (I use Sea Salt) * 1½ teaspoons leaf Marjoram, crumbled * ½ teaspoon ground Allspice, ¼ teaspoon ground Nutmeg * 1/8 teaspoon ground Cayenne Pepper * 8 Eggs * 1/3 cup Milk (I use dry milk) * 1/8 teaspoon ground Black Pepper * 2 Tablespoons Margarine

1. Combine beef, onion, water, 1 teaspoon salt, marjoram, allspice, nutmeg, and cayenne in a medium-size bowl until well mixed:

Beef mixture - I added 3/4 cup of shredded cheddar.

Shape mixture into a roll about 2½-inches in diameter, and 7 inches long. Wrap in wax paper; chill several hours or overnight until firm enough for slicing.

2. Cut sausage roll into ½-inch slices with a sharp knife. Cook slices in skillet until well browned, turning often.

Shaping the beef mixture.
Ugly Dogs, Patties & Links. Enough for 12 breakfasts, for solo lobo me.

3. While sausage cooks, beat eggs and milk together with remaining salt, and pepper to taste (opt.) in a medium-size bowl; melt butter in large skillet and add beaten eggs. Cook until eggs are thickened but still moist. Transfer to plates.

Per serving (includes egg portions): 356 calories; 23.24 g protein; 26.11 g fat; 6 g carbohydrate; 153.25 mg sodium

EGG INFO: (https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/high-blood-cholesterol/expert-answers/cholesterol/faq-20058468 & https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323251#summary)

The recipe for Boy Choy Soup comes from my ‘Gourmet/March 1985’ cooking magazine. It is a good light Spring soup packed with vitamins and healthy nutrition … and the house smells good, too, while it is cooking 😉

I made this soup for a Shabbat Meal; eating 1 serving, and saving the other for later in the week.

==BOK CHOY SOUP ~ Makes about 2½ cups, serving 2

1 large Garlic clove, minced * 1½ teaspoons Olive Oil * 3 cups chopped Bok Choy (Chinese Cabbage), including leaves * 2 cups Chicken Stock (canned, or homemade) * freshly ground Black Pepper

Bok Choy Soup Ingredients

In a large saucepan cook the garlic in the oil over moderately low heat, stirring, for 1 minute; add bok choy and the broth, and simmer the mixture – covered, for 3 to 5 minutes, or until bok choy is tender. Serve the soup with pepper to taste.

Per Serving: 130 calories; 32 g protein; 6 g fat; 7 g carbohydrate; 173 mg sodium

This fragrant vegetable medley recipe comes from my 1986 ‘Weight Watchers 365-Day Menu Cookbook’. I paired this recipe with a broiled chicken breast half, and pear slices.

Chicken Breast w-Herbed Vegetables.
Braising my chicken breast on the stove top; looking good ...
Chicken breast opened up ... I don't like pink meats.

==HERBED VEGETABLES ~ Makes 2 servings

1 cup sliced mushrooms, ¼-inch thick slices (I used Chanterelle, gifted to me by a knowledgeable mushroom picker) * dash Salt (I use Sea Salt) * 2 teaspoons Margarine * dash EA Thyme leaves, Chervil leaves (or parsley, or tarragon, or a blend of the two), and Rosemary leaves * 2 cups Zucchini, ¼-in thick slices, blanched * 2 cups broccoli florets, blanched * ½ cup sliced red Bell Pepper, ¼-inch wide strips * 1 teaspoon Lemon juice

Heat a large nonstick skillet; add mushrooms and salt. Cook over medium heat about 3 minutes to cook out moisture in mushrooms – they should be tender, but not limp. Place mushroom slices on paper towels.

This tarragon I grew in my garden, is still pungent - and running out.
Chantarelle mushrooms cooking.

Wipe skillet dry with a paper towel. Melt margarine in skillet; add thyme, chervil, and rosemary Рsaut̩ 30 seconds. Stir in zucchini, broccoli, mushrooms, and red pepper. Cover, and cook, stirring occasionally Рabout 2 to 3 minutes. Stir in lemon juice and serve.

Herbed Vegetables cooking.

Per Serving: 143 calories; 10 g protein; 5 g fat; 19 g carbohydrate; 138 mg sodium

This Pepper Steak recipe also comes form my 1986 ‘Weight Watchers 365-Day Menu Cookbook’. I paired this recipe with zucchini rice (shredded zucchini added to rice), and sliced peaches.

I used a cube steak (just works better for me), cut into strips with kitchen scissors; and skillet browned. The recipe tastes fine with the substitute 😉

Pepper Steak meal.

==PEPPER STEAK ~ Makes 2 servings

12 ounces boneless Chuck Steak * 1 Tablespoon Vegetable Oil * 1 medium Red Bell Pepper, seeded and cut into thin strips * ¾ cups Beef Broth * 1 teaspoon Soy Sauce * 2 teaspoons Cornstarch, dissolved in 1 Tablespoon Water * dash ground Black Pepper

Pepper Steak Ingredients.

Broil steak on a rack until rare; cut into thin strips. Heat oil in skillet; add red pepper strips and saut̩ until tender. Add steak, broth, soy sauce Рand cook for 3 minutes. Gradually stir in dissolved cornstarch, and cook until sauce thickens. Season with black pepper.

Pepper Steak cooking.
Rice cooked with shredded zucchini.

Per serving: 348 calories; 36 g protein; 18 g fat; 9 g carbohydrate; 262 mg sodium

I bought seafoods the other day when I was in town – Halibut, Sea Scallops, and Razor Clams … I froze the halibut and scallops; but I am frying the razor clams tonight; and freezing them in 1-serving portions for future meals. I love razor clams, so I have to get them into the freezer fast to keep from devouring them all! LOL

Sea Scallops; big and fat. 10 baggies with 2 serv. EA = 20 meals.
Very spendy Halibut; small steaks, but that's okay – I am getting 22 meals out of this expenditure.

==FRIED RAZOR CLAMS ~ 8 servings

I ate 1 for supper … froze the rest.
Freezer ready ...

(https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/04/early-bird-day.html)

This chicken recipe comes from a recipe page I tore from the local ‘Daily News’ newspaper in 1992.

I made the chicken … but passed on the relish; it sounds good, but there is only me, now – so, I ate my chicken with a green salad and shredded colorful veggies 😉

I also grilled my chicken cutlets in my Panni Grill, instead of the oven – I froze the extra 3 pieces when they cooled.

Yogurt & Spiced Chicken cutlet, with a mixed green salad. YUM-YUM!

==YOGURT & SPICED MARINATED CHICKEN w-Grapefruit Relish ~ serves 4

1/4 cup nonfat plain Yogurt * 3 Tablespoons Lime juice, divided * 2 teaspoons Olive Oil * 2 teaspoons minced Garlic * 1½ teaspoons ground Cumin * 1 teaspoon Paprika * 1 teaspoon Sea Salt, divided * 1 pound thinly sliced boneless, skinned Chicken Breasts * 2 cups jarred Grapefruit sections, drained * 1 small Red Onion, minced (about ¾ cup) * 2 Tablespoons fresh Cilantro * 1 teaspoon Honey * ½ to 1 Jalapeno pepper, seeded and finely chopped * ground Black Pepper, to taste

Ingredients for Yogurt & Spiced Chicken.

In a medium bowl, whisk together the yogurt, 2 Tablespoons of the lime juice, olive oil, garlic, cumin, paprika, and ½ teaspoon salt.

Preparing the marinade.
Blending the marinade ingredients for Yogurt & Spiced Chicken.

Add the chicken cutlets, turning to coat them. Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate for 15 minutes – or up to 8 hours.

Marinade ready for dipping chicken pieces.
Chicken slathered with yogurt & spice marinade.
Chicken ready to refrigerate for a couple hours.

Meanwhile, in a small bowl, combine the grapefruit sections, onion, cilantro, honey, jalapeno, black pepper, the remaining lime juice, and remaining salt.

Heat the broiler: arrange chicken on a wire rack set over a baking sheet. Place on the top rack of the oven and cook until the chicken is browned on the outside and no longer pink on the inside – about 4 minutes per side. Serve with the grapefruit relish.

Grilling the chicken in my little Panni Grill.
Testing for doneness with a toothpick ...

Per serving: 242 calories – 40 calories from fat; 66 mg cholesterol; 22 g carbohydrate; 28 g protein; 2 g fiber; 681 mg sodium

This fish dish come from my 1986 ‘Weight Watchers 365-Day Menu Cookbook’.

I ate my fish dish in a light meal; with steamed asparagus, and a green salad tossed with avocado & Tarragon Vinaigrette (recipe follows).

Supper; fish with mushroom stuffing.

==SEA TROUT w-MUSHROOM STUFFING ~ Makes 2 servings

1 teaspoon Margarine * 1 Tablespoon minced Shallots * ½ cup chopped Mushrooms * 2 Tablespoons minced Celery * 1 Tablespoon chopped Pimento * 1 teaspoon Lemon Juice * ¼ teaspoon Sea salt * 1 Tablespoon chopped fresh Parsley * 2 teaspoons reduced-calorie Mayonnaise * ½ teaspoon prepared Mustard * 12 ounces Sea trout fillets

Melt margarine in a small nonstick skillet; add shallots and saut̩ briefly Рbeing careful not to burn. Add mushrooms, celery, pimento, lemon juice, and salt; saut̩ until tender. Remove from heat and stir in parsley, mayonnaise, and mustard.

Arrange fish fillets in baking pan. Spread vegetable mixture over fillets and bake in 400-degree oven, for about 20 minutes – or until fish flakes easily when tested with a fork.

Fish ready to go into oven ...

Per serving: 249 calories; 29 g protein; 13 g fat; 4 g carbohydrate; 490 mg salt

==TARRAGON VINAIGRETTE ~ makes 4 servings

1 Tablespoon + 1 teaspoon Olive or Vegetable Oil * 1 Tablespoon Tarragon Vinegar * 1/8 teaspoon EA salt and prepared mustard

Combine all ingredients in a small bowl; mix well.

 

2021 ~ COOKATHON #1

https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/01/2021-cookathon-1.html

2020 COOKATHON #5

https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2020/10/2020-cookathon-5.html

SHORTIE DAY

It rained today, so since I was going to be indoors, I decided to shorten the legs of my Spring/Summer cropped leg pants – to a capri length; which suits my height and shape much better.

I am a shortie. 

Normal sized clothing hangs on me and makes me look like an aging dumpling.

Petite sized clothing is designed to fit pre-teen 8th graders who have not ‘blossomed’ yet: I am a mature woman … I have curves, like womanly breasts and hips. And my torso is practically non-existent (I have always been short waisted).

Finding clothing that fits me all over is a frustrating challenge. If I see a shirt or blouse, I like and would like to buy: the tail/hem hits my legs mid-thigh, making me look shorter than I already am – or it is too binding over my breasts, and tight in the shoulders. If I bump the size up so my breasts aren’t squished and I can breathe without popping buttons, it hangs everywhere else … making me look chubby and unkept. Ditto for jeans and skirts; jeans bunch over the tops of my shoes, and hems drag the ground (which was okay in my teen years – not so okay in my mid-60’s); again, if I find jeans that fit my leg length, they don’t fit in my hips (either too tight, or too baggy – it’s the short torso issue). And when I wear skirts, I feel like a medieval hobbit.

Most women love shopping for clothes: I dread the frustrating ordeal. Especially with the covid ridiculousness – fitting rooms are locked; and making numerous trips back to stores, returning items that don’t fit after I get them home and try them on, adds more frustration to an already vexing situation.

All week long I have been making alterations to tops and bottoms.

Today, it was hemming capri’s.

 
Cutting & hemming my Capri pant legs to fit my short legs.
Ditto for the black capri's ...

When I am grocery shopping and can't reach top shelves, or bend into the isle freezers easily … I scan the store for someone with a store badge to help me get what I need. If there are no badged people meandering the isles, I snag a tall guy and ask him if he would please help me (and then, I am hit with a sadness that my tall fella is no longer with me).

Even doing everyday things at home is challenging.

I was so thankful the guy who replaced the hissing master commode in 2019, noticed I’m a shortie – and put a new commode in that “fit” me: I almost cried with joy when my feet touched the floor!

No more suspended feet, with heels hitting the bowl base mid-mark 😊

(https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2019/03/yesterday-was-very-busy-day-here-house.html)

Even driving is complicated.

Bob was 6’2”; I am 5’2” – he needed a vehicle that would allow him to sit comfortably in it; I needed a vehicle that would allow seat adjustment for my short legs to reach the petals … and to move me forward enough I could see beyond the dash board. He had a pickup 4x4, and I had compact cars that had adjustable seats; and enough head room that when Bob was with me, cramped into a small space, his neck didn’t get crimped by the low roof.

The seat belt Law really chafed me in more ways than one – not only is it governmental overreach when it comes to adults: but the seat belt straps really rubbed my neck skin off and made my shoulders ache, until cars started making adjustable belts. But even that adjustment is not workable for me: In the 80’s, I bought a seat belt positioner that slips over the seat belt and allows the shoulder strap to rest comfortably on my shoulder and across my breast area. It’s actually for kids, but it works great for me!

 

After I had finished hemming my capri pants, I ate a light fish supper.

Supper; Fish w-Mushroom Stuffing; Steamed Asparagus; Green Salad w-radish & avocado - Basic Vinaigrette Dressing.

Following supper, I finished up 3 pairs of booties for my donation preemie baby items – I am not talking about babies born 2 weeks early, that arrive weighing normal baby size. I am making baby things for honest-to-God-preemies that weight 4 pounds and under, when they are born. Baby items for these tiny babies are nearly impossible to find … and they cost a king’s ransom when they are available.

(https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/02/energetic-weekend.html & https://jeastofeden.blogspot.com/2021/03/life-unfolding.html)

 I still have to make up a white pair (that will give me something to do tomorrow 😉).

Preemie Booties.